Chapter 2, Section 8 Luo Yuejin told Lan Xin that he had liver cancer
On this day, Luo Yuejin entered Binjiang Cancer Hospital alone in a wheelchair, and rested in the lobby of the hospital for a while, in fact, he was not very tired, he was just waiting for him to think about the ideal candidate, and his gloomy eyes were constantly searching.
He waited a long, long time for the object of his search. This is a 25 or 6-year-old young man who has just come down from the elevator entrance of the hospital with a gloomy expression, thin as a reed, walking with his head down.
At this time, Luo Yuejin stopped him, "Young man, can I talk to you?"
When the young man saw the uncle in a wheelchair in front of him, he stopped and asked, "What do you want to ask?"
"I'd like to ask you about the process of cancer treatment, the method or something, okay?" "Okay, let's go to the side, there are fewer people, okay?"
"Okay, okay".
So this enthusiastic young man did his best to introduce Luo Yuejin to the process of cancer treatment in this hospital that he knew.
But Luo Yuejin was obviously not focused on these, and he interrupted the young man's introduction, he
He said, "I have liver cancer, it is at an early stage, I have had surgery, which department is more suitable for follow-up treatment? I don't want to do chemotherapy and radiotherapy, it's too sinful! Besides, it's financially difficult, isn't it?"
"Well, the patient has to listen to the doctor, but we have a choice. Generally, radiotherapy is done on the 12th floor of the Radiotherapy Center, on the first floor with the Department of Integrative Medicine. Chemotherapy seems to be done in various departments, if you don't want to do chemotherapy and radiotherapy, you can express your opinion to the doctor, and the doctor will not force it. In this case, as you said, I personally think that it is more appropriate to choose the Department of Integrative Medicine. As far as I know, most of the patients who come to the Department of Integrated Traditional Chinese and Western Medicine are re-examined, and the purpose of coming is to prescribe some Chinese medicine to eat at home, and the hospital will generally give you some medicine to protect the liver and stomach every day, take some Chinese medicine, and generally stay for five days before being discharged. But the bed is very tight, I have been here for a few days, I haven't waited for the bed, now I live outside, I just went up to the nurse, and asked me to wait, I don't know what day?"
"Oh, thank you", Luo Yuejin sighed deeply, as if he had let go of a thousand pounds of burden.
He rocked his wheelchair and walked towards the elevator by himself, he may have gone to the Department of Integrated Traditional Chinese and Western Medicine, right?
This was the scene when Luo Yuejin first met Wen Tao.
Back at home, he announced a surprise news to his wife, Mr. Lan Xin.
"Mr. Lan", this is his usual name for his wife, who has never called her by her name since she refused to call her by her name on the wedding night.
"Teacher Lan, today, I went to the cancer hospital, the doctor said that I had some problems with my liver, so I did an MRI, and the results came out", Luo Yuejin spread out a piece of paper in his hand and shook it towards Lan Xin, and then took it back, "There is a lump on the liver, very small, about 1 cm."
"The lump?1 centimeter?show me the test results, is it benign?", Lan Xin asked.
"Can there be benign cancer," Luo Yuejin said calmly.
Hearing the word 'cancer', Lan Xin's soul was almost frightened.
"Liver?", she exclaimed, and put the word 'cancer' in her lips vividly, not letting it slip out of between her teeth, but the tears could not be suppressed from her deep eye sockets flowing out wantonly.
Luo Yuejin tilted his head and stared at Lan Xin with a chill from behind the thick lenses.
"I inquired clearly, I was diagnosed early, and the doctor said that there was nothing wrong. I plan to go to the Integrative Medicine Department of the Cancer Hospital for a few days, get some injections to protect the liver, and prescribe some Chinese medicine to eat," Luo Yuejin said in a very calm tone.
"It's better to wait for Zicheng to come back and discuss it before deciding? Yuejin, after all, Zicheng is a doctor of medicine, and he is more expert than us."
"No need, my son will come back, I will tell him", her husband's words have always been the same, and saying more is likely to lead to unnecessary reprimand, and Lan Xin is silent.
"Remember, Mr. Lan, don't tell outsiders about my illness for the time being, I don't want others to see my jokes, and run to show sympathy and pity, you know?", Luo Yuejin advised.
"Oh", Lan Xin's heart seemed to be dripping blood, while his husband Luo Yuejin smiled secretly.
After a period of silence, Lan Xin's mind calmed down a little.
"Yuejin, then let's try to go to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible, no matter what, I will cure your illness, and I will always be by your side", Lan Xin looked at her husband and said affectionately.
"It's okay, the doctor said, as long as you take some Chinese medicine and stay in the hospital for a few days, Luo Yuejin's eyes were also a little moist at this time, it was not that he didn't want to tell Lan Xin about his plan, he just felt that it was not the time yet, so he went to the bedroom in a wheelchair.
Lan Xin's mind couldn't be calm. When he was 41 years old, he was paralyzed in the lower half of his body because of his drunken fall and injury, and the position of deputy director of the Education Bureau who was about to be announced instantly came to naught, and now his husband is just 53 years old, but he suffers from liver cancer, which is the most dangerous cancer. Is it because my life is not going to happen? Is it really that our marriage is coming to an end?
She suddenly felt destined to be the sun in her life, not the moon. The husband once vowed to be his own sun, but what was the result? When he fell in love for the first time, he burned for an unworthy person, got married, and burned for his husband and children. When will I return to the role of the moon and enjoy the happiness of the sun burning for me? She didn't know that in the days after she got married, she also felt that she finally had a burning sun, but soon the sun extinguished its light. And unconsciously from the moon to the sun, and her husband is her eternal moon. I really can't wait for the sun in my heart? I really want to "die alone" as my best friend Lao Bing said? Man, I can't rely on anything. You see how fervent Qin Chuan's love for himself is, how desperate he is, and in the end he doesn't abandon himself and drown in some shallow ditch? Doesn't he know that there will be people who will grieve for him, shed tears for him, and endure a lifetime of loneliness for him? My husband has changed his face to himself since I don't know when, forever condescending, forever cynical, forever suspicious? With 100% enthusiasm, he can't warm his husband's cold heart.
This kind of self-pity is only a momentary thing, Lan Xin has no time to take care of her broken emotions, and the problem she urgently needs to solve now is to quickly find someone to contact the bed in the Department of Integrated Traditional Chinese and Western Medicine of the Cancer Hospital, so as to buy time for her husband's treatment.
She didn't hesitate to call her best friend Lao Bing, Lao Bing is her college classmate, decades of friendship is getting deeper and deeper, she can find her no matter what she has, no matter what troubles she has, she can talk to her, her most secret emotions can be spread out to her, if this world can not be shared except for life and death, Lan Xin and Lao Bing can be shared in life and death. Whenever something happens, Lan Xin will think of Lao Bing first, and the first call will definitely be made to Lao Bing.
She didn't say hello today, she said to Lao Bing bluntly in the microphone: "Lao Bing, contact the Department of Integrated Traditional Chinese and Western Medicine of the Cancer Hospital for me today, ask for a bed, and a relative at home will come to ask for help, and it is best to be admitted to the hospital tomorrow." I'll wait for you to believe".
With that, she hung up the microphone. Some preparations for admission, such as medical record cards, ID cards, and funds, must be prepared so that you can be admitted to the hospital at any time. This kind of work is Lan Xin's "obligation and duty", and her husband never pays attention to it and does not understand it.
But what Lan Xin couldn't understand was that her husband was so detached in the face of such a dangerous disease?