I handed the dress I had just bought to Xinxin in frustration, told her to put it away, and walked weakly to the elevator entrance...

Just as the elevator opened, the text message ringtone on my mobile phone rang... I secretly wondered if it could be Su Yi's message... I couldn't wait to take out my phone, I looked at the phone screen, and a message from a familiar contact pulled me back again...

The content of the text message on my mobile phone is very simple: I am at Haitian Beach, and I will come over when I have time.

The next second after reading the text message, I couldn't control my body anymore, so I ran outside, rode the white electric car and went straight to Haitian Beach...

... ...

The night sky is dotted with stars, and the moon hangs high. The sea breeze swept by the huge waves made this winter feel particularly chilly...

In addition to the Ferris wheel and merry-go-round in the playground, there is also her sitting on the beach and me approaching her...

I took heavy steps, step by step, and the closer I got to her, the more my heart wavered... I don't know what kind of attitude to face her, and I don't know how to talk to her with a kind of emotion...

I stopped, stood behind her, looked at her from afar, looked at the woman who was unbelievably pretty, and that was enough...

"Since they're all here, why are you so far away from me, am I so unapproachable?" Su Yi turned her head and looked at me with her usual coldness.

I thought I would be brave enough to tell her what I'm really thinking these days, but after seeing her, my heart began to hesitate again...

"I just don't want to disturb your view of the night sky. I walked over and sat down next to her.

I thought that my casual words would make her sneer, but she looked at me with very tender eyes...

I avoided her eyes with some weakness, and said to her out of tune: "Wow, the sea is so beautiful today, and I don't know if anyone has drowned." ”

"Heh!" Su Yi sneered, and then said very softly:

"I was really admiring the stars in the sky... Zhai Xiuwen, do you remember when I told you about the Cowherd Star and the Vega Star?"

Su Yi looked at me, and I looked at her. I nodded to her, but couldn't speak.

"I loved a man and loved him for ten years... Ten years ago, he was with the girl he loved, and I silently blessed him behind his back... At that time, I didn't have that many thoughts, but I just wanted him to be happy, happy, and to be able to see him often, and I was satisfied..."

Su Yi said, a little tear suddenly appeared in the corner of her eyes, and her voice choked...

"When we went to university, we were separated. He was in Shenzhen, I was in Beijing, and I couldn't see him once a year, and at that time I missed him more and more... I wanted to see him, but I couldn't find a reason... Whenever I wanted to see him, I would run to the balcony of my dormitory and look at the night sky, but there were no stars in the night sky in Beijing... Then I downloaded a picture of the night sky with a view of the Cowherd and Vega..."

"I watched it all night, and my roommates thought I was crazy... Later, I put all my thoughts on that picture... At that time, I thought, the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl are so far away from the Milky Way, they only see each other once a year, they still love each other so much, and I am only 2190 kilometers apart from him, in comparison, I feel that I am happy, at least I only took more than five hours to meet him on the plane..."

"Ten years later, he broke up with that girl, and I thought I could be with him again. The Cowherd and Vega will also merge into one... But... However, the Cowherd is still in the southeast, and the Vega is still in the northwest... And I'm going to marry someone else, and he's still going in circles..."

After Su Yi finished speaking, the tears in the corners of her eyes had unconsciously slid down her cheeks, and my heart also solidified at this moment...

I silently lit a cigarette and exhaled a puff of smoke before I said slowly: "The Cowherd and the Weaver Girl are not accepted by the world, and the toad will never want to eat swan meat." You are the swan in the eyes of others, and I am the toad in the dirt, ugly and smelly, and everyone is disgusting..."

"If they are not accepted by the world, then why should future generations commemorate their love story... Zhai Xiuwen, if you were a flying bird, I would rather become that fish..."

"Then you'll be eaten by me. ”

"I'm not afraid. ”

Su Yi shouted to me with tears in her eyes, but her eyes were extremely determined...

The more determined she became, the more I wavered, and I said to her as if deflated, "I'm afraid... I'm not a cowherd, and you won't be a weaver girl... Your name is Su Yi, my name is Zhai Xiuwen... It's as simple as that. ”

"Hehe, I see. Su Yi sneered, her face full of disappointment. I knew it was my cowardice that hurt her.

I looked at her nervously, but I didn't dare to say a word in my mouth, for fear that I would hurt her again...

After a long time, Su Yi wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and looked up to the sky and smiled bitterly... After a long time, she said, "Tomorrow is my engagement banquet with my senior brother, will you go?"

"Yes. ”

"Will you bless us?"

"Yes. ”

"Will you be okay?"

"Yes. ”

"Okay, I'm leaving. Su Yi left Haitian Bathing Beach without looking back, and it wasn't until the lights of the black Q7 completely disappeared from my sight that I slowly came back to my senses...

After Su Yi left, I lay next to the waves like I was dead... The icy tide plunged into my body like a knife, and the bitter sea water swayed back and forth on my lips...

At this moment, I admit that I fell in love with Suyi. But so what, after tomorrow, she will also become someone else's fiancée, but in the near future she will also become someone else's legal wife...

I think after tonight, Su Yi should be able to completely die for me... She can also live the life they want with Liang Yiwei, so I will be satisfied...

My heart hurts like it bursts, but isn't letting go an expression of love?

However, I think to myself, we have never been together, how to let go, we are only a blessing of a great friendship at most...

The night was bottomless, my body was frozen by the sea, and I felt like death was slowly approaching me...

But I don't know why I'm so afraid of death, I don't want to die yet, I still have a lot of things to do, and a lot of wishes to be fulfilled...

I struggled to get up from the beach and walked trembling to the shore... However, the sea breeze blowing towards me did not mean to abate in the slightest, but the physical pain was far less than the pain in the heart...

I want to brave the cold wind and ride back on an electric car to punish myself for cowardice...