With a creak, the closed door slowly opened, and the bright light slanted through, and countless dusts flowed in the light that was not usually visible. =

Zhu Miaohua sat on a low couch, she seemed to be lifted, squinted her eyes slightly, what was she expecting? Her face seemed to be a little lost, and she said to her sister-in-law: "Why did you come over, in fact, you don't have to come." ”

Zhu Miaocong's heart was sour, this sister of hers always thought about her, so when it was really a critical moment, how could she not care.

"Zhilan is here with me. ”

The sad feeling was put away, and Zhu Miaocong made her voice sound unwavering.

Zhu Miaohua was also expressionless.

Zhu Miaocong sat down on the couch and said, "Sister, did you let Zhilan go to the Yuqin Mountain House?" As for what Zhilan was going to say to Li Fei, he may have been instructed by Zhu Miaohua.

Zhu Miaohua couldn't hide her embarrassment with her head held high, she said: "I just want to tell a few truths, they don't come, and I have to find a way to let them hear." ”

"Sister!" Facing Zhu Miaohua's pretending to be arrogant, Zhu Miaocong's sourness under strong pressure rose again, and said, "In the past few years, I think it would be good if I could get closer to you." In this way, what has happened to you, what has changed in you, I may have been aware of it. Why is this happening? How can such an unfortunate thing happen to you, it has hurt you in the past few years. ”

The words touched his heart, and Zhu Miaohua lowered his head, and tears filled his eyelashes.

The matter of rebirth, she only rejoiced for a month at the beginning, and then the past life and death honor and disgrace became her imprisonment, she couldn't think about it, she couldn't escape, she fell deeper and deeper, and ruined this life.

Zhu Miaocong didn't look at Zhu Miaohua's remorseful face, sighed, and said: "My sister has been involved so far, today I should make up my mind, those demagogic past events are like smoke and dust, disperse." ”

Zhu Miaohua hid her face and wept.

Such a bleak ending in the previous life, and this life has fallen to the current step, if she is given another chance to do it again, she doesn't want to remember anything.

In the cry, Zhu Miaohua choked up and said: "Since I hit Xu Min's incident, I have also thought about it, the changes in the world are something I never imagined, at that time, I thought about it, but ......"

In front of her sister-in-law, Zhu Miaohua said what was in her heart. All people and things have been repeatedly uncontrolled, has Zhu Miaohua ever thought about self-reflection? Of course she has been introspective, especially the impact Xu Min gave her, and the well-behaved and humble Xu Min in her previous life. At that time, although she made a righteous and awe-inspiring appearance to accuse Xu Min of her unchastity, she secretly had an epiphany, but it was too late, she had done too much before, and when she wanted to live in peace, it was King Jing who coerced her.

"It's they who won't let me go!" Zhu Miaohua is also such a person who can talk to Zhu Miaocong, so Zhu Miaohua grabbed Zhu Miaocong's hand and said what she was holding back in her heart, and said: "How can King Jing treat me like this, if it weren't for me, he would have been out a long time ago, how could he treat me like this......"

"Sister!" Zhu Miaocong roared loudly, interrupted Zhu Miaohua's words rudely, and said: "Sister, do you still remember, what did I say before I got married? Why can't he betray you? If you meddle in the dispute between the two kings, you must be prepared to be crushed by the forces of both sides in this dispute, after all, in order to obtain the supreme imperial power, anyone can be sacrificed, what difference do you have, you want to get the pity of others. ”

In the depths of Zhu Miaohua's heart, consciously or unconsciously, she always thought that with her illustrious background, peerless appearance, and beautiful posture, she could easily get the sideways eyes and pity of men, but in fact, these are just her conjectures that she thinks highly of.

Under the tilt of power, she is the cannon fodder.

"Ahh

Zhu Miaohua couldn't stand such a cruel reality, and screamed in pain as she tugged at the hem of her heart.

Zhu Miaocong looked over with pity in her eyes, she continued, suppressing Zhu Miaohua's screaming voice and continuing: "The third aunt also went to persuade Princess Xiang early this morning. ”

Zhu Miaohua stopped screaming.

The words that Mrs. Qingping and Li Fei said today are also vaguely interceding for Zhu Miaohua.

One thought of heaven, one thought of hell.

Zhu Miaohua had the idea of killing Li Fei at the beginning, but what was the result? It didn't make Zhu Miaohua what she is now, if it did, Zhao Yanheng would not let her go.

There is a saying that the grass is cut to the roots, but Zhu Miaohua and Li Fei are originally one, and if they are cut off, they will hurt themselves, which is chilling for the relatives and friends around them.

Zhu Miaohua looked at Zhu Miaocong with hope.

Zhu Miaocong lowered his head slightly and said, "My sister still obeyed my father's wishes, in my opinion, this is not a bad ......."

"I don't, I don't!"

Zhu Miaocong's words couldn't go on at all, so Zhu Miaohua was hysterical and said, "Do you know what it means to be a monk? My father said that he wanted to send me to Tantuo'an, what kind of life would I live, where did they let me go, they wanted me to live better than die." ”

Being a monk has the meaning of escapism, which is not something that can be said casually, but something that can be done. The life of the monks is hard, how can Zhu Miaohua endure this hardship. To put it clearly, Zhao Yanheng abolished Zhu Miaohua's queen's throne at the beginning, and his worship was still in accordance with the queen's share and was not reduced. In terms of daily life, Zhu Miaohua has never been wronged for a moment. Now, if she wants to lose her pearl cui clothes, dress up as a sister-in-law, and want her to lose her jade plate delicacies, and mix with a group of poor nuns in Tan Tuo'an, coarse tea and light rice, in that case, is she still the same Zhu Miaohua?

From the body to the nerves, Zhu Miaohua couldn't stand this suffering.

"I'm not going to live like that. Zhu Miaohua's beautiful and elegant face was lifeless, and said: "I have to be like a person after a day." If not, take my life. ”

After saying this, Zhu Miaohua himself was stunned first.

Then she burst into tears.

The fate of starting over is still to a similar point, that year the Xuanguo Mansion was involved in the assassination incident, Zhu Miaohua was implicated, deposed the posterior, and when the queen's seal was withdrawn, she shouted the same thing.

"I'm right here, if they think I'm an eyesore, they'll kill me!" Zhu Miaohua is a strong person, she only stretches unyieldingly, and the rigidity is too strong, she roared: "Isn't it just a death? If you can't get over it in one breath, you will die." If they don't care about their reputation, I don't care for my life. ”

Zhu Miaocong cried to each other, she sobbed and said: "Don't be like this, don't die easily, there is always hope in life." ”

What hope!

Zhu Miaohua's eyes were full of tears, she felt Zhu Miaocong hugging her in a hazy way, and heard Zhu Miaocong whispering in her ear: "Sister should go down for the time being, if King Jing succeeds to the throne, the Li family will get the same fate, if King Xiang succeeds to the throne, the Li family will be in double ten years, the second half of the long life, a lifetime of glory, is there no variable? I just don't believe it, she and King Xiang have been married for several years without an heir, just look at the current queen to know, let you have the talent of King Zuo, no heir is a woman's lifelong misfortune." ”

The mist that was clouded in front of Zhu Miaohua's eyes seemed to dissipate a little with Zhu Miaocong's whispers.

Zhu Miaocong slowly let go of the arm holding Zhu Miaohua, she wiped her tears, stood up silently, and put down such a heavy hammer, without saying anything else, Zhu Miaocong went out lightly.

Liangjiang and Zhilan were wandering outside the courtyard, and as the courtyard door opened, both women stopped.

Zhu Miaocong's face was tired, he raised his eyes slightly, and said to Zhilan: "In the future, if there is something missing here, sister, you can come to me." ”

Zhilan bent his knees gratefully.

Zhu Miaocong was dizzy for a while, took two steps back, and leaned against the door frame.

The second daughter was about to exclaim, but Zhu Miaohua said at the same time when she retreated: "Don't alarm my sister." ”

Zhilan was at a loss, and said softly: "Please also ask the second girl to let the slave maid serve once, and the slave maid will go to ask for a doctor." ”

Liangjiang knew that Zhu Miaocong was a month pregnant, and he was afraid that he would be frightened, so he didn't make a big noise, so he said to Zhilan: "Don't be busy asking the doctor first, you find a few old mothers to carry the sedan chair over, and my grandmother will go to the old residence to rest." ”

The Xuanguo Mansion is a big place, and the courtyards where several aunts and grandmothers lived are empty, and before Mrs. Liao entered the door, Zhu Miaocong had been taking care of housework in her mother's house, and Zhu Miaocong's old residence was still arranged like that, and it was in the past.

Zhu Miaocong did not object, she pressed her palm against her eyebrows, and her heart fluttered at this moment.

Did she look at Li Fei in Ba and have a bad time?

When Li Feiyuan was in southern Xinjiang, their family, grandmother, mother, sister, younger brother, their family was fine, and then they all left her one by one, whose fault is this?

No matter whose fault it is, Zhu Miaocong is self-aware, she has no ability to entangle, she and Li Fei can do the water without disturbing the river, it is her own blessing, but in the face of Zhu Miaohua under the haze, she needs to light a guiding light for Zhu Miaohua.

If a person has faith, he can live no matter what, and it is she who said this.

However, her loved ones left one by one, her heart was very uncomfortable, and she was so uncomfortable that she didn't have any strength.

Zhu Qin and the others bowed to the ancestors and came back, and a family banquet was about to be held, Li Fei and Zhu Miaohua were absent, and Zhu Miaocong, who had always been sensible, was also absent, Mrs. Liao, the mother who had just taken office, and Zhu Qin said: "I didn't think the second girl's complexion was very good before, so let's ask a doctor to take a look." ”

Zhu Qin naturally cared about his daughter, and said, "I'll take a look." ”

Mrs. Liao is a very knowledgeable person, and said: "It is said that I should go and see the body and bones of my daughter's family in person, but I thought that you father and daughter have to talk about themselves, so I won't go, and the master will ask on my behalf." ”

Zhu Qin bowed his head and walked away in the blink of an eye.

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