Luo Yuejin sat on the balcony basking in the sun, holding the day's Binjiang Daily in his hand. On the third page of the daily newspaper, there was a report by Li Tao, a reporter from Binjiang Daily: "The wife has been taking care of her paralyzed husband for thirteen years." It is the advanced deeds of the blue heart that are reported. The article reads like this:

Luo Yuejin of the Education Bureau of Dongcheng District, Binjiang City, was paralyzed in 2000 due to injuries and has been in a wheelchair ever since. But fortunately, his wife Lan Xin has taken care of him for thirteen years and never abandoned. 36-year-old Lan Xin said: "When we got married, we swore that no matter how difficult life is, we will never leave this life." In November 1984, Luo Yuejin married Lan Xin and had a son. At the beginning of 2000, a tragedy struck suddenly. Luo Yuejin, who is the head of the basic education unit of the Dongcheng District Education Bureau, was injured in an accidental fall, resulting in paralysis of his lower limbs. For a time, all the burden of the family fell on his wife Lan Xin. "I cried for a long time and didn't know what to do. My husband was injured, and I still had my mother-in-law, who is in her 70s, and my 15-year-old son to take care of, so I forced myself to be strong," Lan Xin said. After the car accident, Luo Yuejin was very negative, in order not to drag down his children and wife, he wanted to commit suicide. One morning in April 2007, Luo Yuejin took advantage of his wife's work to take a large handful of sleeping pills. It was Aunt Liu, a neighbor, who noticed the abnormality and called Lan Xin, who was in class. Lan Xin hurried home, and together with the neighbors, sent her husband to the hospital for first aid, and pulled him back from the ghost gate. Looking at her husband on the hospital bed, Lan Xin burst into tears. In order to prevent her husband from doing anything else, she didn't close her eyes for 3 days and 3 nights, and stayed by her husband's side. For 13 years, Lan Xin has been taking care of her husband carefully, never abandoning her, her husband's mood has stabilized, and the hard life of the two has tasted honey again. In order to take care of her husband, Lan Xin will help him massage his whole body, take a bath and change clothes every day. Patients like Luo Yuejin, who have been paralyzed for a long time, do not have much peristalsis and are prone to constipation. Seeing that her husband couldn't poop, Lan Xin had no choice but to pick out the stool little by little with her hands. This is something that is difficult to talk about in the eyes of ordinary people, but she is willing. For his wife's inseparability, Luo Yuejin had tears in his eyes, full of gratitude, and said vigorously: "I have a good wife!"

Looking at Luo Yuejin's expression, Lan Xin seemed to have guessed the ending that was about to happen. It wasn't the result she wanted, and she wasn't interviewed by them. Although the articles are all factual and there are no distortions, Lan Xin still faintly feels that these media reports are piercing an invisible pustule like a needle. Usually how carefully she protects it, but now in the face of her husband's eyes, she realizes that this carefully protected pustule is about to burst.

"Yuejin, I want to tell you that I didn't give interviews to reporters, they came to me, but I refused, I didn't say anything", Lan Xin carefully explained to her husband Luo Yuejin.

"Yes, you look at the beautiful sentence 'When we got married, we swore that no matter how difficult life is, we will never leave this life', and you look at the last sentence of the article, 'I have a good wife!', did I say it?, are you a good wife?", Luo Yuejin's words were yin and yang, there were words in his words, and after speaking, he stared at Lan Xin with his gloomy eyes, and Lan Xin suddenly realized that he didn't want to defend himself uselessly. When a person deliberately tries to misunderstand you, your justification pales in comparison, no matter how true it is.

She remembered such a passage: human love and marriage have to go through two processes: infatuation and attachment, and there is a process of easy confusion, confusion, indifference, and exhaustion when moving from infatuation to attachment. At this stage, the passion of infatuation has gradually disappeared, the feelings of attachment have not yet been sublimated, and what needs to be operated at this time is a kind of marriage technique and art. If you don't master this technique, then the marriage will be exhausted. She asked herself repeatedly with this passage, she didn't know if her marriage was tired, whether the couple's emotions were aging, or did she not grasp the skills and art of marriage? When she really looked back on her marriage seriously, she felt that a dazed emotion that she had never felt had crept up in her heart, especially at this moment her husband's words made her unable to suppress her desolation, and she walked away silently. In fact, she knows that justification is meaningless, and the more justification she makes, the more counterproductive it will be.

And what she can't let go of is how understanding her husband used to be, taking good care of herself, time can really change everything, even a person's cultivation can be changed?

She couldn't remember when her husband had become so suspicious, so unreasonable, so blaming herself?

Before getting married, her husband had vowed so boldly to be his own sun and shine on himself forever. And now, she feels that she is destined not to be the moon, but to be her husband's sun, to burn for someone who does not care whether he is worthy or not.

Her husband came into her life when she was hesitant, anxious, and in pain and helpless, and she couldn't say how much affection she had for him. After the tragic drowning of her first love, she struggled to extricate herself from pain. At this time, her husband launched a passionate love offensive against her. At that time, she just wanted to get rid of the pain of falling out of love as soon as possible and cover up her unspeakable privacy, and with the help of her best friend Lao Bing, she agreed to his marriage proposal, and soon stepped on the red carpet hand in hand with her husband and became her husband's bride. She is bent on getting rid of her pain as soon as possible and living in a new environment with her husband, so that she will forget the past and have a bright future. So at that time, she was satisfied with her marriage.

But as time passes, and your husband becomes more and more mean, and more and more suspicious of himself, the uneasiness is even mixed with a trace of resentment, like a needle pushed into the flesh by a doctor, and you pierce deeper and deeper. So she always ruthlessly eradicated her demands with her own patience. But sometimes, she also understands that sooner or later, her forbearance will make her disappointment dissolve again and again, and she will be vulnerable and vulnerable.

Will the war begin like this in silence?