Chapter 38: Sharp Questions
Tang Tian was stunned, she smiled at Zhang Xiaoqing and said,
However, I didn't feel so happy, every day I cooked, he muttered beside him. Zhang Xiaoxing smiled and said,
"Tang Tian, is your head really burned out, his willingness to be by your side and muttering is your greatest happiness, what is love, love is long-term companionship, no matter where you are or what you are doing, the other party wants to participate, this is love!"
"Is that so?" Tang Tian suddenly didn't understand. Zhang Xiaoxing glanced at Tang Tian and said,
"I've never believed in platonic love, it's just an imagination. She said this, and didn't go on, because many things are not clear, everyone's feelings are different, lifestyles are different, love outlook, and values are different, so she thinks it's better for her to keep her mouth shut, so as not to mislead this guy whose brain often doesn't work online.
"I'm thirsty and want to drink water. Zhang Xiaoxing deliberately diverted the topic. Tang Tian got up with a smile, dragged her hand to the bay window, and asked,
"Coffee or tea?"
"Let's drink tea, I'm tired of drinking coffee. In Tang Tian's hut, what she likes most is this bay window, the imitation mahogany tea table, the exquisite hand-painted tea set, and the high bookshelf next to it.
When you are free, you can spend the whole afternoon under the warm sun with a cushion, a cup of tea, and a book.
She burned a small plate of water agarwood, the cigarette smoke was swirling, and there was a faint smell lingering between the two people, such an aroma could make people forget the disturbances, and it was dull.
A pot of tea, the fragrance of tea is diffuse, and the faint aftertaste between the lips and teeth makes people feel that they are free in this life. Tang Tian made a pot of tea, poured the first pot, stopped for three or five minutes, and brewed the second pot, before pouring a small cup for Zhang Xiaoxing and putting it in front of her.
Then, she sat down as well and slowly drank the tea in her hand. The tea cup was tossing and turning in Zhang Xiaoxing's hand, and there was a faint mist, which was the fragrance of tea.
She glanced at Tang Tian from the corner of her eye, seeing that her face was quiet, and she didn't want to break such a peaceful and good time.
He picked up the teacup and took a small sip of tea. Tang Tian suddenly asked,
"Zhang Xiaoxing, are you here like this?"
"Your heroic deeds are in the newspapers, and I'll see if you hang up. ”
"Hmm......" Tang Tian suddenly ended, and he didn't know what to say for a while. Zhang Xiaoxing looked at the tea cup and diverted the topic,
"This teacup is very beautiful, is it hand-painted?" Tang Tian nodded, picked up the teacup, took a sip of tea, the teacup was already clean, she poured another cup of tea for Zhang Xiaoxing, and said,
"This is Jingdezhen white porcelain, pastel hand-painted, when I saw it, I felt that I liked it very much. "Above the tea cup, there is just a lonely lotus flower, pink petals, light green leaves, and only a little water wave below, but a few simple strokes outline a kind of loneliness.
Looking at the sun, the white porcelain is transparent, as thin as cicada wings, and the lotus flower reflects the tea, but it seems to be in the water, which has a different taste.
The two gossiped about some tea Zen ways, and Zhuang Muxuan had not come back yet. Zhang Xiaoxing didn't seem to worry about her, so he never left.
The two men did not sit opposite each other, but sat on one side. The afternoon sun is idle, and the bay window is a pale aqua blue curtain, with sunlight streaming in, and the wind gently blowing, like a light ripple.
When the sun falls on the body, there is a thin warmth, which makes people feel unconsciously hot, and it is a little more comfortable.
Tang Tian leaned her head on Zhang Xiaoxing's shoulder, she reached out and fiddled with the ends of her hair, even if she didn't speak, she didn't feel anything wrong.
Afternoon sunshine, a cup of tea, two friends, sitting next to each other, without words, if life can pass slowly like this, it is enough.
Tang Tian's wound, Zhang Xiaoxing knew, but he didn't ask much, the comfort she gave was such a wordless companion, Tang Tian understood.
In this way, the two people held the tea, one without a sip, leaning on each other, no longer talking, just silently looking at the white clouds outside the window.
Zhang Xiaoxing thought about it for a long time, and finally spoke, she said,
"Tang Tian, I know that you have always had a knot in your heart, you are afraid that his family will not agree with you, as soon as this incident comes out, I am afraid that his family will ......" She said here and did not say any more, leaving a string of ellipses for Tang Tian to associate.
Tang Tian didn't expect that Zhang Xiaoxing would suddenly say this question bluntly, which made her unexpected, she looked at her stupidly, not knowing what was under her ellipsis.
Zhang Xiaoxing sighed softly and said,
"I just want to know, what is Zhuang Muxuan's attitude, and has he made it clear that he will fall out with his family for the sake of you. This question happened to be asked in Tang Tian's heart, she didn't ask Zhuang Muxuan, and she didn't want to ask, she didn't want to embarrass him, but she didn't want to be wronged.
At this time, Tang Tian heard the sound of the key opening the door. Both of them stopped. Zhang Xiaoxing really asked a very sharp question, which is something that her good friend should not know, because it is her privacy.
She couldn't tell her, and she didn't want to tell her, she had already met Zhuang Muxuan's mother, and her attitude was already very clear.
That is, I can't accept her at all. In this case, how to say it to Zhang Xiaoxing. She couldn't give up Zhuang Muxuan, just like people can't live without air, without him, her life would be dark.
Tang Tian never thought that she would be so humble in order to love him, so humble that she could pretend to forget, pretend to forget his mother's contemptuous eyes that day, pretend to forget her resolute tone, pretend to be so humble that she thought she had forgotten.
Zhang Xiaoxing once again told her the truth, and this truth is the truth she needs to face, and there is no escape.
Two people together, more often than not, are not a problem of two people, but a problem of two families.
They are very different, with different family backgrounds, different lifestyles, and different values, they are destined to not be able to be together.
Now that they are together, his family must know, what is she? can she keep up with the trend, unmarried and tried to marry, or is it ...... Tang Tian didn't dare to think about it anymore, she was afraid that she would choose to flee again.
Principles, ask yourself, in this love, Tang Tian has no principles, let alone a bottom line, she has let go of her principles, lost the bottom line, lost herself, what should she do?
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