"Your love. Mr. Lu just called us and said that you have other arrangements and can't take this film, so you won't come to audition. Said that you felt embarrassed, so he asked him to help tell Director Chen. ”

I paused for a full five seconds before I forced a grin and said, "Oh...... Originally...... He has already told Director Chen, I still want to ...... Come over directly and apologize to Director Chen. I'm so sorry. ”

"It's okay, Mr. Lu has already explained it to Director Chen, and we all understand. ”

The assistant's attitude was very polite, I knew that it was all for Lu Chenyu's sake. I had a decent smile on my face until I left, but who knows my teeth were chattering.

When I got into the car and closed the door, I couldn't hold back. It was a wild thrashing at the back of the seat, and I was so angry that tears fell out.

Seeing my crazy appearance, Chongshuo was startled and asked, "What's the matter, sister, what's wrong with you?"

I wiped my tears and said resentfully, "Do you know what Lu Chenyu's itinerary is today? I'm going to settle accounts with him!"

"What the hell is going on, sister, didn't you go to the audition? Why did you come out so quickly?"

As soon as I heard the word "audition", I felt even more uncomfortable, and I cried even more fiercely, and tears fell like raindrops. The script I was looking forward to, before I had time to fight for it, the opportunity was disturbed by Lu Chenyu, a dog thief. It's really too bullying! Isn't it just that I don't want to accompany him to the finale banquet, isn't it just that I have a few words to him, and he wants to deal with me in this kind of thing!

I can't tear my face and debunk Lu Chenyu in front of Director Chen, Director Chen is mostly willing to give me the opportunity to audition because of Lu Chenyu's face, I can only temporarily whitewash the peace, and then find a way from Lu Chenyu.

If it had been something else, I would have rushed to him and scolded him. But this time it was so important, I always saw it as an opportunity for me to turn around, I wanted this role too much to let impulsiveness and anger completely ruin the last hope.

I don't know if Lu Chenyu is a person who eats soft or not hard, because I don't know if he eats soft or not, but I know that hard he must not eat. It's not good to go toe-to-toe with him, unless you can beat him. But I don't have the ability, and no matter how unconvinced I am, I can only admit it.

Despite the anger and grievances, I forced myself to stabilize my emotions and calm down, wipe away my tears, and call Lu Chenyu.

I thought that he would put on a big show with me if he held such a big handle on me, and he might not pay attention to me for three or two days, but the phone rang twice and it was connected, and he "hey" it.

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

"I'm choosing a dress. He replied as if nothing had happened.

I was angry in my heart, and my tone couldn't help but be a little stiff, "You are very leisurely after you have done something lacking in virtue." ”

Apparently he knew what I was referring to, but he wasn't angry at all, but his voice sounded quite pleasant, "It's okay, it's not a lack of morality, you have to use some means to deal with you." ”

I swear, if Lu Chenyu was in front of me at this moment, I couldn't help but want to rush up and tear his sanctimonious face. But the momentum is not as good as others, and I can only grit my teeth and bow my head, "Say, what do you want." ”

"What do you say, come with me to the finale banquet in the evening, and you will also have to cooperate with the activities that need you to attend with me in the future. ”

"That's it? What about my auditions. ”

Lu Chenyu didn't think about it, and said lightly: "I will arrange it." I'll pick you up in the evening. ”

In this case, I can only be obedient and make an appointment with a stylist to do the styling in the afternoon. Lu Chenyu's movie is a big production, and the early publicity is also huge, so I can't deal with it casually.

However, I said not to go in the morning, not all because I couldn't get along with him, I really had other arrangements. My agent, Sister Ai, asked me to go to a dinner with her to meet a few producers, which was also a very important entertainment, and I didn't want to miss it.

I called Sister Ai and told her that I couldn't go to dinner with her at night, but Sister Ai was naturally reluctant and accused me coldly, saying that I had already made an appointment with the producers, and I couldn't miss the appointment. But I brought out Lu Chenyu and said that I had to attend the event with him, although Sister Ai was reluctant, she couldn't help it.

I don't know why, I always feel that Sister Ai doesn't seem to dare to offend Lu Chenyu. Probably because Lu Chenyu has a wide circle and can eat openly.

After finishing the styling, the time was almost up, and Lu Chenyu came to pick me up.

I asked Chongshuo to drive with us. In order to show the media, we had to get out of the same car together, but I always felt that I didn't have a sense of belonging in his car, and I had to let Chongshuo drive behind to be sure.

Opened the car door and saw Lu Chenyu sitting in the back seat. I stooped down and sat down next to him.

I didn't speak, I didn't want to look at him, I looked down at my phone. Instead, he tilted his head to look at me for a while, and then said slowly: "I thought that with your temper, you should have scolded me when you saw me." ”

I glanced at him, lowered my head again, and thought for a while before saying, "Lu Chenyu." You know the role is a big deal for me. Don't you think it's too childish to joke with the mirror in order for me to participate in an event with you? ”

My tone was calm, completely different from the usual saber-rattling with him, in order to let him know that I was serious. Usually we are sarcastic and sarcastic to each other, it doesn't matter what he says about me, I can bear to make some small stumbling blocks, but this time it's really not a joke.

Probably influenced by me, he stopped looking at me and said indifferently in the same tone as me: "What I want to tell you is also this sentence." There are many things that you shouldn't mess around with your temperament, since we are in this relationship, you have the responsibility and obligation to cooperate with me, and it will be good for you and me. You can go with me at tonight's finale banquet, and I can also help you get that role, but I want to teach you to understand this truth, and I hope you can remember it in the future. ”

I hated his tone of being a high-minded educator, and glared at him and said, "Teach me? What qualifications do you have to teach me? According to the age of the play, you can call me a senior." ”

Seniors, of course. I made my debut as a child star, and I have been acting for more than 20 years, and I became popular very early, so if you talk about seniority, actors of the same age really have to call me senior.

But I regretted it as soon as I said this. Lu Chenyu will definitely sarcastically mock me for being older, or that I was angry earlier than I was angry, and I just gave him a handle.

And to my surprise, he didn't say anything.

When both of them stopped talking, I began to think about things, and I remembered something that happened more than three months ago.

Lu Chenyu has won numerous film awards over the years, but he did not win the Golden Horse Award. A long time ago, he was asked in an interview what he wanted in his career, and his answer was to win the Golden Horse Best Actor. But I don't know if it's a coincidence or providence, he always passed by the trophy.

Until this year, his performance stood out among the works of the year, and it was almost inevitable to win the award. Before I went to Taiwan, he asked me to attend the award ceremony with him. I laughed at him, and he might not really win the award, so why bother. He said to me with a cold face that the outside world knew his wish to win the award, and whether he could win it or not, as his nominal wife, I should be by his side.

But I still refused, and I didn't have my share in the award, so why did I have to run over to play with him. He didn't quarrel with me, he said with a gloomy face that I had to attend. I was annoyed by him, so I lied to him and agreed. On the day I flew to Taiwan, I should go out and go out, I should be filming, and I ignored him.

He didn't come to question me and accuse me, and he didn't even mention it again. To be precise, he didn't contact me at all. After the awards, he went to film in other places, and we didn't see each other.

Usually, we rarely keep in touch, especially when filming is busy, there is no special matter, and it is normal not to talk for a long time, so I didn't pay attention to it, thinking that he forgot about the award, and he slowly forgot about it.

But what he just said reminded me that at the end of the awards, a reporter interviewed him, during which he asked why his wife did not accompany him to witness him win the Golden Horse Best Actor. According to his usual style, he should naturally explain that his wife was too busy with work to be a doppelganger, and he regretted that he could not be by his side, but he also called him to congratulate him as soon as possible, and was more excited and happy than him, and so on.

But he only had a formulaic smile on his face, and he coped: "She's filming, she can't catch up." ”

For our marital relationship, his performance to the outside world has always been impeccable, but this time it was not satisfactory. So a new wave of speculation about our relationship breakdown and marriage crisis overflowed, coupled with the scandal with the little star when he was filming, which almost further confirmed this speculation.

I didn't pay attention to it before. But in retrospect, he was probably really angry at the time, so angry that he didn't have the mood to deal with reporters. And he has never forgotten that incident, and even holds a grudge until now, using the matter of the finale banquet to make a fuss about my audition, under the banner of educating me, in fact, it is not revenge for the last time.

But I understand that he is angry. It was indeed my fault. Whatever it is, I should have accompanied him to the award ceremony.

But I just don't want to.

This is probably what he said about "messing around with temperament".

The first award I won in China was the Golden Horse Award. I was only twenty years old. "The youngest actress", "talented actor", "amazing acting skills of the world", and so on are all praises on me. I wore a flamboyant red gown to the award ceremony, and it was all the rage.

That was my most glorious moment. Since then, all the awards have been somewhat dwarfed.