Lan Xin pinched the bank card that Xie Xingsan gave her in her hand, and for a long, long time, she felt that the fingers pinching the card were oozing with slight sweat.

Why did he ask Bai Keran if he knew Qin Chuan that day, and when I think about it today, is it that I have always expected Qin Chuan to be alive in my subconscious, if it was him Qin Chuan to fund him, maybe he would be willing to accept it in his heart.

But when Bai Keran resolutely denied that the donor was not Qin Chuan, her mind kept pondering, thinking, and hesitating about the origin of this money, and her intuition told her that this money came so strangely and unclearly, "Can I accept it with peace of mind? I must make a decision on this money immediately."

After hesitating for several days, Lan Xin finally decided to discuss further with her husband, Luo Yuejin, who wanted to express her opinion to him and return this strangely ill-conceived wealth to its original place. Because she knows that her husband is suspicious and suspicious, once he misunderstands, even if he gains financial benefits, he may face more invisible wind and frost in his later life. This is the ending she doesn't want to see, she just wants to live her old age in peace.

Just when her son came home, she dragged her son and hesitated to knock on her husband's door, her husband always likes to do this, locking himself in the bedroom alone, keeping his diary, reading his newspaper, always busy with his own affairs, it seems that his sky is always only himself, and others, including Lan Xin and his son Zicheng, are outsiders, and cannot share his sky.

In fact, when he was young, he still had a relatively cheerful personality, and he also talked and laughed at people. Since 2000, when he was paralyzed from a fall due to alcoholism, his personality has changed completely.

He became particularly suspicious of Lan Xin, and he was short-tempered, and he always had a rejecting attitude towards outsiders, always like to tilt his head and look at everyone who appeared in front of him from behind the thick lenses, so that everyone who met him for the first time felt a chill.

Lan Xin, who gets along with him day and night, is not without such feelings, but she feels that her husband is only affected by his illness, and as long as she depends on him in everything, he is still kind to people.

No, today she dragged her son to discuss with him the bank card that made her a little restless.

Lan Xin said: Yuejin, you still have to make up your mind about this matter, I just think this matter is too inappropriate to make people feel at ease.

Luo Yuejin just squinted his eyes and glanced at her from behind the lenses, and didn't speak.

Lan Xin continued: Not long ago, Xie Xingsan from the wheelchair factory donated wheelchairs and money to our family, and the wheelchair is okay to say, we really need it. But do you know how much money is in that bank card? I went to check, and it was 100,000, which is weird. I really don't dare to take such a large amount of money, I seem to think that there is something behind us that we can't guess, what is your opinion?

Luo Zicheng listened to his mother's words and laughed at his mother's timidity, "Mom, you didn't steal or rob it, what are you afraid of, people are doing charity, what will be the problem of accepting it? You and Dad are both ordinary people who have no job or power."

"Listen to your father's opinion, Zicheng", Lan Xin replied.

Zicheng fell silent, waiting for his father's opinion.

"Lan Xin, I said that your brain is in the water, and you can't do it? Someone wants to donate, naturally someone has to accept it, and our family's economic conditions are quite good? Do you think this money is hot, or do you have no selfish motives to seek fame?", Yuejin came to Lan Xin like a knife as soon as he said it.

"Yuejin, why do you say that?", was snatched by her husband in front of her children, and Lan Xin's face was really a little unbearable.

And the husband followed with even more cruel words, "You're not crazy about being famous, are you?

Lan Xin was embarrassed by her husband's words in an instant, she burst into tears, got up and walked to the room.

She didn't know what she was going to do at the moment?

She didn't know that when a woman dedicates all her time to her family and lives her husband and children as her own, her married life is destined to be full of grievances and incomprehension. As everyone knows, the more boundary-free the giving, the easier it is for the family to feel accustomed to it and not know how to cherish it. She didn't know that she had slowly lost herself in her marriage, and had slowly become a nanny and a rare punching bag in her husband's eyes.

Her husband always treats her with a condescending attitude, controlling her behavior and suppressing her thoughts in a different way. If it is really like the philosopher said, "the ultimate of love is control", Lan Xin told himself exactly: then I would rather not have such love.

Sometimes, while she is busy in the kitchen, she reminisces about her college days. In the course of his life of almost 50 years, he really rarely loses his temper, and everyone knows how docile he is.

Only when facing Qin Chuan will she become a princess and an empress. How willful and reckless she treats Qin Chuan, her attitude towards Qin Chuan is worse than that of all her classmates, even if she likes to provoke her for no reason, she has never lost her temper, but in the four years of college, she doesn't know how many times she has lost her temper with Qin Chuan. If the test results are not satisfactory, she will lose her temper with Qin Chuan, if the school food is not appetizing, she will lose her temper with Qin Chuan, and even when she has a stomachache during her period, she will lose her temper with Qin Chuan, as if Qin Chuan is her personal slave, she is his empress, and only she has the privilege in this regard.

Now that the Si people have passed away, who else can she sprinkle Isaac's temper with? Is her husband Luo Yuejin simply wishful thinking. The generosity and warmth of his husband have never come back since he was injured and paralyzed, and he only treats himself with cold eyes and cold words from time to time.

"This is retribution", the attitude she used to have towards Qin Chuan was now inflicted on her by her husband, and it became even worse. The difference is that he has never taken the opportunity to lose his temper and say hurtful things to Qin Chuan, but her husband's words to him are like knives cutting his face and dividing his last bit of dignity.

Fortunately, his son Zicheng has returned, and he can serve as a buffer fence between him and his husband. But it seems that the fence is not strong anymore. The husband is now particularly sensitive and suspicious. He always asks so coldly, making his son inexplicably wonderful.

Today, when his son Zicheng helped him kill chickens, he had some chicken blood on his hands. Husband Luo Yuejin suddenly asked his son Zicheng, "Zicheng, what blood type are you?"

Zicheng said: "It's the same as you, type O blood", his son Zhang's second monk was confused, thinking, what's wrong with Dad, doesn't he really know what blood type his son is?

The husband often secretly looks at his son Zicheng and seems to be thoughtful, but no one knows what he is thinking.

At this time, Lan Xin's heart often had a trace of inexplicable fear, she knew that her husband had tied a knot in her heart, a dead knot, and one day, this knot would strangle him to death.