Chapter 191: Loneliness alone is not terrible
Tang Tian said this, bit his lip, and said, "I don't know why I told you two this. Now, when I mention him to the two of you, there is no more pain in my heart, but a little more softness and calm. What I think of is no longer the pain of the old days, not the pain of not being able to breathe. Rather, those gentle and sweet melancholy times I spent with him. Rather, all the love and tenderness she gave me. ”
"In the white moonlight, the two of us were on the highway and watched the starlight all night. The starlight is still twinkling before my eyes, and every time I see the clear night sky inside this mountain, I think of him, of that night, of the tenderness and romance he gave me. ”
"From the initial misunderstanding to the later acquaintance and love, we have come a long way. Tang Tian's voice was very light and light, and his dark eyes were as clear as two points of starlight in the inky night sky.
"The flowers that summer were beautiful, beautiful, like a tidal wave," she said. We slept all night in the sea of flowers. However, as soon as the wind blew, all the flowers fell overnight. I think there are some things that can be forgotten. Some things can be remembered, some things are willing, and some things are powerless. I love him, and it is my calamity. I can't escape, I miss him so much. ”
Tang Tian said this, and warm tears were left behind, flowing on the tips of her fingers, "He is the only man in my life, and he is also the man I insist on loving." ”
Wu Chenyan looked at Tang Tian, tears swirling in her eyes, and she refused to fall for a long time. For a long, long time, she didn't say a word. It's hard to be afraid of just a few words.
After that, the relationship between Tang Tian and Wu Chenyan was not much closer, although they used to be so close to each other.
Wu Chenyan still looks cold, and Liu Lingbin likes to call her dog pee. Wu Chenyan smiled indifferently at this title and ignored it.
And Tang Tian is still silent most of the time, she likes to look at the people around her silently, likes to listen to Liu Lingbin tell her jokes silently, she always smiles silently.
And Liu Lingbin also unceremoniously gave Tang Tian a nickname, stuffy gourd.
Tang Tian smiled lightly and said, "The nickname you gave away is not freehand at all, and it is too arbitrary." ”
Wu Chenyan looked at the two of them, didn't speak, just poured a glass of wine for himself, raised his glass to the two of them, and asked, "Do you two drink a little?"
Tang Tian raised his eyebrows and asked, "What are you drinking?"
"A glass of wine. The two of you should have a drink, because you are very obscenely in love with the same man. She said with a shallow smile.
"The two of us have a drink, so what is he going to do? Tang Tian tugged at the corners of his lips and wiped a light smile on his face.
"In a while, what about entering the cave room?" Wu Chenyan's face bloomed with a smile again, his eyes were burning and shining, and he looked at Tang Tian and Liu Lingbin in the dim light.
"Ah, how did I suddenly have a bad feeling. Liu Lingbin glanced at Wu Chenyan exaggeratedly.
"What do you feel?" Tang Tian turned his face to look at Liu Lingbin and asked with some puzzlement.
"Suddenly there was a feeling of double flying and triple K. When Liu Lingbin said this, he couldn't help laughing, and his smile was extremely obscene.
Tang Tian glanced at him and said very politely, "You're just a little sufferer, what do you take?"
Wu Chenyan listened to it and laughed, "Okay, no kidding." ”
"You two drink a little wine, it will help the blood circulation, and it will not be easy to get chilblains. It's your first winter here, and you know, if you get chilblains in the first year, you're going to get chilblains every year. When she had finished, she poured two more glasses of wine and handed them to the two men.
Tang Tian took the wine, didn't think about it, and immediately poured the wine in the cup into his stomach with a "coo-dong" on his neck. At this moment, Tang Tian suddenly felt that his throat and eyes were hot and uncomfortable, as if he had been cut by a knife, and his stomach and abdomen suddenly seemed to be on fire.
Tang Tian couldn't help coughing violently.
Wu Chenyan laughed and said, "This is a sixty-five degree wine, you have to drink it slowly." ”
Tang Tian's little face immediately turned red, like a small tomato, and she coughed and said, "Why didn't you say it earlier." ”
"You drank it before I could finish speaking. Wu Chenyan said very innocently.
Liu Lingbin held the wine glass, cocked his orchid fingers, and took a sip of the wine in the glass.
Tang Tian looked at Wu Chenyan, then at Liu Lingbin, smiled, and stopped talking.
That night, it was still cold, and there was a slight swaying carbon fire in the fire cage. Tang Tian and Wu Chenyan corrected their homework together as usual.
After correcting the homework, Wu Chenyan suddenly asked Tang Tian, "Do you love your parents? They're in another city, and I'm here alone. ”
It was as if there was a huge stone thrown into Tang Tian's heart lake, and the boulder stirred up a huge and surging splash, which made her heart ache for a while, her eyes were slightly red, and a kind of sourness surged up in her throat, she said, "I love them very much, I love them very much." What they gave me was the freedom I wanted. They have only one requirement for me, that is, I want to live happily. ”
"It's going to be New Year's Day soon, do you miss them? Also, do you have any holiday wishes?" Wu Chenyan's gaze was intertwined with a faint injury, she looked at Tang Tian, and the corners of her lips rose slightly.
Tang Tian was stunned for a moment, her eyes sank slightly, the heat that gradually surged up in her eyes slowly disappeared, becoming cold and a little lost, she felt a little tired, remembering the past days.
I thought of those friends and relatives who were far away, and I remembered every festival they used to spend together.
The past that Tang Tian experienced, although it was not good, but there was a kind of calm happiness. In the past, she had family and friends around her.
When we were together, I didn't think there was anything special, but once I left that environment, this kind of missing became more and more precious.
No one likes to be alone, they just don't like to be disappointed.
In fact, a person's loneliness is not terrible, as long as there is a person in his heart, who loves deeply, then people will insist on going on, even if two people can't walk together in the end.
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