513. "Leaf Blue"
Zheng Xiuyan stood in front of Ye Lan's tightly closed door, feeling a little complicated.
Ye Lan's situation was a little better than she imagined.
She originally thought that Ye Lan had some incurable terminal illness, after all, it was all played like this in TV series.
However, Lee Soon-gyu still told Jung so-yeon everything.
Mental illness is not so scary for Jung so-yeon.
Strictly speaking, in the earliest days, Zheng Xiuyan herself had mental illness.
Not daring to face the camera, seeing the camera trembling is naturally a psychological problem.
If you are sick, you have to be cured.
It's just that Lee Soon-gyu said that Ye Lan doesn't want to be treated now.
"Ernie. ”
There was no sound inside the door.
Zheng Xiuyan didn't hesitate much, twisted the doorknob, and Ye Lan's room door opened.
The room was pitch black, and Ye Lan didn't turn on the lights.
In a haze, Zheng Xiuyan could see Ye Lan sitting on the small bed in a daze.
The girl walked up to Ye Lan and sat gently on Ye Lan's other side.
"Ernie, I know it all. ”
Ye Lan, who had not reacted, finally raised her head at this time.
The tears on the girl's face looked at Zheng Xiuyan's heart.
"It's disgusting, isn't it? ”
"Disgusting?"
"Well, I'm weird, and I don't know why I'm so weird. ”
Ye Lan didn't have the crying that Zheng Xiuyan imagined.
The girl's calm look at Zheng Xiuyan with a chill down her spine.
"Who are you?"
Ye Lan had a gentle smile on her face, but this gentle smile couldn't make Zheng Xiuyan feel a trace of warmth.
"I'm Ye Lan, Xiuyan. ”
"Ani. . . No, that's not the case with Ernie. ”
Ye Lan. That is, "Ye Lan" pursed her lips, and Zheng Xiuyan's feelings were still as sharp as ever.
After Ye Lan was forced to ask by Zheng Xiuyan, she had already hid in the sea of consciousness and chose to be autistic very irresponsible.
If she didn't come out, Ye Lan's body would fall into a coma.
By then, it's going to be really big.
There is no way, "Ye Lan" is very familiar with cleaning up the mess left by Ye Lan.
Looking at Zheng Xiuyan's vigilant expression, "Ye Lan" shook her head lightly and patted the position beside her.
"Why are you so afraid of me, I'm also Ye Lan, your girlfriend. ”
"I'm going to be very sad for you to do this. ”
Zheng Xiuyan was not obedient, but became more vigilant.
"What about Ernie? Are you Ernie's second personality?"
"What kind of second personality, Lee Soon-gyu told you what kind of nonsense. ”
"Ye Lan" looked at Zheng Xiuyan speechlessly, and complained angrily about Li Shungui who spread information indiscriminately.
"That coward is afraid that you will hate her and hide, I don't know if that stupid girl is afraid of this. ”
"Ye Lan" looked at Zheng Xiuyan with an inexplicable smile on the corner of her mouth.
"Xiuyan, do you want Ye Lan to become healthy?"
"What do you mean?"
"Li Shungui should have told you, Ye Lan's current state is because of my existence. ”
Zheng Xiuyan didn't speak, just looked directly at the face she was obsessed with.
The smile on her face was still the one she was most familiar with.
It's just that it doesn't feel good for her.
Somewhat creepy.
Schizophrenia, Zheng Xiuyan is also the first time to see it.
However, this "Ye Lan" is actually willing to communicate with her, and it seems that the schizophrenia in the TV series is not very reliable.
"You want Ye Lan to be healthy, which means you want me to disappear, right?"
Zheng Xiuyan didn't know if it was her own delusion, she always felt that the smile on the face of this "Ye Lan" was full of sadness.
Although the face is a familiar face, it can't make Zheng Xiuyan feel the slightest heartache.
This strange existence should disappear.
Ye Lan was not so gloomy.
Seeing that Zheng Xiuyan didn't answer herself, "Ye Lan" lowered her head and chuckled.
The laughter was filled with desperation.
Her pessimism was never unfounded.
Like now.
The last thing she had ever wanted to face came up.
If Ye Lan least wants to see Zheng Xiuyan disgusted with her.
That "Ye Lan" is fear, and Zheng Xiuyan will want to disappear by herself.
Zheng Xiuyan's favorite Ye Lan is Ye Lan.
And I like Zheng Xiuyan.。。 It's not just Ye Lan.
The two of them are one person after all.
Having the same feelings, the same experiences.
People who like it the same.
"Ye Lan" cleaned up her mood and looked directly at Zheng Xiuyan's eyes full of distrust.
"I'm going to disappear. ”
"Soon. ”
"But it needs your cooperation. ”
。。。。。。
"Ah... ”
Ye Lan blinked, and an unconscious murmur came from his mouth.
She.. Where is this?
Why do you feel so dry in your eyes?
And..
Why is Jung so-yeon sitting next to her!
Ye Lan reflexively sat up, hid in the corner and lowered her head, unwilling to look at Zheng Xiuyan.
"Ernie, are you awake?"
Ye Lan didn't answer Zheng Xiuyan's doubts, but just looked at her hands blankly.
Why did she avoid Jung so-yeon?
It's like... She was afraid of Jung so-yeon.
"Ernie, is it still uncomfortable? Byane, I shouldn't have scared you. ”
Ye Lan looked up in confusion and looked at Zheng Xiuyan with guilt on her face.
She probably remembered.
As soon as she woke up just now, she was startled by Zheng Xiuyan, and fainted when she was unwell.
After clearing her mind, Ye Lan angrily glared at Zheng Xiuyan, who was smiling.
"Oh! Don't do it again!
"Nene ~ Ernie forgive me~"
Gently embracing the coquettish girl in her arms, Ye Lan squinted her eyes happily.
In fact, she didn't feel any real feelings, but she was a little tired after a good night's sleep.
But..
Ye Lan touched her face suspiciously, and the dryness of her hand surprised her a little.
"Am I scared to tears?"
What Ye Lan didn't notice was that Zheng Xiuyan's delicate body in her arms was a little stiff.
Taking advantage of the fact that Ye Lan didn't feel strange, Zheng Xiuyan hurriedly pushed Ye Lan away.
"Really? Ernie are you scared to tears by me!"
Looking at the smiling expression on Zheng Xiuyan's face, Ye Lan felt like there was a fire burning on her face.
"No, you heard me wrong, I'm going to wash my face!"
Ye Lan got up and trotted out of the bedroom, leaving Zheng Xiuyan alone on the small bed in the bedroom, with a complicated expression.
。。。。。。
"Can you control Ernie's memories?"
Ye Lan nodded.
"I'll wake her up in a moment, and when she wakes up she'll forget all about me. ”
"No mental illness, no me, no depression, everything is her favorite world. ”
"But I still don't recommend that you take me. Take her back to the entertainment industry. ”
"She likes a quiet life. ”
"As for the rest, it's up to you. ”
The smile on Ye Lan's face became more and more brilliant, but behind the splendor, there was endless sadness.
"Then you... ”
"Me?"
"Ye Lan" looked at Zheng Xiuyan with a gentle expression.
is so gentle that Zheng Xiuyan has the illusion that the "Ye Lan" in front of her is Ye Lan.
"I'm Ye Lan. ”