Chapter 30 Commitments

Zhuang Muxuan's heart was as heavy as a pool. And Meng Qingping finally burst into tears, filling Zhuang Muxuan's entire youth.

Those memories that have passed in time and space are slowly circulating, scene by scene, as if an old movie is playing, Zhuang Muxuan's heart is like a knife, and the pair of men and women separated by time and space no longer meet in this earthly world.

If it weren't for his stubbornness, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't let go of his body to chase her who disappeared in the heavy rain, then there would not have happened something that made him regret his life, and there would not be so many futures.

Zhuang Muxuan sighed heavily, stood up, and returned to the room. Looking at Tang Tian who was sleeping, a trace of pain passed through his eyes, and at that moment, he wanted to reach out and touch Tang Tian's face.

Because, in Tang Tian's eyebrows, he saw the shadow that made him feel distressed, a shadow that made him never be able to say love again.

Just now, he was still talking to her across time and space, but at this moment, he appeared in front of him with such a clear outline.

Zhuang Muxuan's eyes were obviously full of clear tenderness, and they instantly became immeasurably lonely.

He and Tang Tian lay side by side, Tang Tian's body had a faint fragrance that he was familiar with, it was the smell of lilies, and it was also a distinctive sign on her body, turning a thousand times.

The moonlight outside the window was bright, falling on the bed like silver light, and under the faint light and shadow, the furnishings in the room were as quiet as the sea swaying in the night.

Zhuang Muxuan stretched out his hand, a little hesitant, he gently stroked Tang Tian's long black and silky hair, and listened to her gentle breathing.

Tang Tian didn't fall asleep, she heard his footsteps in a trance, disappeared, and then came back.

She heard his breath holding his breath, heard the breath emanating from his chest undulating like a tide, the sound of the tide enveloping her and making her feel at peace.

It was a deep sense of security, and only by his side would she sleep peacefully until dawn.

Tang Tian opened his eyes and asked him softly,

"Do you have something on your mind?" he didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, then stretched out his arms and hugged Tang Tian in his arms, and said in a low voice,

"Who doesn't have something unspeakable. Tang Tian said gently

"Hmm", and then leaned back on Zhuang Muxuan's body. Whispered,

"Did I remind you of someone?" Zhuang Muxuan was silent, didn't speak for a long time, just hugged Tang Tian's arm tightly, and after a long time, he asked in a low and hoarse voice,

"Do you care?" Tang Tian smiled, she said,

"Everyone has their own secrets, you have them, I have them, I respect your privacy, it's just, I just want to tell you one thing, I'm not a substitute for anyone. Zhuang Muxuan lowered his head and looked at Tang Tian's eyes, her eyes were as clear as water, and there was a dodging sadness in her eyes, which made Zhuang Muxuan faintly uneasy, he sighed softly and said,

"You are who you are, never a substitute. Tang Tian smiled faintly, there was a little hurt in his smile, but he was quickly relieved.

She stretched out her hand and hugged Zhuang Muxuan's neck, and said in a low voice,

"Do you like this bed?" Zhuang Muxuan was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said,

"Yes, but I prefer the woman on the bed. Tang Tianjiao smiled disgustingly, but her eyes were a little confused, and she said,

"I seem to have seen such scenes somewhere, they have always remained in the space of my memory, and the person said the same thing. In such an empty time, Tang Tian suddenly found that such a scene seemed to be repeating a certain memory, which was a collision buried deep in her memory.

Maybe a long time ago, maybe a long, long time ago, they already knew each other, and they exchanged vows.

And then after all kinds of circulation, like two chess pieces controlled in fate, with an unspeakable and immeasurable mystery, to continue the long marriage of the previous life.

They met again, talked in this bed again, they were reincarnating the equation of love, and they exchanged vows again.

Zhuang Muxuan smiled and said,

"I don't know much about the memories and reincarnation of my past lives, so I don't dare to make assertions because I haven't experienced them. This is indeed the case. Tang Tian turned his eyes to look at Zhuang Muxuan and asked,

"Do you know how it feels?" Zhuang Muxuan nodded and said,

"It's also called déjà vu. ”

"Déjà vu?"

"Yes, your feeling is called a sense of déjà vu, that is, something or a scene that you have never experienced seems to appear or experienced in a certain time and space, a certain period of time, and there is a sense of déjà vu. It is explained by science, but it is not clear what it can explain. Perhaps, this can be regarded as doing the past and present lives. Zhuang Muxuan explained.

However, this explanation did not satisfy Tang Tian, she wrinkled her little nose,

"Is it just a simple explanation?"

"I've seen a report on this, which says that about two-thirds of adults have had at least one such déjà vu experience, and that the more imaginative the person, the more likely it is to experience such a strange feeling, or that people who have been traveling for many years are more likely to experience such déjà vu. Zhuang Muxuan said simply, looking at the little woman in his arms.

He also seemed to have such a feeling, and at this moment, this feeling was so strong.

Tang Tian laughed, a flash of light flashed in her bright eyes, and she said,

"I'll tell you a secret, when I was a kid, I had a dream that I wanted to wander around. Zhuang Muxuan smiled softly and said,

"That's a good idea, one day I'll accompany you to wander and go to the ends of the earth. Tang Tian's bright eyes fell silent, she pouted, and said,

"Your idea is very good, but after all, we are men and women in this world, and it is good to want to leave everything behind, but it is always impossible to achieve it. Then he sighed softly.

Zhuang Muxuan took Tang Tian, his voice was deep,

"This wish of yours is also my wish, I also think so, if you give me time, I will definitely take you to the ends of the earth, take you wherever you want, first to the Maldives, and then to Provence......"

"Well, I believe you, and you must remember what you promised me. ”

"There is only one human life, or there are many times, human life is very long, sometimes it is very short, we only live in the present, is the most real life, there is no worldly concept or ism in my thoughts, I just want to live for myself, believe me, I will take you to wander!"