Mo Zhenzhen sat on the sofa sobbing, trembling and crying to render this quiet hotel, I wanted to talk to her, but I didn't know what to say.

I walked outside with heavy steps, my back against the wall. The cigarettes in his hands were extinguished one by one, and one by one they were lit......

I looked at the endless sea in front of me with some distraction, and Mo Zhenzhen's crying gradually dissipated in my ears.

Suppose that after I broke up with Mo Zhenzhen, I could work hard and use my work to numb the pain after I fell out of love. Instead of being depressed all day long and indulging in the flower moon place, maybe I can achieve few achievements in the workplace, I don't know.

In this way, at least I will not be too humble when facing my relationship with Su Yi.

However, if I had stayed in Shenzhen, maybe this series of things would not have happened to Su Yi and me, we would not have met in the hospital, I would not have come back to Moon Bay to open a hotel, I would not have received her help, and I would not have known her feelings for me.

Maybe if I stay in Shenzhen, I will meet another person and start a new relationship, and Su Yi and I will not be involved in emotional problems, and then we will still be the same as before, just ordinary friends.

However, all this is only if......

I quit my job and came back to open a hotel, not that I was wrong to come back and open a hotel, because I never regretted leaving Shenzhen......

There are so many paths for people to choose in life, but each road will have its forks, as for which one to take, which one is right, it depends on how you understand it.

So I have never blamed Mo Zhenzhen or anyone for this, because these are my choices. The reason why I hated her was that the breakup happened too suddenly, and she didn't even give me a reason, so she cut off our ten-year relationship, and I was like someone stabbed in the chest at that time, and I was the one I had loved for ten years.

But these have long since passed, and it is useless to say anything now. The most important thing for people is to look forward, after all, the ideal is very plump, and the reality is too skinny.

Regardless of whether this choice was based on rationality or impulsiveness, I have made a choice, I can't delusionally enter the time and space tunnel, travel back to the past, correct the wrong roads I have taken, and then buy a lottery ticket and win the jackpot.

The world we live in is a world that is both realistic and cruel, and we can only be more realistic and cruel in the face of these, which is the natural law of survival. We are not the Virgin, we are living people who have to face firewood, rice, oil and salt.

... ...

I slowly came back to my senses, but found that Mo Zhenzhen was no longer visible in the hotel. I don't know when she left, and I'm not sure what state she was in when she left. But I hope she is good, although whether she is good or not has little to do with me, after all, we are in love, which is also my greatest blessing to her.

After Mo Zhenzhen left, I went back to the sofa in the lobby and lay down, staring blankly at the ceiling...... Really, the front is really confused, white, and you can't see anything.

This kind of confusion without any reason, but it brings me more anxiety and uneasiness, sometimes I really want to let go, I don't care about any bad things, I close my eyes, and my life is comfortable from now on.

This thought scared me a little, and I don't know when I had such a terrible thought, so in order not to let myself continue to think about it, I hurriedly shook my head and let my brain rest a little......

Thankfully, a phone call from Yao Shan broke the extremely quiet and depressing hotel lobby.

"Xiuwen, how are you and Su Yi?

I pretended to sigh and said, "I finally answered your call, and I thought there was something big!

"Oh, listening to your tone, it seems that you are reconciled, so I can rest assured. Otherwise, I would be a sinner for the ages. ”

"Well, I think she wants to break up with me, but she just doesn't want to speak. ”

"Ahh ”

I smiled bitterly: "It's not as simple as you think, anyway, I've said everything I should say, it's over!"

Yao Shan scolded angrily: "Zhai Xiuwen, why are you so stupid!"

"How am I stupid?"

"The girl has to be coaxed to lose her temper with you, it's not a misunderstanding, the explanation is over...... Why is your EQ so low?"

Yao Shan's words made me ponder, in fact, it is not that I have low emotional intelligence, nor that I did not think of this. It's just that Su Yi has always been a strong woman in the workplace in my impression, and I ignored that she is actually an ordinary woman, a woman who needs to be cared for.

I slapped myself hard, and then complained: "I also want to coax her, but I can't answer her phone, and I can't explain it when I go to her house to find her." What do you say I can do. ”

Yao Shan was silent for a long time before replying: "Actually, to prove whether a boy really loves a girl, the most important proof is that the man sent a single circle of friends, and then told the world that she is my girlfriend...... In that case, maybe you can get back together!"

I sneered at Yao Shan and said, "Can you not be so naïve, this is something that minors only do when they are in love...... It's naïve for me to do such a thing, right...... What's more, a woman like Su Yi can be done with a circle of friends. ”

"Zhai Xiuwen, I don't think you understand the thoughts of girls at all. ”

"I don't know. ”

"You're hopeless...... Let me tell you, in every girl's heart, I hope that the person she loves can generously tell her relatives and friends, and tell the world that I love her and she is my girlfriend...... And the easiest and best way to prove this is to post a circle of friends. ”

I sneered, "You can still represent women all over the world? Don't be funny, it's just your own personal opinion...... As for Su Yi, it's even harder to say. ”

"If you don't try it, how do you know if it works...... Anyway, you're all together now, so what's the problem with generously admitting it?"

Yao Shan's words made me hesitate, in fact, what she said was not unreasonable, let me send a circle of friends to tell everyone about my relationship with Su Yi, it's not impossible.

It's just that now that Su Yi and I are in trouble like this, she knows what she thinks, and I can ignore this for now. The important thing is that if Su Yi really wants to break up with me, when the time comes, we will post a circle of friends, and we will break up again, if others ask, how should I answer, isn't this embarrassing for myself?

In the midst of my hesitation, I still didn't know what to do. Seeing that I was silent for a long time, Yao Shan finally couldn't help but speak: "Zhai Xiuwen, what are you thinking? Is this matter difficult for you? Or do you really like Su Yi." ”

"Don't talk nonsense, it's just that I have my own difficulties, you don't understand!"

"I don't understand, you men are all the same, with others, and you don't dare to admit it generously...... Are you afraid that if you post this circle of friends, you will lose a lot of confidants!"

I said angrily: "Just send it, can I still be provoked by you?"

"Okay, I'm waiting for your good news, hang up!"

After ending the call with Yao Shan, I decided to give it a try, and now I'm at the end of my rope anyway.

I found a photo of her with her when I went to Beijing to find her when she graduated from college...... When I think about it, it's so green......

I posted this photo of us on my friends, and then attached a red heart and added a paragraph: "My Gi."

l @苏依. ”

After I finished it, I took a deep breath and leaned back on the sofa, my heart beat faster a little, beads of sweat poured out, and my brain began to think crankily again.

I don't know what she will think when she sees this circle of friends, what kind of response she will have, or if she has no idea at all, and she has no response......