In front of the ruined building, in a ruined field, the figure in a trance was stunned for a long time, but he didn't know that at the corner of the street not far away, a lonely figure quietly disappeared, and no one seemed to notice.

Shen Yi strolled, unconsciously came to Xiaoyong City, she still remembers not long ago, she and Jiang Ming, Butterfly came to this crowded town, tasted the bitter meal made by Die's black-hearted godfather and godmother, and then experienced a scene that was almost plotted by someone, these things are vivid, in the lantern festival, in the best part of Xiaoyong and Jiang Ming side by side, she naturally will not forget, but now she didn't think of these things, she felt tears.

Tears are cold and have no temperature. Since her father's death, she has often cried secretly, maybe there were too many tears in the past, and now she feels that she no longer has the control to cry. She was genuinely afraid, she was afraid of very few things, even if no one in the whole family was willing to help her, she was never afraid to despair.

In the past, she would be afraid of being forced to marry someone's son, because it was not her will, so she was extremely disgusted with this feeling, and even felt that her future fate might be an ugly lizardman. Later, she was no longer afraid, and in a dream, a figure appeared and chose to boldly take her away. This walk is also inseparable.

Then, she was not afraid of anything, she put the zero jade in the palm of her hand, the tortuous palm veins depicted the troubled life, and the verdant and pure jade fixed the meaning of her existence. She believes that as long as Lingyu is still there, people will not drift away. She was selfish, melancholy, and even a little neurotic, but he didn't care, she didn't have any shortcomings in his eyes. But how can people have no shortcomings? She was still afraid.

There are few reasons for her to be afraid, but there are many reasons for her to be afraid, and as for the collapse of heaven and earth and the destruction of the world, it has nothing to do with her. She began to understand a long time ago that the world in her eyes was his world, and she desperately wanted to confide everything about herself, and he did not refuse, and even tried to open his arms to greet him, but she never changed this selfishness, because the only thing she could tell him was her, and he was facing a world.

On this day, Shen Yiwu finally began to understand that she didn't change anything for Jiang Ming, all that changed was the object of this confiding, what she wanted was for her to fight for him, and he worked hard to give for the love in his heart, even at the cost of his life. However, his path has always been there, she has not integrated into his life, his path has always been his own way, he can walk alone for the sake of protection, he has nothing wrong with him. She wanted to pursue it for herself, but she couldn't see his way, she couldn't see his life, she saw that her thoughts contradicted the original.

Jiang Ming's road is very long, he wants to find someone who can accompany her, she began to find that this affection is not the same as the affection she imagined, but it is really in front of her, and she has to accept it. Jiang Ming is practicing his own path, he has not given up on his life, nor has he given up on her. It doesn't matter if it's right or not, he and she are both people in this world, but because the world in their respective eyes is different, they will inevitably not be on the same path.

She hid in the shadows, watching Jiang Ming fall to the ground and looking at Hu Jiangli's eyes, the kind of frenzy and excitement seemed to see the light, and this kind of look had never appeared on her. She still remembers that in Cambrian, when he was drunk, he once said that there was a childhood sweetheart, but he was sure that it was not liking, liking should be the feeling of wanting to pursue, just like facing the alluring beauty of the status realm martial arts genius, he seemed to be so moved.

But after that, she never asked if she still felt that way. She has been complaining about her pain and hardship, and he has been caring for and protecting her vulnerability and loneliness, she has not paid attention to the things in his world, she has not paid attention to what position she likes to occupy in Jiang Ming's heart. Perhaps, even if he asks him, he will answer firmly, he loves her alone. Just like at the beginning, there were groups of lanterns, the moon was falling, the love bridge was kissed, and the thoughts were forgotten.

Shen Yiwei didn't blame him, she began to gradually understand that the depth of the love he had been practicing was only seen by the shallowness of its meaning, and she never understood to what extent this kind of emotion that could cut out the heart could reach, just like she didn't understand whether he had what kind of path he had in his spirit, and she didn't understand his truest thoughts about so many people.

She became extremely lonely, she hated herself for being so naïve. It's just that she doesn't know what to do.

At this time, Xiaoyongcheng was full of Qin soldiers' inspections, even if there was no strengthening of the management of the city gates, but its strict supervision was enough to discourage countless secret spies. Shen Yiwei is just a lonely woman, walking on the sparsely populated street, no one pays attention to her, just like the thin young man in Cambrian, except for a few words exchanged words with drinking friends, no one will pay attention to her.

Jiang Ming also fell into great distress at this time, but Chu Hong's casual words awakened his deep thinking that had been silent for a long time, now he is no longer a fledgling Huangshi youth, he has experienced many life and death, and his heart should really have a calmness like steel now. However, he could not calm down. It's like boiling soup, like the noisy chirping of cicadas, and that sentence always echoes in his mind, that person.

The person he loved deeply, when he first experienced a relationship, he wanted to treat it for the rest of his life, he never had any doubts about this, his deep affection was as real as a rock, no matter life or death, no matter wealth or wealth, he once thought that as long as there was such a person, it would be enough

That's enough.

However, what did he choose? He was selfish, because he had become an established Jiang Ming, he could change the world because of one person, but there was no way to completely overturn his life and mind because of one person.

He has a long way to go. Carrying the agreement between Yequan and Lin Shi from his shoulder, he didn't think about letting it go easily, if their bones couldn't sleep together in this life, if the poor and falling from the Yellow Spring couldn't find the so-called Nettlerock, then he must have died in the yellow sand. He can't stop, he can't worry about Mu Qinglan, he can't worry about Shen Yi, what he wants is these three walls and nine fields.

As for Hu Jiangli, she is like an introduction, representing the perfect image among women, and Jiang Ming's most primitive and beautiful expectation in Huangshi, which he regards as the goal to pursue, not only for the unattainable martial arts realm, but also for his youthful heart at first sight. This kind of thinking is as untainted as himself in a practical sense, but after Jiang Ming and Shen Yi's worries have taken root, everything has changed, and he doesn't dare to have any thoughts about Hu Jiangli with her.

The woman is affectionate, he knows Shen Yi's feelings, he doesn't want to disappoint her for anything, so he is afraid that this pursuit in the private sphere will ruin their relationship, and he can even be sure that if he brings up this topic again, their relationship will become precarious. He didn't dare to do it. This is his caution, and it is also the fear of his heart.

could have buried everything in his heart, but today's scene has dug out all the entanglements, so that Jiang Ming has to face this matter, what he hesitates is not how to deal with it, but how to tell it; He didn't want to make this love dusty, he couldn't let it break, the paper was frenzied, and if he wanted to talk about it, his emotions were surging like a tidal wave.

Chu Hong walked with him on the way back to the camp, Jiang Ming carried the blood-stained halberd, and Chu Hong held the rattan bow and iron arrow, but unfortunately the lost Seven Empty Arrow could no longer be found.

Chu Hong said: "I was worried all the way, are you still thinking about that goddess?"

Jiang Ming was stunned, shook his head, and said, "No, it's just that my heart is messy, it's hard to calm down, and I want to drink to relieve my sorrows." ”

Chu Hong said with a smile: "Although wine is a good thing, it can't relieve your worries, it's better to go out for a walk, maybe it's much better." ”

Jiang Ming hummed lightly.

Chu Hong saw that he was in a trance, sighed lightly, and said: "Jiang Ming, it's not me talking about you, this matter of feelings, in fact, there is no need to imagine it so complicated, no matter who you like, as long as you don't learn from Mengzi, that guy is not guilty, Zhu Tianye does not have a system that can only monogamy, if you have the ability, you can ask for Miss Shen's consent, and then pursue the goddess." Although this status gap is a bit big, as long as you handle it well, there is no trouble with the dispute between wives and concubines. ”

Jiang Ming smiled bitterly, Chu Hong didn't know what he was worried about, he thought that Jiang Ming was in love with Hu Jiangli, who was peerless in Allure after getting along with Shen Yi, and he also explained to himself that this is the true nature of a man, and finally said a lot of beautiful names called comfort, but in fact, it was a disguised instigation to encourage him to marry another room, Jiang Ming had nothing to refute this, so he had to bow his head and remain silent.

Jiang Ming knew very well that compared to his deep affection for Shen Yiwei, Hu Jiangli did not have any emotional experience that could be shown, if he had to choose, Jiang Ming would definitely not hesitate to choose Shen Yiwei. It's just that things in the world are not right except for mistakes, but elsewhere than here, if this matter can't be understood, even if there is no Hu Jiangli now, there will be countless Jiang Li and a certain goddess who will come to disturb the lives of the two in the future. He didn't know what to do.

Chu Hong said again: "You don't want to abandon Miss Shen, do you?" Although compared to that goddess, the appearance of other women is much more ordinary, the talents of other women are also not worth mentioning, and the shining points of other women are also too dim, but you can't like the new and hate the old, right......? This kind of behavior is really ...... It's really not good, do you understand what I mean? Although Miss Shen has a bit of a short temper, although she loves to drink, she is not very good, and although she can't be with you in martial arts, she ...... But ......"

Speaking of this, Chu Hong couldn't say anything, compared with Hu Jiangli's perfect image, Shen Yiwu was superior even if his appearance was superior, even if he had a moment of warmth like water, even if he treated Jiang Ming very well, but after all, it was too bad. But he felt that if he didn't finish his words, he could be a little suspicious of Shen Yi's worries, so he said: "Jiang Ming, do you remember when you first arrived in Wohua Mountain? You and a few of us took turns to fight with a few people who were seriously injured, and Miss Shen thought that we were deliberately embarrassed, so she was furious on the school field of Gouchentai, if it wasn't for your affectionate promise, how could you be so sincere and angry? I'll make it clear to you, I can't get used to those negative behaviors, if you want to abandon Miss Shen, I won't agree!"

After listening to Chu Hong's words, Jiang Ming was also amused a little, so he had to look serious and said: "I didn't think so, it is my deepest comfort to be able to get the deep affection of sorrow in this life." It's just that she doesn't understand. ”

In an instant, it was night, Jiang Ming sat on the grass outside the camp tent with a jar of spirits, looking at the cold moon, and Qingying drank alone.

He didn't think about the complicated emotions anymore, but he couldn't stop the sadness, not for the world he couldn't get, not for the wall that he couldn't go, his mind became several times narrower in an instant, and at this time he was only worried

She.

"What the hell do you think? I want to be your heart, but there are always a lot of things missing. ”

At this time, Lin Han walked over from the side, carried two catties of steamed crabs and a jar of sake, and also sat side by side on the grass, but his mood seemed to be very happy, and even his joy could be felt between his eyebrows.

Jiang Ming said, "Are you done?"

Lin Han said: "Yes, I still want to hear you tell today's story, and I don't have a lot of fun listening to the eldest son." ”

Jiang Ming took a sip of the wine jar and said, "Where is there any story, I look like a storyteller? According to my temperament, I guess most of the time I pour myself a drink in silence, right? As for those things related to life and death, don't say anything!"

Lin Han said: "Life and death are nothing in your eyes, but you can be sad for some children, I have to say, you are very interesting." ”

Jiang Ming said: "Life is like this, it is very salty, like tears falling into it, but when you taste it, it is not that salty." It is the most annoying and the most affectionate. ”

Lin Han said: "I thought you had finally found the real reason why the wine was salty, but you just guessed at random, wine can't be salty after all, you can't use the sea water that will cry when you make wine, and you can't use people who can cry." ”

Jiang Ming smiled indifferently, snatched the food from Lin Han's hand, and said: "I don't listen to your nonsense, but you took this good thing to gluttony, you really caught the empty time that I didn't eat, the evil of his heart, heaven and earth can be learned, and his evil can be punished, I will execute for you." ”

Saying that, Jiang Ming opened the crab and peeled off the shell to taste it slowly, Lin Han said: "It's really scolding people, and I want people's benefits." I snatched these two catties of big crabs from Lao Jin, I heard that it is a specialty of which freshwater lake, and there is almost no business in the capital of the Qin Dynasty, if you can eat this kind of thing, thank me well!"

Jiang Ming rolled his eyes and said helplessly: "Okay, thank you and thank you, but I remember another poem." ”

Lin Han said: "What poem?"

Jiang Ming read softly:

Gui Ai Tongyin sat and lifted his feet, and Chang'an salivated and looked forward to Chongyang.

There is no longitude and latitude on the road in front of you, and the spring and autumn sky is black and yellow.

The wine is not fishy, but also uses chrysanthemum, and the sexual anti-accumulation cold ginger is fixed.

In today's cauldron into what is beneficial, Yuepu is empty and fragrant.

After listening to this, Lin Han was slightly stunned, and said: "The poem is good, but the atmosphere is a little too bleak, suitable for eating crabs and moistening the taste, not suitable for admiring the moon." ”

Jiang Ming laughed and said, "No matter what you do, people, it's like a floating leaf, you don't know the West and the East, and you don't ask about the West and the East." ”

Lin Han frowned and said: "You are not the kind of person who likes the new and hates the old, and your temperament is more cherished for the old, and you can't do anything to abandon Shen Yi's worries and find a new love." However, your desolate mood today is not a disease-free moan, I'm afraid that you remember some contradictions with Shen Yi, and you don't know how to solve them, that's why you look like this, right?"

Jiang Ming was stunned, and then smiled: "You still know me better, but even so, there is no way to share my worries, as the saying goes, 'worry about yourself and others, worry about others, it is better to seek pleasure with love', this statement is reasonable, how to solve it, it depends on how I look at it, so you don't have to worry about me." ”

Lin Han said: "I'm not worried, your sensitivity to these things is far greater than mine, you can't even think about it, I don't think I can help much." But I still want to say that Chu Hong and I have similar thoughts, and we can't live up to Shen Yi's worries. ”

Jiang Ming nodded, he sighed lightly, but his sorrow did not diminish by half a point.

Jiang Ming wanted to find a way to relieve his attention, so he said: "Compared to the vicious scheme of any prince, what goddess is clean, I want to hear what you have experienced today? ”

Lin Han smiled and said, "It is indeed a happy event, for me, it is not only a happy event, but also a great good thing." On weekdays, looking at you and Shen Yi worrying about the moon, looking at the eldest son and the ring fish, I can't help but feel a little lonely. Today was a great surprise to me, I saw my sweetheart a few years ago, she was as beautiful as ever, I was as obsessed as ever, although the meeting was only a few minutes, but it seemed to have given me a century, and I was very satisfied. ”

Jiang Ming tried to ask: "What sweetheart? Haven't you said it? Is it the last time in Liuyanfang, when we watched the ringfish dance, your nonsense words? I thought it was just what you said casually, but it turned out that there was really such a thing, and I didn't talk about it in detail." ”

Lin Han said: "That woman is very special, she is different from anyone in the world, I was fortunate to meet a few years ago, and fell in love at first sight, because it is too far away, so I don't often talk about it, and they don't know about it." Still, I have this idea, I want to pursue her, no matter how hard it is, I will go for it......"

Jiang Ming listened to them one by one, and seemed to understand a lot of things, but he didn't seem to know anything, Lin Han was more of his own lyricism, and he didn't explain anything, he listened and listened and was distracted, thinking about his love affair like a hemp rope, and his mood couldn't get better, so he had to take another sip of wine, looked at the lonely moon, and shouted: "Then you should go......"

Lin Han smiled knowingly and said, "Come, drink!"