Chapter 176: I'll Go
At the moment, I'm really tired, not physically, but mentally... I really can't imagine that Su Yi and I will have so many things together, and each of them is beyond my ability to handle.
So in the silence, I seemed to understand something, and I seemed to know what I should do...
"Yiguo, listen to your father, you don't care about my business, I'll take care of it... Seriously, you can do so much for me, I really appreciate you and am touched... Besides, this was originally a matter between me and Su Yi, and it was not appropriate for you to mix in and mix blindly. ”
"Xiuwen, don't pay too much attention to what my dad said, I know the situation of the Su family, they can't help me..."
"That's not what I'm talking about!"
"What's the reason for that?"
I exhaled, then lit a cigarette and said, "Because I don't want people to get involved in my feelings!"
Yiguo looked at me dumbfounded, and then nodded: "Cheng, then if you encounter any problems, remember to inform me as soon as possible." ”
"Okay. ”
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After sending off a country, I stood still for a long time, and when I came back to my senses, the bright sun had been obscured by the dark clouds, and my face was wet with a drizzle, and I wiped my soaked face and walked towards the café with solid steps.
In the dim light, I saw that amazing face was as dead as ashes, and I knew that what I had done had disappointed her, but I really had no choice, if I had a little way, it wouldn't be the result I am now...
I hate the Su family so much, I hate Liang Yiwei so much, I hate why they can't let me and Su Yi go, why can't they fulfill us!
I hate myself more than I hate them, I hate my incompetence, I hate my weakness...
After standing there for a while, I mustered up the courage and walked over to Su Yi, but when she saw me again, her eyes were less bright than they had been.
"You're here, sit down!" Su Yi said to me without a hint of emotion.
I nodded, but looked at her with no taste in my heart.
"What you said to the media just now, I saw it on the Internet... Seriously, when I first heard you say those words, I was so angry, so angry, I hated to smash my phone... But, you know what? In the more than three hours I've been waiting for you, I've thought a lot, a lot... Why am I so sad when you don't love me, and why should I be so upset with myself?"
I took Su Yi's hand, shook my head violently and explained: "Su Yi, none of the words said on the Internet came from my heart, I really had no way at that time... Do you know, if I don't say that, Yao Shan will not only be revoked by the Education Commission, but her reputation will also be ruined in my hands... I've really been cornered!"
Su Yi broke free of my hand and asked with red eyes, "What happened to those photos on the Internet?"
Su Yi's words completely made me lose my voice...
"Why? Can't explain it, can it?"
"Don't push me, okay?"
"Okay, I won't force you!"
Saying that, Su Yi picked up the bag, got up and left, and I grabbed her hand: "Do you listen to me explain to you slowly?"
"What else is there to explain?" Su Yi responded to me with her habitual coldness.
"Those photos and posts circulating on the Internet of me and Yao Shan are not what you think, it is someone else who deliberately framed me... The purpose is to break us apart, you know?"
"Who is so idle and has time to secretly photograph you?... ... Zhai Xiuwen, I don't want to say it too badly, you hurry up and let go of your hand. ”
"I won't let go!"
My insistence finally softened Su Yi's attitude, but I didn't know how to explain it to her...
Then, we kept consuming, she didn't speak, and I didn't speak, because I really couldn't explain the bed photos of me Yao Shan circulating on the Internet, even though we were both wearing clothes at the time, but after all, we were lying on the same bed, and we were still hugging each other, even if I opened a thousand mouths, I couldn't tell.
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"Scum, let go of your hands. Suddenly, Liang Yiwei walked over with a bouquet of flowers, pushed away my hand holding Su Yi, and protected Su Yi behind him.
When I saw Liang Yiwei, I was angry, this person is really a complete hypocrite, the city is too deep, who would have thought that he would find someone to follow me and secretly photograph me from the beginning, who would have thought that he would be able to make so many things today.
If it weren't for him, Yao Shan wouldn't have to bear so many "trumped-up" charges, if it weren't for him, Su Yi and I wouldn't have made a fuss to this point today, so I don't need to be so polite to him, I want him to know that I, Zhai Xiuwen, am not a good stubble!
I stood up and sneered at him: "Liang Yiwei, compared to you, I am really ashamed of the word scum... ... You don't want to look down on me, can you come openly, play tricks behind your back, and count yourself as a man?"
"Zhai Xiuwen, I don't understand what you're saying. But what I know is that what you have done is in the eyes of everyone, you are not worthy of Yiyi, and Yiyi doesn't want to pay attention to you now, can I bother you not to pester Yiyi anymore, okay?"
Liang Yiwei's words angered me, I grabbed his collar and said, "Boy, it's not your turn to talk about the matter between me and Su Yi here, be smart, get out of here immediately, you'd better not fucking force me to do it!"
Liang Yiwei didn't reply to my words, but he was not to be outdone and looked at me...
"Zhai Xiuwen, you are enough!" Su Yi walked forward, pushed me away, and said excitedly with a crying voice: "Why are you still like this, you haven't changed at all, it's obvious that you are wrong, why do you want to put the responsibility on others." ”
I paused, looking at Su Yi with some astonishment, but quickly came back to my senses: "What do you mean, do you believe him, don't you believe me?"
Su Yi turned his head sideways and didn't speak, but Liang Yiwei was quite proud.
I laughed coldly at myself and said, "Okay, okay, I get it... I'm leaving, I'm not leaving!"
After finishing speaking, I left the café without looking back, but Su Yi will never know how much my heart hurts at the moment!
Even if I have a thousand mistakes, even if I am a bastard to the extreme, at this moment, I am always her boyfriend, but she chose to defend Liang Yiwei and abandon me...
Leaving Triumph Mall, I felt like I had lost the whole world...
I kept asking myself why she couldn't trust me, why she didn't want to listen to my explanations, why she would rather defend Liang Yiwei than listen to me say more.
Walking on the street, the rain is constantly washing my body, at this moment, I am like an abandoned orphan, no matter how heavy the rain is, no matter how loud the thunder is, there will be no one who holds an umbrella for me...
Walking all the way, walking, and finally at a turning corner, all the grievances came to my heart, squatting on the ground and crying... It's not that I'm too vulnerable, it's that I'm really sad...