Huang Jinzi also told Qiao Nan one thing, on a business trip, she had seen Xue Dongmei's book in the airport bookstore. A foreigner looked at it with relish, so she asked, "How is this book?"

The foreigner actually wet the corners of his eyes and said exaggeratedly: "The words are so beautiful that they can't be expressed, and the untimely death of such a person is really a big loss to the literary world." ”

Huang Jinzi said to Qiao Nan: "At that time, I told him that I was good friends with this author, and I was by her side in the last period of her life. The foreigner was taken aback, and he asked me, is the author a person who is full of love in his heart, or is there a lover who is deeply in love?"

Qiao Nan listened quietly, and Huang Jinzi continued: "I asked him, why did he say this?" He said that an unrelated person, when reading the chapters of "Six Tales of Floating Life", can feel how gentle and warm her words are, which is the feelings that only a girl in love has. You know, when I heard him say that, I felt my eyes heat up. Although her life is short, she has an unforgettable relationship, and she has left such beautiful words, it is worth it to be able to touch so many people. ”

Everything she has is engraved in Qiao Nan's heart, even if it has been a long time, when he mentions it, his heart will still ache faintly. As soon as Huang Jinzi saw his expression, he knew that he had not forgotten Xue Dongmei. In the blink of an eye, her death day is coming again, and when she returns to Hong Kong City, Huang Jinzi will buy two bouquets of flowers to see her.

After all, Huang Jinzi was still on a business trip, and he couldn't come out for too long, so he was about to leave after eating with Qiao Nan. Qiao Nan felt sorry for the travel expenses she spent, and even more sorry for her running around like this, so she said: "Don't run like this again, let's just see you in Hong Kong City next time, or I'll go to Beijing to find you." ”

Huang Jinzi asked mischievously, "It seems that you don't want me to come to you?"

"No, it's because I'm worried that you're spending too much money and too tired. ”

"Don't feel distressed, although our unit is tired to the point of collapse, the subsidy is very generous. Jinzi yawned tiredly and said, "It's you, it's just tired and tired, and you're not free." If I want to see you, either while you're on vacation or while you're in the hospital, which girl can afford it?"

Qiao Nan laughed: "Don't you often come to see me?"

Huang Jinzi was slightly stunned, as if he was expecting something, but Qiao Nan didn't say anything. There's no way, let's take the initiative yourself!

"Qiao Nan, do you want me to come?"

“......？”

There was a thin mist in front of Huang Jinzi's eyes, and his expression was a little strange: "I mean, will you be happy when I come here?

Qiao Nan thought for a moment and nodded: "Yes." ”

Once again, Jinzi was speechless by his woodenness, and she expected him to say it without hesitation and with joy, instead of hesitating for a long time.

Perhaps, it is that he is not so eager for himself! Or perhaps, from the bottom of his heart, he cannot accept other people.

They both know each other very well, he knows every bit of her relationship experience, she knows the rights and wrongs of his family, and it can even be said that they are closer than the average boyfriend and girlfriend, but strangely, they never get that far.

In Huang Jinzi's opinion, if Xue Dongmei is still there, she and Qiao Nan will definitely become a pair of great lovers, the kind of lovers who often appear in textbooks and support each other. Eventually, they will create a lot of results in the ordinary, and they will also write into the teaching materials to inspire future generations. Huang Jinzi was very envious of such feelings, but she couldn't do it.

Sitting in the taxi to the airport, looking at Qiao Nan who was getting more and more blurred behind her, an uncontrollable sadness spread, Huang Jinzi suddenly became very desperate, and a sense of foreboding was always shrouded in her heart, and she vaguely felt-

It was the last time she had traveled thousands of miles to see him.

After sending off the golden son, Qiao Nan walked back slowly on crutches. Yes, my heart is heavy, so I walk very slowly. At such moments, he most wants to return to the training ground, or go directly to the battlefield, as long as he plays with his life, he will not think about anything.

He smoked two cigarettes downstairs before going up, and as soon as he entered the ward, a familiar figure suddenly appeared in front of him. Qiao Nan thought she was dreaming and took a step back, but she didn't hesitate to get into his arms and said, "I didn't sleep all night, and I took a plane for more than three hours, and a taxi for more than an hour to come here." I'm tired, so don't chase me away just yet, okay?"

Her style of play has always made him unable to parry, Qiao Nan is not a cold-blooded animal, she is like this, how can she drive her away? He said: "Then you lie on my bed and sleep for a while, I'll wait for you outside." ”

Qiao Nan wanted to push her away, but she fell asleep in her arms on her stomach. Qiao Nan had no choice but to drag her injured leg and pick her up. Fortunately, she worked hard to lose weight for her modeling career, and it was almost effortless to pick her up.

She was indeed tired, curled up like a kitten, and slept soundly. She dragged a suitcase and a warm lunch box on the table. She said she didn't sleep last night, did she make soup overnight?

Qiao Nan was very moved and full of guilt. He wanted to touch the fair face, but he was worried that his hands would be too rough and hurt her skin. He thought that it would be good for time to stay in this moment, but his wish had hardly been fulfilled.

Wen Jing's mobile phone received a few text messages, and the vibration sound made her roll over, and then fell asleep again. After a while, Wen Jing's "father" called her. Qiao Nan immediately returned to reality and looked at the vibrating phone with disgust.

Wen Jing slept until the afternoon before getting up, Qiao Nan was gone, and only left her a note:

"Miss Wen Jing:

I've imagined countless reunions, and I know what questions you want to ask me. I'm still the same, I'm separated from you, I have nothing to do with you. I still have a person living in my heart, and I can't accept a new relationship with peace of mind, can you accept this explanation?

I have decided that I will never miss my children for the rest of my life. Thank you for all the enthusiasm you have given me, but I am the number one bastard in the world, and I can't repay it in this life, sorry!

Wen Jing looked around, Qiao Nan's luggage was all gone, and it seemed that he had returned to the army. Wen Jing lifted the quilt and ran around the hospital. She was so angry that she didn't even notice that she was running barefoot without shoes.

There was a military jeep outside, and a man was packing his bags. Wen Jing shouted at him with a sharp voice, and as soon as Qiao Nan turned around, a loud slap came to her face.

The bustling, crowded hospital was instantly quiet.

"You're fucking right, you're the number one bastard in the world!" In a fit of rage, Wen Jing had long forgotten what he had said, "The beauty of words is the text", and all the swear words came out of her head: "I'm fucking crazy, I went to the supermarket in the middle of the night to buy black chicken, and I just wanted to stew you a bowl of soup to drink! I'm fucking crazy, a few months ago, I came to eat hot pot with you, and now I'm flying to bring you a pot of soup!

The driver, Xiao Xia, was also stunned, he jumped out of the car and tried to pull Wen Jing away, but Qiao Nan stopped him. Qiao Nan approached Wen Jing and was a little scary: "I'm sorry for you, if you can get angry by beating me, you can beat me!"

Wen Jing was stunned for a moment, and then punched and kicked without mercy, Qiao Nan didn't dodge at all, and let her vent. After a while, Wen Jing was tired, slumped on the ground and cried: "I don't have a mother, and my father doesn't care about me, I am wholeheartedly devoted to you...... But you broke up with me for some reason, and I have nothing left now......"

There are more and more onlookers, and if this continues, the impact will be even worse. And Wen Jing cried miserably, which made Qiao Nan even more ruthless. Perhaps it was the phrase "no mother" that touched him, and he made up his mind and said: "You know what it's like to lose your biological mother, right?"

Wen Jing stopped crying for a while, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she went back to the winter when she was five years old. It was a cold and windy day, and she and her grandfather sat in the hospital corridor, waiting until they were numb and the lights in the operating room went out.

Wen Jing forgot what the doctor said, but remembered that her grandfather fell to the ground all of a sudden, and let out a sad wail: "Retribution! Retribution! The sin committed by the surname Wen, why should Meihua bear it?!"

When the nurses went to rescue Grandpa, she took the doctor's hand and begged bitterly: "Uncle, please save my mother again! I haven't grown up yet, she won't die...... I have a lot of money at home, and if I don't have enough, my dad is still earning money abroad...... I'll give you all the money, and you can save your mother, okay?"

Wen Jing will never forget that scene for the rest of her life, and the pain of losing her mother is a pain that will be difficult to erase for a lifetime. Facing Qiao Nan's questioning, she muttered, "I know, no matter how bad you cry, how many times you call her...... No matter how much it spent, she lay there motionless......"

Qiao Nan's eyes were red, and she said in her ear: "I also lost my mother, she didn't even listen to me call her, and she didn't have a chance to save her......"

Wen Jing was dumbfounded, he said that this was it, she must have guessed something. Qiao Nan still had red eyes, and said: "I often wonder if she had been sent to the hospital back then, would she have saved her life? Years later, her life was exchanged for a small compensation to save our tumultuous home from bankruptcy. ”

Qiao Nan stood up and said loudly: "Compare your heart to your heart, now you understand my pain, right? Like you, I will never be able to forgive the perpetrator." Take care!"

Qiao Nan got into the car vigorously, leaving Wen Jing still stunned in place. For the absurdity of this world, she only has a deep sense of powerlessness. Even so, she still had a hint of luck - what if the driver who caused the accident in Qiao Nan's mouth was not her father? But if not, how could he do so badly?

Wen Jing hated her father again, if it weren't for him, her mother wouldn't have died, and she was able to live happily with Qiao Nan. She wanted to call her father and lose her temper first, but as soon as she turned on her phone, she saw two messages from her father:

"Your Royal Highness, dress up nicely tonight and go to dinner with Daddy. ”

"My eldest baby wants me to worry about my son-in-law's affairs, how dare I not do it? But you have to accompany your father. ”

Wen Jing cried and laughed, not knowing what to do. There were several missed calls, all from my father. She dialed back, but no one took it. She didn't realize it was the last message her dad had sent her.