That night, for the Song and Qiao families, it was another sleepless night. Li Lanlan cried again in front of her family, she rarely cried in front of others, if you want to say the last time, it will be back when Min Jia had an accident.

After listening to Min Jia's narration, Li Lanzhi understood the ins and outs, and couldn't help but reproach: "To be honest, Lulu has long seen that those who sent flowers are coming, I thought it was hired by Min Rou, but I didn't expect it...... You really are, why do you want to cheat on these things? If you do, you will do it, so why should you say it and hurt your child's self-esteem?"

"No one sent her flowers, and she had to lose her temper again, which made everyone feel bad...... I'm not going to say it, it's not going to get a hit......"

Li Lanzhi silently thought in her heart, don't lose your temper. The troubles in my sister's life were basically caused by her mouth. Li Lanlan herself is not unaware, but if she can get rid of the habit of talking, it will not be her.

Everyone present should understand this truth, so no one blamed Li Lanlan, but analyzed Min Rou's whereabouts. Generally, when a child runs away from home, parents must first find her friend. However, the Song family didn't find a friend of Min Rou, which is really ......

So, everyone tacitly remembered Qiao Nan, although everyone didn't say it on the surface, but everyone knew that Min Rou, who was like an ice princess, looked up to one person from childhood to adulthood, that was her "cousin" Qiao Nan.

In fact, the Song family has always felt that this matter is quite embarrassing, so they have never taken the initiative to mention it. But at this moment, everyone suspected that Min Rou was going to find Qiao Nan.

However, the sister-in-law had already asked a friend from the Public Security Bureau to keep an eye on Min Rou's ID card. At least so far, Min Rou has not bought a plane ticket or gone to a hotel, and it is highly likely that she will still stay in Hong Kong City, but she just doesn't know where to go.

It was late at night, the Song family was still brightly lit, and the family took turns calling Qiao Nan, but they just couldn't get through. They had long been accustomed to the situation, but had never been more desperate for him to answer the phone.

Jolene wanted to tell them not to call her brother, if her brother saw so many missed calls, and they were all from his family, he would definitely be scared half to death, and he didn't know what was going on at home.

Just after twelve o'clock, a burst of passionate "Destiny" broke the low pressure in the room, and it turned out to be the bell of the aunt. The bell was played by her aunt herself, and she said that the song embodied Beethoven's tenacious will to hold fate by the throat.

But Auntie can play it...... I felt that the anger was super big, and everyone who heard it had a suffocating feeling of being suddenly choked by fate. Li Lanzhi repeatedly ordered her to change the ringtone, otherwise she would definitely have a heart attack one day.

As soon as the aunt looked at the caller ID, she immediately picked it up: "Nan Nan, you can finally call." ”

"Hmm...... Auntie, I dealt with something just now, or I would have given you back to the past a long time ago. ”

"It's so late, and you still have to deal with things?"

"Well, I'm on duty tonight. ”

Every year in July and August, after the party's birthday, it is necessary to prepare for the birthday of the People's Liberation Army, and Qiao Nan has to do a mountain of things. It's not that a task can offset the writing of a report, on the contrary, the more tasks he has, the more work he has to do. During this time, even if he was not on duty, he worked overtime every day to sort out reports and analyze data, and he was so busy that he didn't have time at all.

After looking at my phone for a while at night, I saw that there were more than a dozen missed calls, all of which were from Song Minrou. Qiao Nan has been perfunctory with "study hard" for ten years, but now it seems that something has happened, and it would be inhumane to use "study hard" to send her away.

Qiao Nan called her back, she was about to cry, and described her current situation in dreamlike language—she said that she was living in a huge lie, and now that the lie was shattered, her existence had become false.

Qiao Nan felt the ear

Dori got into a bunch of garbled yards. In correspondence with her ex-girlfriend, she once mentioned a particularly obscure philosophical theory, Lacan's mirror theory. According to Lacan, human existence is a great illusion. The ex-girlfriend said that there are not many scholars who study Lacan in China, because it is too difficult to understand, and she can remember the previous sentence after studying for a long time.

If his ex-girlfriend were still alive, she might be the best researcher of Lacan. And Song Minrou, just a college student majoring in piano, can still understand such an esoteric philosophy?

Qiao Nan was confused, but also realized the seriousness of the problem - this little girl must have experienced a huge setback before she could say such a thing.

Sure enough, after listening to Min Rou's narration, Qiao Nan also felt pitiful for her. What should I do? I want to tell her that my aunt is for her good? No, this is too ordinary, doesn't Min Rou know that her mother is for her own good?

Qiao Nan has been with soldiers for a few years, and he doesn't dare to say anything else, but he still has two skills in doing ideological work. He thought about it for a while, and then asked Min Rou: "Min Rou, when you were a child, you wanted to learn the piano, and my aunt bought you one without saying a word, and it cost 30,000 or 40,000 yuan at that time; For less than 100 yuan, she yelled for months, and no one bought it for her. At that time, my sister-in-law was starting a business, and your family was not well-off, but how could my aunt be able to buy you tens of thousands of pianos at once?

"That...... It's different!"

"If you want to go to Beijing to learn piano, my aunt will go to Beijing to accompany you for several years; But what about our family? I left home for the first time when I went to college, and there was no one to see me off, and your sister Qiaolu went to the United States for the first time, and no one went to see her off. Compared to us, whose parents do you think give a little more?"

Min Rou made up the scene of her cousin's first college trip, when he was only eighteen years old and had never been far away, and no one from his aunt's family went to see him off? Min Rou felt sad for him, so she whispered: "Auntie, aunt-in-law is too much, you must be very sad." ”

Qiao Nan didn't answer, and then said: "When I was a child, Qiao Lin performed on stage, and other children had their families to cheer for the show, but my parents didn't go to see it. When she came back, she was so aggrieved that she cried, and was scolded by my mother, saying that she was hypocritical, but what about you, you have a performance, and my sister-in-law asked his employees to go to the show, even if you go to the United States, my aunt will put down her work and go all the way to cheer you on...... If you were asked to swap with Jolene, would you be willing to do so?"

Min Rou didn't think about it and categorically refused. What's the point if the family can't see their performance?

Qiao Nan finally said: "Auntie, sister-in-law has paid enough for you, you don't know how envious we are." Of course, not all care is worth advocating, such as Auntie this time, it is indeed her lack of consideration. However, you can't negate her past efforts because of this mistake, right?"

The cousin's words had already opened Min Rou's heart knot, and if she didn't refute it, it would be considered a tacit acquiescence.

"Min Rou, if you want to open it, don't be angry with your aunt. Actually, I can't use my phone now, and I'm really going to hang up. ”

He risked violating discipline and told himself so much, he ...... in his heart Do you still care about yourself?

is worthy of the person she has admired since she was a child, no matter how bad things are, as long as she sees his eyes as bright as stars and hears his warm words, she can be healed. He still treated himself well when he was a child, but the older he grew, the colder he became. I have the impression that he had never said so much to himself.

"Brother, don't hang up the phone yet, I still have something to tell you. ”

"Hmm...... Wait a minute, I'll look at a text message, it looks like it's from my girlfriend. ”

Min Rou immediately felt a knife in her chest, and those fiery words that had been pent up for a long time rolled in her heart like magma, and they were about to erupt, but they were pressed back by those three words.

"I'm done, it's nothing...... Well, you hurry up and go home, it's so late, it's not safe outside. ”

Tears silently rolled down her face, she was confused, and she didn't know who she was angry with: "I won't go back, don't go back in this life." ”

"Then let me guess where you are. No, the wind is a bit strong, you should be by the sea. In Swallow Reef, the old bronze statue of the moon, the trestle bridge, are not...... There's music next to it, and that's a bar street?"

Min Rou was stunned by his reasoning, and was even led by his reasoning, and when he said "bar street", she almost blurted out, yes, here I am.

However, Qiao Nan on the other end of the phone smiled and said, "I don't guess anymore, if you want to be free, I won't stop you." But I also want to tell you, be sure to stay safe!"

After hanging up the phone, a certain soldier had another emergency, and Qiao Nan was busy for a long time. When I came back, my temples buzzed, and I had no clue about the set of data analysis I had just done. At this moment, she wanted to smash the computer the most, but Qiao Nan didn't smash it, but called her aunt back and told her that Min Rou was probably on the bar street on the other side of Binhai Road.

Qiao Nan didn't guess wrong, Min Rou was indeed wandering there. After her cousin hung up the phone, the focus of her anger had shifted. She sadly realized that, perhaps, he was a dream that she would never be able to touch in her life.

She casually went to a bar, ordered a magic cocktail, and sat in the corner to hurt herself. The singer's voice came from behind her, and she suddenly looked back and saw Wei Chenglin who was playing and singing.

He learned English with the aftermath of his studies, and has been singing English songs lately. That night, he sang the classic English song "YesterdayOnceMore", and when he just sang the first line, "WhenIwasyoung, I'dlistentotheradio", someone was already wetting his eyes. At the end of the song, many people sang "shalalala" with tears in their eyes along with him.

Min Rou is not interested in pop music, she has heard this song countless times, but she has only heard it, and she has no feelings. Wei Chenglin's singing skills still have many flaws, but his gentle voice is particularly infectious. Min Rou listened to this song, as if she also felt the reappearance of yesterday, and saw those warm and beautiful, but also a little sad past.

After Wei Chenglin finished singing, it was almost time to go home, Min Rou didn't want to greet him, didn't want him to see such an embarrassed self, and didn't want to see his proud appearance. But Wei Chenglin saw her first, took the initiative to come over, and generously said that the boss here was his friend, and he had a treat tonight.

Min Rou was overwhelmed by alcohol, and after a glass of wine, she was already a little drunk. She skillfully lit a cigarette and said with a wry smile: "Wei Chenglin, I really didn't expect that there would be a day when I envied you." ”

“...... What are these words?"

"I only learned today that no one listened to the piano I played, and the people I have always liked since I was a child have never taken my heart to heart...... Until now, I have really achieved nothing, nothing...... Without my family, I am nothing. ”

Min Rou didn't control her tears, she really damned it, she actually cried in front of Wei Chenglin! Wei Chenglin handed her a tissue and said sincerely: "If a life like yours is useless, then we can't live like this." ”

"Huh?!"

"You just said that you envy me? But you don't know, even when you envied me, I have envied you a thousand times. ”

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