No. 743, the Buddha has always been here!

Lotus Temple.

Because the temple is not famous, it is usually not full of incense. Except for a very small number of faithful who come to burn incense and worship the Buddha on the Buddha's birthday, most of the year it is almost unattended.

However, there were a few young guests at the entrance of the Lotus Temple today.

"Big brother, this is it, I asked someone to ask -----"

"Even if you are a monk, you have to find a better temple---- you look at the door of this temple is in tatters, and it looks like it will fall down if you push it-----"

"Third sister, how do you speak? We're here to bring Xiaoxiao back----

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Ignoring the arguments of his cousins, Antan looked at the Lotus Temple, which was located deep in the mountains, and then stepped forward and slammed the copper lock of the wooden door.

After filming for a long time, no one answered.

"Is there anyone?" An Xiaojun was grumpy, jumped up and shouted loudly into the temple. "Are the people inside deaf?"

Crunch----

The wooden door opened, and a thin old nun looked at the young people at the door and asked, "Are the donors here to burn incense?"

"Find someone. Anteng didn't bother to talk to these nuns, and said, "We're coming to find Phoenix." ”

"Donor, there is no phoenix in the small temple-----" Old Nevi said expressionlessly.

"Fart. An Xiaojun squeezed past Lao Ni's side, stood in the courtyard and shouted: "Phoenix, Phoenix----- you come out----"

Lao Ni's body was thin and weak, and he was almost knocked to the ground by An Xiaojun's strong impact.

An Teng's eyes were quick, he stretched out his hand to support Lao Ni, and said: "This teacher, we are all members of Phoenix's family, and we have something very important to talk about with her----

"There is indeed no phoenix ---- in this hospital," Lao Ni Zhengrong said. "Whoever enters my Buddha Gate has let go of the past. Now there is only one heart to serve the Buddha and a body that is free from the seven emotions and six desires-----"

"Big brother, don't talk nonsense with this old nun. An Xiaojun was obviously a little impatient to listen to the old nun babbling some Buddhist proverbs, and said, "Let's let people go in and find out how big this ruined temple can be?"

An Xiaojun waved his hand, and the two black-clothed bodyguards who followed them ran straight towards the backyard.

"No need to look for it. A clear cheer came. "I'm here. ”

The phoenix, dressed in light gray clothes, walked over quickly, stood in front of the two black-clothed bodyguards, and said, "Buddha Gate Pure Land, you can't help making noise here. ”

When the two black-clothed bodyguards saw the eldest lady appearing, they naturally didn't dare to break into the backyard where the Buddhist hall and the nuns lived.

"This old thing still wants to deceive people---- An Xiaojun grinned and said, "We already knew that you were hiding here." Sister, come back with us----"

"Shut up. Phoenix shouted.

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"Sister, don't be angry. An Anyuan walked up to Phoenix, stretched out his hand to hold her arm, and said, "Sister, Xiaojun is also a good intention, don't be angry with him." You've been away from home for months, and everyone is worried about you. We finally found this place, and we just want to bring you back---- sister, go back with us, right?"

Phoenix shook his head and said, "This is my home, where do I go back?"

"Sister, you don't really want to be a nun, do you?" An Anyuan felt that this was a difficult thing to understand. In a family like theirs, what reason is there to run away and become a vegetarian nun?

"If your heart is dead, it will be painful to go back. If it is not as good as the ancient Buddha of the green lantern, this remnant of life. Phoenix said resolutely.

An Teng stood in the distance and looked at his sister An Xiaoxiao, she hadn't seen her for a while, her appearance had decreased a little, but her facial features were still as delicate as water, and she wore loose clothes with a sense of ethereal dust.

It's just that her eye sockets are deep, her eye circles are dark, and it seems that her sleep quality is very poor these days.

What was it that made her give up hope of life, that is, in this Buddhist pure land, she still couldn't sleep?

Because Itan's ability and wisdom were not enough to take on the responsibilities of the family, he didn't know all the things. Although I can guess some in my heart, compared with the actual situation, there is still a difference of 108,000 miles----

If he knew the truth, how could he come forward to provoke and scold Fang Yan when he met Fang Yan in the Palace Hotel?

An Teng looked at An Xiaoxiao and said softly, "Sister, go back with me." ”

"Brother----" Phoenix glanced at An Teng and said, "I have already decided, don't force me, okay? Even if it is the last thing ----- me begging you." ”

"You should know that no one will accept this decision of yours. Anten said in a deep voice. "The daughter of the An family has never been a nun yet. Do you know what other people think of us after this happened? Go back and explain something to your family. Your grandparents and the elders in the family like you---- how can they bear to let you suffer any grievances?"

They all like you, how can they bear to let you suffer any grievances?

Hearing this, the phoenix's tears were about to flow out.

Couldn't all these ---- she endured be regarded as a grievance?

Because of the interests of the family, she can't be with the boy she likes.

Because of their decision, they want to act with a man they don't like.

Or is it because they can't do anything when the life of the man they love is in danger----

If these are not grievances, then what are they?

Is it harm? Is it murder?

Yes, they have all killed their feelings, killed their hearts, and killed their hopes for future life.

Killed the sunshine and rain, and killed the flowers, birds and insects. Her world was dark.

"Something -----," Phoenix struggled to keep herself from crying. After this period of mental adjustment and the blessing of the power of the Buddhist scriptures, she was able to maintain her composure at this time. She held her head high to prevent the tears from falling from the corners of her eyes, and said, "I can't tell." ”

"Xiaoxiao----" An Teng was a little angry, and said: "What is the matter? Why can't you tell clearly? We are all a family, what is there to bear together, it's much better than you holding it in your heart alone, right? I know, isn't it just for a man? I told you a long time ago, Fang Yan is not a good thing, let you keep your distance from him, you don't believe it---- but it doesn't matter, you are still young. What woman hasn't fallen in love with a few fools when she was young---- you treat him as a fool who doesn't know how to cherish you. ”

After a pause, An Teng said again: "The last time we met, I already taught him a lesson for you---- if you still feel breathless in your heart, when I return to Yanjing, Xiaojun and I will go to him to fight again." I don't believe it, he's a poor boy in a mountain village who can still settle down with us?"

"Are you looking for the upper flame?" the phoenix was shocked.

"If you run into it, you naturally have to teach him a lesson. Antan said confidently. "Since he dares to do it, are you afraid that others will say that he can't do it?"

"You ----" Phoenix was so angry that he was speechless, and said, "What qualifications do you have to make trouble with someone?"

"Xiaoxiao----" Anton's face turned dark, and he said angrily, "How did you talk to your brother?

Phoenix sighed softly and said, "Forget it, you guys go back---"

She looked at An Xiaojun, An Anyuan and the others, and said, "I have received your wishes, but I really don't want to go back." That home can't accommodate me----"

"Sister, you can go back with us-----" An Xinyuan tugged at Phoenix's arm, trying to forcibly drag her back.

"Xinyuan---- phoenix looked at Anxin Yuan calmly and said, "Do you want me to die?"

"Sister-----

"I can't go back. The phoenix smiled sadly. "I'll die when I go back---- I'm really going to die-----"

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Anteng left with his cousins and cousins, full of anger and unwillingness.

However, when they left, they still wrote a large check to the Lotus Temple, hoping that the temple would improve their living conditions. In any case, they didn't want Phoenix to suffer too much of a grievance here.

What they don't know is that Phoenix's grievances are not in food, clothing, housing and transportation, but in their hearts.

Seeing off An Teng and the others, Phoenix closed the temple door and helped the old nun to walk towards the Buddhist hall.

"Master Jinghui, it's that they're too rude, are you okay?"

"Wholeheartedly to the Buddha and spitting on oneself---- how can there be a truth that is as common to these worldly people?" said the old nun with a smile and waved his hand. "But do you really want to spend the rest of your life in this Lotus Temple? It is really disrespectful to the Buddha to say this, but the old nun still wants to say more----You are young, beautiful, and have a good family, you really don't need to embark on this road." ”

"Master Jinghui, my heart is already dead, what do other things have to do with me?" Phoenix shook her head and sighed.

Lao Ni smiled, the wrinkles on his face stretched like orange peel, and said, "If the heart is really dead, how can there be sighs, and how can you cry when you see your relatives?"

"Master Jinghui-----"

"Silly boy----- "Lao Ni stroked the phoenix's head and said: "The world often says that mourning is greater than the death of the heart, but if the heart is really dead, how can there be sorrow? Your brother is right, everything in the world can't be solved?"

Phoenix shook his head and said, "Master Jinghui, you don't have to persuade me----- I won't go back---- these days in the Lotus Temple are the most peaceful times in my heart." ”

"Don't try to deceive people. Lao Ni stretched out his hand and stroked the phoenix's eye sockets, and said, "Since you came in, how have you ever slept peacefully? Your mind is not with the Buddha, but with the man outside. The Buddha has always been here, but the man outside is not necessarily waiting for you all the time. ”

"------" The phoenix looked sad and her heart was like thorns.