As people grow up, they will find that there are too many things beyond their abilities, and they have no choice but to learn to adapt.

Director Guan's other disciples have also had experiences similar to Sun Ruiyang's, and they have been forced to adapt. Some of them were snatched by her, and some were forced by her to do a work. Others, the ideas she came up with were directly taken by her. Then after some time, it was sent in the name of her daughter.

Anyway, no matter what her true level is, with her current status, as long as she puts her name on a few weighty papers, she can complete the school's annual assessment, and as for the rest, she doesn't care. Most of the professors at the school are experts in hospitals, the kind of experts who need patients to rush for numbers long in advance, but she doesn't go to the hospital, she says, and she takes on the administrative work of the department.

Perhaps this is also a disguised way to tell her disciples that she has "power" in her hands. Therefore, a senior brother advised Sun Ruiyang: "Brother, we can't twist our arms and thighs, listen to her, as long as we can graduate early and get rid of her." ”

Others persuaded him like this, but Sun Ruiyang didn't appreciate it, he asked rhetorically: "You didn't think of exposing her behavior?"

Expose?

As soon as Sun Ruiyang said this, he found that in the eyes of his senior brothers, he had become a monster.

It's okay to get along, stay up until graduation, and then divide your things, so it's OK. Why do you want to get in her way and cause trouble for yourself?

But Sun Ruiyang just felt that this was wrong, he couldn't turn a blind eye, and he couldn't calmly accept the pressure that his mentor forced on him. But if he wants to resist, he will inevitably pay a heavy price, and even implicate these innocent brothers.

After the paper was submitted, he spent every day in uneasiness. He prayed that the paper would not be sent out, and that it would be rejected, but it backfired, and the paper was accepted without a hitch.

On the day the paper was accepted, Sun Ruiyang received a call from his mother. Ashamed, he said that he paid attention to his body, but every time he went to the hospital for a physical examination, his mother always called him to remind him.

Sun Ruiyang went to the hospital in a daze, redid the electrocardiogram, he read it himself, and sighed - the medicine during this period of time was still taken in vain.

The doctor was also very puzzled, it stands to reason that in Sun Ruiyang's case, taking medicine for so long is enough to relieve the symptoms, why don't those medicines work for him?

Sun Ruiyang never drank carbonated drinks, quit strong tea and coffee after he got sick, and never did any other exercise except for walking. He confessed this to the doctor, who pointed it out sharply - then all that was left was pressure, right?

Pressure is the root of all evil, but Sun Ruiyang has nothing to do about it. The doctor knew that he was a junior in the same school, and did not hide it from him, but half-jokingly told him: "You have to pay attention, there is a certain probability of sudden death from this disease." ”

All heart-related diseases may lead to sudden death, and Sun Ruiyang also knows this. Didn't Xu Na adopt a classmate who had a heart attack? Just after the eleventh day, her classmate suddenly died. Xu Na pulled her home very politely and accompanied her to the last journey. When she returned, she became even more aloof.

She said that when that classmate was admitted to Peking University, he was like a glorious ancestor at home. As a result, as soon as she got sick, basically no one cared about her, and most of her treatment expenses were made up by alumni. Xu Na sent her home, and her parents were also sad, but before Xu Na left, her parents asked, "What about the rest of her money?"

Xu Na endured her anger for several days, and was about to explode, and she wanted to kick these two people in the mouth crookedly. While scolding reason for being a bad thing, she threw down a sentence lightly: "The last few thousand dollars are all my advances, if you have a conscience, you will return it to me, if you have no conscience, it will be regarded as the last gift I gave her." ”

If you hadn't seen it with your own eyes, it's hard to imagine that your biological parents would be indifferent like that. was blackmailed by the old lady once, and stimulated by the parents of this classmate again, Xu Na preferred black clothes even more. She often curled herself up in a sweatshirt and hat, smoked a cigarette, and walked alone in the crowd, contemplating the nature of human nature.

Listening to Qiao Lin, Xu Na may not have come up with an answer and got into the tip of the horns. In the end, I took a few days off from the unit, and at first borrowed wine at home to drown my sorrows, and then went out to travel and relax in a few days.

She told Jolene that life is not a complete life if she has not experienced life and death, but experiencing life and death at a premature age will inevitably leave the seeds of sadness in her heart.

Xu Na is worthy of being from a Chinese department, and the words she said are very incisive. In Jolene's eyes, she also lives a very transparent life, and she is the same kind of person as Rhubarb. But rhubarb is transparent with a bit of game life banter, and after Xu Na understands it, she often buries those heaviness in her heart, and then turns it into notes and words full of spirituality.

Although Xu Na's classmate died of a heart attack, Qiao Lin was very taboo about the word and did not tell Sun Ruiyang at first. But they are already very close, and these things can't be hidden. Sun Ruiyang said to Qiao Lin: "There are many kinds of heart disease, I am different from her classmates, I will not die." ”

Jolene hurriedly gagged him: "You are not allowed to say this. ”

Jolene's fear is not faked, and she has been careful to block out words like "heart disease" and "death". Seeing the fear in her eyes, Sun Ruiyang felt a kind of comfort. Although he was sick since he was a child, his parents never felt him a burden and did everything they could to heal him, he had many good friends around him who often helped him silently, and he also had a girlfriend like a little angel, he was lucky enough.

After being "intimidated" by his seniors, Sun Ruiyang replied sullenly and walked out of the consultation room. Mom's phone call came in a timely manner, as if she was carefully calculating his diagnosis and treatment time every moment, and she could call him every time.

Over the phone, Chen Yun still felt her son's unhappiness. Since he returned to Beijing, he has been very tired. But he can't ask anything, Sun Ruiyang can solve the things he can solve, and he never wants to trouble his parents.

Chen Yun hesitated for a long time before proposing, "Or...... Let's take a break from school for half a year!"

"I don't want to take a break from school, I just want to stick with it. ”

"Yangyang, there's no shame in taking a leave of absence, and it's ...... to be sick Didn't your Brother Qiao Nan also raise him at home for half a year? He would stop and rest when he worked so hard, why couldn't you?"

Sun Ruiyang didn't answer, why didn't he want to rest? But he was very scared, and he would never be able to go back to school after this break.

He told his mother that he would think about it again and hung up the phone. He is tired from even walking now, and he doesn't know how long he can last. Suspended...... It's an option.

When he was queuing up to get the medicine, he saw a familiar figure in the crowd, it was none other than Lao Laoguan, who had not been seen for a long time. It's been almost two years since he arrived, he hasn't changed much, his clothes are still very plain, and he has a very ordinary shopping bag in his hand. His eyes are very spent, holding the kind of old age machine with a large font size, and he has to be far away, squinting his eyes, and he doesn't seem to be able to see clearly.

Sun Ruiyang saw that he was struggling, so he took the initiative to ask, "Old professor, do you need help?"

Lao Guan looked at Sun Ruiyang, recognized him, and was a little surprised: "It's you! I haven't seen you for a long time! I fell my knee at the beginning, but now it's okay, right?"

"It's been fine for a long time...... Why did you come to the hospital on your own? Can I help you?"

Lao Guan hurriedly signaled him not to make a noise: "Now that the season has changed, I have tracheitis again, so I'll do a few days of nebulization." It's just a small problem, don't make such a big fuss. I'm not a big leader, so it's good to let those students stay in the clinic with peace of mind and treat patients honestly. ”

is obviously the most authoritative old expert in the industry, but he does not cut the queue and does not engage in speciality, the feelings of the older generation are indeed admirable. Although he has a bad impression of Lao Guan and Xiao Guan, Sun Ruiyang still respects Lao Guan very much.

"Old professor, I've been watching you tinker with your mobile phone for a long time, I don't know if you're in trouble?

"Ah...... I wanted to call my wife and ask her not to wait for me to go back for lunch, but the call didn't go out, it seemed to be down. I remembered that Miao Miao told me that you can recharge on your phone, but I'm old and I always don't understand. ”

"You tell me the number and I'll charge it for you. Is a hundred dollars enough?"

"Enough, enough, a hundred dollars can fight for a long time. ”

The old man thanked him again and again, and stuffed a hundred yuan to Sun Ruiyang, saying that it is rare for a young man like him to be as enthusiastic as him now. Sun Ruiyang blushed when he was praised, and he was embarrassed to say that in fact, he had been very indifferent recently, and he was forced by his daughter.

When Lao Guan saw his slightly pale face, he asked him with concern, was there anything wrong with him? Sun Ruiyang was complaining and wanted to accuse his daughter of persecuting him, but what was wrong with Lao Guan? Like the parents of that era, he arranged a good job for his daughter while he still had some ability. How could he have imagined that his daughter would become the kind of teacher that his students hated the most?

Sun Ruiyang had a complicated mood and brushed over his illness. Just as he wanted to leave, he asked in a ghostly manner: "I heard Tian Miao say that her cousin was in a car accident, I don't know how she is recovering now?"

Lao Guan pretended to smile and said: "I have been doing recovery treatment for more than a year, and now I am quite fine, I can take care of myself in life, and I have tried to work...... But the temper is still very bad!"

A high-spirited returnee young man has been disabled for life because of his momentary vindictiveness, and it is strange that he has a good temper! Moreover, he has been held in the palm of his hand by his family since he was a child, and he will definitely complain about the heavens and others, accusing him of why these unfortunate things will let him bear them.

After saying goodbye to Lao Guan , Sun Ruiyang was also a little upset - everyone said that he was a warm-hearted and good person, and even Lao Lao Guan just now was full of praise for him, but why did God always torture him with illness?

But he had read a lot of books and had a strong enough heart that he firmly believed that every ordeal was a test from heaven. On the way back to school, his mentor sent another message, urging him to submit an experimental report.

Sun Ruiyang has never been so embarrassed, like a student who did not complete his homework in time, and he still needs to be urged by the teacher every day. But he suddenly understood that these illnesses of his might one day become his armor. So, he kept all the cases well kept, and one day, they would come in handy.