Chapter 29: To survive

Sun Li wanted to cry, it was just Xia Mo's disguise, and the lipstick could cover the bloodless lips.

"How much have you been through over the years? Momo, don't you know that I will be distressed?"

The note in her hand has a delicate font, and the handwriting is still neat, but with less strength, she doesn't even have the strength to hold a pen?

Sun Like ran out of the bedroom, drove his car, and galloped wildly on the deserted suburban road.

I don't know how long he drove, after a sudden brake, he got out of the car neatly, his tall figure blended into the night, and slowly approached the dilapidated community in the distance.

Exposed at 6 o'clock, the sky was still dark, the room with the lights on was on the second floor, and there was a small balcony in the direction of him, Sun Like passed through the window on the first floor step by step, and quietly climbed up to the balcony on the second floor.

Because there was no access key to the community, and the door was not opened, I had to climb up from the balcony, and the wound on my hand was still a little obstructive, but fortunately, it was not difficult, and Sun Like still climbed up.

The clothes outside the balcony fluttered like a breeze, and before he could see the situation inside the house clearly, Sun Like heard the mournful cry.

With a sour heart, Sun Like clenched his fists, staring blankly at the little woman who was shrunk into a ball on the bed, the opening of his heart seemed to be infinitely pulled open, empty, full of whistling cold wind.

"Momo...... Momo ......"

These two words, like a thousand pounds, tossed and turned between the lips and teeth, so heavy that the vocal cords could not move, and there was no sound.

Xia Mo was still crying, not noticing that someone had entered the room, she huddled in a ball with her thin body, as if she wanted to relieve her pain, tears had wet the sheets.

Sun Like was shocked, he couldn't bear it anymore, strode up, tore open the curtain, picked up Xia Mo, who was immersed in pain and didn't want to come out, and rushed out of the door, completely forgetting that no one opened the door downstairs now.

It was Xia Mo who endured severe pain and stopped Sun Like: "Medicine, medicine, ...... in the drawer of the table" The voice was so small that it could only be heard by touching his ears.

Sun Like opened the drawer on the bedside table all of a sudden, and as soon as he opened it, Sun Like was startled, so many medicines, they all said that they were poisonous in three parts, is this how Xia Mo has come over in the past few years?

"Medicine, give it to me, medicine ......" Xia Mo, who was curled up in a ball on the bed, called, and was about to pass out.

Sun Li didn't have time to think, so he found a few medicines for Xia Mo to take, because it was written that he wanted a few pills each time, because there were too many medicines, and even Xia Mo couldn't remember it?

Watching Xia Mo take a lot of medicine and pour more than half a glass of water, he finally felt a little better, but Sun Like was already distressed and silent, he didn't know how to describe his mood at this time.

"Why are you here now?" Xia Mo said angrily, the pain just now had drained her strength, and there were still beads of sweat on her forehead.

Sun Like looked at Xia Mo, hugged her into his arms without saying a word, kissed the top of her hair, kissed her earlobe, and whispered softly in her ear.

"Momo I'm sorry, I'm sorry, can you forgive me? I shouldn't have left you......"

Xia Mo seemed to be stunned, and was hugged by Sun Like, without resisting for half a minute, and her voice stopped.

"Momo...... Momo ...... "Sun Like has been repeating Xia Mo's name, eager to rub Xia Mo into his body, he regretted why he hated Xia Mo in the first place, and found someone to pack and lock up all Xia Mo's things.

One after another, Sun Like kept shouting in Xia Mo's ear, and his hoarse voice was full of deep grief and sadness.

Coming back to his senses, Xia Mo pushed Sun Like violently, trying to get out of his arms, Xia Mo didn't have much strength, and didn't push Sun Like away completely, and then Sun Like buckled her into his arms again.

"Momo, we're still together, let's spend these last days together, can you accept me? Let me accompany you!"

Xia Mo was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly laughed coldly, and the laughter was very painful in Ou Yicheng's ears.

Xia Mo pushed Sun Like away, at this moment, she was completely free of weakness, and the piercing pain half a minute ago was all transformed into anger at this moment.

"You know? Then you're still going to be here with me, aren't you afraid to watch you die in front ......of you?

Full of grief and indignation, Xia Mo lost her mind, and what she was most afraid of was letting Sun Like watch her get closer to death little by little.

"You go, I don't want to see you again, I don't want to ......"

Xia Mo continued to push Sun Like, tears fell down one by one, he didn't want Sun Like to see her like she was going to die, she wanted Sun Like to have only her beautiful appearance in her memory.

"Momo...... Don't push me away again, have you ever thought about how I feel after all these years? I want to meet you too!"

Sun Like hugged Xia Mo tighter all of a sudden, even though Xia Mo was constantly pushing him away, but now that he had caught it, how could he be willing to let go again.

I once thought about treating An Ning as Xia Mo, but An Ning is always just a shadow of Xia Mo, no matter how similar it is, no matter how much I like it, An Ning is not Xia Mo, and the most important thing is that An Ning does not belong to him.

"I'm already a dying person, you don't need to waste time on me anymore, I'm also fed up with these pills to make me a meal, Lic, you go, don't appear in front of me again......"

Xia Mo kept patting Sun Like's heart, but her illness had caused her to lose all her physical strength, and it didn't hurt at all when she hit Sun Like, but it seemed to be coquettish.

"I don't care, in the future, I will solve your medical expenses, you don't have to hide from me anymore!" Sun Like said lightly, when he saw the layout here, he knew what kind of life Xia Mo had lived in the past few years.

The high medical expenses have completely crushed Xia Mo, and she still insists on not letting everyone know that her life is a problem.

One-third of the funding received by the dean's mother every month from Sun Like's company was given to Xia Mo, but Xia Mo returned it in another way.

Over time, the dean's mother reluctantly rejected the idea of giving Xia Mo money, after all, the children in the welfare home also needed money more and more to support them.

"Huh...... Hehe, it's all because of this strange genetic disease, I have to leave my family, I have to leave the people who love me and the people I love, all because of this disease, I have to become inhuman and ghostly for the sky-high pills, just to live a few more days in the world......"

sneered, and suddenly Xia Mo pushed Sun Like away, the force was surprisingly large, and he opened the drawer violently, and the drawer was full of pills and packaging, all of which were medicines for heart disease without exception.

Xia Mo grabbed a handful and sprinkled it on the ground, like rain, Sun Like wanted to catch it, but he caught it, these were her life-sustaining medicines, how could she do this?

Colorful pills, occasionally mixed with some vague words, were scattered all over the ground.

Pointing to the various pills on the ground, Xia Mo's eyes were full of despair, and tears were like pillars: "This is my life, I can't escape it every day! But as a result, I don't experience the pain of life and death every day, and I don't have to drag my body to run around for medical expenses!"

Xia Mo said "heh", looked at Sun Like's surprised eyes and continued to laugh at himself: "Like, do you think I'm crazy? I'm really crazy, I've been completely crazy since the day I knew I had this disease." ”

Xia Mo paused and continued to say hysterically: "I have to think about how to live in order to see the sun every day, and I have to choose to escape in order to cure my illness, I have had enough." ”

While accusing himself of being stupid, he is also stimulating Sun Like: "I know that it is impossible to live, but I insist on deceiving myself, I am a madman, a complete madman, a fool ......"

Sun Like's gaze swept lightly from the pills on the ground, silent, pursed his lips, his gaze sank a little, this almost acquiescing attitude finally calmed all the expressions on Xia Mo's face.

"It's not crazy, it's stupid! Momo, you're a stupid girl, stupid and cute, stupid and stupid!" Sun Like squatted down and picked up the medicine that Xia Mo had sprinkled on the ground one by one.

Xia Mo looked at Sun Like's movements blankly, did not stop it, and did not say agree, the pills in Sun Like's hand immediately piled up into a small mountain, but he didn't stop, he kept picking it up, as if, this was Xia Mo's time.

Sun Like turned around and continued to pick it up, ignoring Xia Mo's surprised eyes, Xia Mo, who finally calmed down, got out of bed and reached out to hold his hand, looking at the colorful pills on the ground, the corners of his mouth showed a little smile.

The sky finally brightened, Xia Mo was wearing a black and white professional attire, standing in front of the mirror outside the bathroom, looking up at her pale face in the mirror, taking a deep breath, raising her feet, stepping out of the threshold, and walking out with her chest straight.

And Sun Like didn't say a word from beginning to end, because he knew that Xia Mo wouldn't listen to anything he said.

But he remembered what Xia Mo had said, in order to survive for the next month or so, she had to work, because the medicine had not been paid off.

Maybe Xia Mo didn't know that when she said that sentence, Sun Like's heart was about to stop beating, and it was clear that she could solve it with a word, but she didn't want Sun Like to help, even if it was the deadline, Xia Mo still insisted on it alone.

Sun Like followed Xia Mo to the company where Xia Mo was working at this time, it turned out to be just a small company under the name of the Lin Group branch, but he didn't expect Xia Mo to be under his nose, but he looked for her for five years.

The car slowly followed behind Xia Mo at a constant speed, maybe Xia Mo knew, but he didn't break it, entered the company's gate, and reported to the staff at the front desk.

Xia Mo smiled slightly, and put a document in front of the lady at the front desk: "I'm Xia Mo from the design department, and I'm here to report." ”

Bowing slightly, Xia Mo took the documents and took the elevator upstairs directly, the front desk lady sent Xia Mo away with a smile, and her face immediately became worried.