09040303030303 This is probably the most regrettable thing in my life, why don't I help her?"

The sister who was humiliated by Daqiang, the sister who was killed by me. A younger sister who was beaten and scolded by her parents.

That night it seemed that the whole world had abandoned her, and all I could hear was that she was crying so badly, bitter and aggrieved, because my dad had cleaned her up with a hanger.

I didn't dare look at her. She sat on the bed and pretended not to care, but she couldn't read it at all, because she was crying so much.

After nightfall, my parents finally let her go, and I was still casually reading comic books and staring at the door.

We slept together at that time, and she would have come in, and sure enough, the door was quickly pushed open. Her thin body appeared. I could see clearly that she had come in almost with a limp, and that her tattered clothes were no longer in shape. It was made by Daqiang, and under the clothes were blood marks from the hangers.

I panicked. Twelve-year-old me didn't understand a lot, but I knew she was in pain.

I lowered my head and continued to read the comic book, this time I didn't dare to say anything, I used to laugh at her when she was beaten, but this time I didn't dare to say anything. Central He estimates.

She limped in, glanced at me, and moved to the cupboard. I peeked at her and saw that she was covering the corner of her mouth with one hand, and pulling the cabinet with the other, and feeling for the band-aid she had hidden herself.

Band-Aid was secretly bought by her during the Chinese New Year, and she was afraid that her parents would find out about everything she bought, so she hid it, and sometimes I would deliberately steal it and throw it away to trick her, but fortunately I didn't steal it and lose it.

She tore open the band-aid and applied it to her bleeding wound, and the house was silent. Then she seemed to be unable to bear the pain, and sat down on the ground, her whole body constricted, and she must have started crying again, but she was afraid that her parents would hear.

At that time, I didn't know what kind of psychology I had, maybe it was guilt. I got out of bed and closed the door, and I was afraid that my parents would see her cry again.

I closed the door and walked cautiously, but she still cowered and convulsed, and I saw that she was covered with scars, and I felt pain.

I whispered to her if she was okay, and she ignored me. I stood for a while at a loss, and in fact although I felt guilty, I didn't reach some kind of terrible point, human nature is evil, what do children understand?

I said if you are in pain, go to bed, and when you wake up, it won't hurt.

My sister suddenly stretched out her hand and seemed to grab me. I reached out stupidly, and her cold little hand immediately squeezed my palm and pulled me towards her.

I crouched down, and before I could figure out what she was trying to do, she suddenly turned her head to look at me.

I have never seen such a complicated vision in my life, which contains maturity and indifference that does not match my age, as well as many resentments and grievances.

Twelve-year-old me was shocked, like I had seen a ghost. Then there was a sharp pain in her arm, and she leaned over and bit me hard, but immediately let go of it, and two teeth fell out of one mouth.

I was so frightened that my sister burst into tears.

I couldn't understand her behavior, was she taking revenge? The corners of her mouth were red and swollen, her teeth were falling out, she must have been injured by a hanger, but she still bit my arm in spite of this, I was wearing short sleeves, and my arm was bitten out of blood, and there were two deep tooth marks.

I was so frightened that I crawled back, but strangely I didn't scream, and subconsciously knew that if I did, I was afraid that my parents would come in to find out, but I didn't scream.

But I was afraid of her, of the little beggar who was huddled in the corner and weeping.

She was really taking revenge, and those two tooth marks had accompanied me for countless years of my youth, like some kind of curse, and made me panic.

The first year of the first year of high school, the first day of the second year, the third day of the first year of high school, the time passed, and the tooth marks became shallower and shallower, but it has not dissipated.

Two years later, my sister was admitted to a key junior high school, and like a sudden bomb, she caused a sensation among nearby residents. At this time, I was still in my third year of junior high school in the town's broken school, although I worked hard like crazy in my third year of junior high school, and wanted to be admitted to the high school of her school with thoughts that I couldn't understand, but it backfired, and I was only admitted to another bad high school.

At this point, we never seem to have a chance to see each other again, she rarely comes home, and now that I am boarding again, I probably don't see each other a few times a year.

At least at first I thought so, but at school I heard from her, very bad news.

On the first day of school, many roommates in the dormitory were chatting and getting acquainted with each other, and at first everyone asked each other which junior high school they were from, and I chatted with them absentmindedly, but a student from the city said that he was from the junior high school of Gaozhou Middle School.

I was stunned because it was my sister's school. This city student has a sense of superiority as an honor student, and told us a lot about Gaozhou Middle School, and the most talked about is the girl.

I didn't care at first, but as soon as he changed the topic, his tone changed: "Just now I said that there are a lot of city ladies in Gaozhou Middle School, right? They are all quite sophisticated, but there is a slut I have to mention, she is so cheap that I can't even look at it, if she is in front of me, I will fuck her with one hand!"

He bragged, but the slut girl still made everyone very interested, this honor student gave an example: "Last year, there was a freshman who was particularly attention-grabbing, was from the countryside, and was called up by the principal to give a speech, but she was so nervous that she fell, and her clothes were worn and old, many people looked down on her, that slut was one of them, I heard that the slut bullied her after becoming addicted, and made her cry many times, it's really pitiful, speaking of which country girl is naturally beautiful, but she is not from the city, and she can't dress up 090909090909." "

I listened indifferently, but for some reason I suddenly thought of Li Xin, and the more I thought about it, the more my heart sank, and I couldn't help asking: "What is the name of that country girl?"

The honor student looked at me suspiciously, and said casually: "Li Xin, I don't know." "

Li Xin?

My heart skipped a beat, my finger bones couldn't help pinching, and the honor student asked, "Do you know her?"

I shook my head and didn't say a word, he cut off, and started talking about other girls with my roommate.

I'm upset, Li Xin, this ordinary name, is my sister's.

Sure enough, she was bullied since she was a child, and she was still bullied when she went to school in the city, the sloppy little beggar, timid and afraid and had no friends, it was strange not to be bullied.

I thought, my head hanging low, and the events of years ago come to mind, that little beggar.

The tooth marks on my arm were still there, and I looked at them as if I was peeping, and my heart ached as if I had a pinprick in my heart. We didn't say a word over the years, and sometimes I would hear her crying secretly, secretly crying in the middle of the night, but I just listened.

Now she is still being bullied in junior high school, and she is also bullied to the point that she cries 090909090909

Finally I went out and the honor student glanced at me. I forced a smile and said to go out for a walk.

The top student took out a mobile phone and looked at it: "It's almost six o'clock, it's time for a class meeting, let's go back to the classroom together." "

I was stunned, and all the emotions in my heart seemed to be stuck.

Yes, I want to go to Li Xin and see her. But it's getting dark, and I'm not familiar with the city, and her school should be far away, so how can I find her when I go?

Sometimes what I think and what I do are so different that I don't even have the courage to go see her.

The top student has become the backbone, and everyone follows him. I silently followed, listening to them talk and laugh, like a lonely wolf, maybe a lonely dog.

The class meeting is still very lively, it didn't end until nine o'clock, a class of more than 50 people, basically all poor students, we sat in a bunch of dormitories, and there were no seats in a row.

The honor student has been targeting the girls, and although he is extremely disappointed, he still finds the beauty. He secretly smiled with us: "There is a little guy in the first row, he is definitely a class flower, look at how white his neck is." "

The roommates all looked over, and I also took a look, and it was indeed a very white and petite girl, reading quietly.

A roommate said that it was too short, and the honor student spat directly: "This is Lori, does Lori understand?"

Most of us are from the countryside, but I don't know what is attractive about the little girl, after all, I don't even have a computer, at most I have been to a dark Internet café.

The top students sighed again and again, saying that there is really a generation gap. I don't care about the generation gap, I'm still thinking about Li Xin, I'm thinking about how to find Li Xin. She's in the middle school of Gaozhou Middle School, what kind of place is that?

At the end, I gave the honor student a flattering smile and asked him where the junior high school was.

He was surprised again: "You want to go? It's far away, it takes more than half an hour to take the bus, and the school rules are very strict, you can't enter without a school card, and it's useless for you to go." "

I was poured a plate of cold water on my heart, and the top student suddenly laughed: "But the eldest ladies will come out on the weekend, and I will take you to take a peek on the weekend, and the streets over there will be full of beautiful women." "

The top student has a leadership style, everyone said they wanted to see it, and he didn't refuse to come, this guy will be our head in the future.

Naturally, I said I was going, and I wished I could come on the weekend, but unfortunately there were still a few days.

I couldn't hold it back, so I knocked on the side about Li Xin, but unfortunately the top students didn't care about her and didn't know much.

I was tormented by this, during which the class officially began, the seats were changed, and I was at the same table with this honor student, and it seemed that I had to listen to him brag every day.

Another thing that surprised me was that I was called by the teacher and asked if I wanted to be the class leader.

I was shocked to find out that I was ranked second in the entrance score, and I had a strange feeling for a while.

It's okay to be the class leader.,I've been before.,I agreed.,As soon as I agreed,,The teacher called a female classmate over.,It's the so-called Lori we peeped at before.。

I didn't have much exposure to the online world in the town at that time, and my thoughts were biased towards wild children, so Lori didn't attract me, and I thought she was so short and stunted.

However, the teacher valued her very much, saying that she was also the class president, and implied that I was only a deputy.

That Lori is the best.,There's sophistication that doesn't match her appearance.,I firmly believe she's a top student.。

We were busy for a few days, but we didn't talk much to each other, she didn't like to talk to me, and I didn't pay attention to her.

I finally waited until the weekend, and as soon as the top students were on vacation, they called friends, and I hurriedly followed him, and there were three people who came with me, all of whom didn't like to study, and were anxious to see the eldest lady.

The honor student told us to bring enough money for ourselves, and I gritted my teeth and brought all the living expenses for a month, although I was not sure if I would use it.

Everyone walked out together, and the five of them were all in high spirits, and I was a little nervous, thinking about what to do when I saw Li Xin.

As a result, I didn't take a few steps, and the Lori chased after me and called out to me, frowning and saying that she was going to make the blackboard newspaper again.

I was stunned, and said what are you doing with the blackboard newspaper? She said that the original one is no longer what it used to be, and it looks ugly.

I'm quite reluctant, and it's not the leader who wants to check, what kind of blackboard newspaper do you get?

The roommates were gloating, and the honor students also said that I would not go and they would leave on their own.

Naturally, I wanted to go, so I said that it would be better to find other class cadres to help, I have something. She asked what was the matter, but I didn't answer, and the top student forcibly brushed up the zài feeling: "Ahem, class leader, we are going to appreciate art." "

They all laughed, and I was a little embarrassed. Lori was displeased, she knew we were teasing her.

She told me to go back to work, and I couldn't leave until I got it right.

The honor student said goodbye to me, smiling and smiling. I hurried to follow. The Lori squad leader was so angry that he turned around and ran away.

I was very depressed, and I wondered if she would complain to the head teacher. But I couldn't care so much, so I decided to go to Li Xin.

The roommates were amazed and said that they couldn't see that I was so kind, and the honor student touched his chin and thought for a while, but didn't say anything.

We went to the junior high school of Gaozhou Middle School, which was indeed quite far, first to the city center, and then the car actually passed through a dark tunnel, and finally stopped, and it was a bustling neighborhood.

We got off here and it was already a bit grey. The top student led us to the school: "Hurry up, you won't look good at beautiful women when it's dark." "

At this time, we have seen a lot of students sporadically, all wearing the school uniforms of Gao Chau Middle School.

We were also wearing school uniforms, and it was a little awkward to come here, and we all wanted to cover the school emblem.

I should have been the most awkward because I had come to see my sister and I was afraid that she would see my school uniform.

It didn't take long for us to get outside the school. I can't help but admire this school, this school is so beautiful, it is obviously a junior high school but it is bigger than our high school, the students who come in and out feel very noble, and there are many vehicles to pick up and drop off, I can't recognize the brand.

The honor students were already familiar with this place, and they leaned against the railing on the bank of the river outside the school and pretended to be deep: "Don't look around, women don't like you like this, just look at it openly." "

They really looked at it openly, I didn't dare, for fear that my sister would suddenly appear, and I wanted to leave at this moment, thinking why I came?

I turned around and looked at the river, it was dirty, smelly, and it didn't look good. Just thinking about it, the honor student coughed: "All units pay attention, a big lady has come out." "

Several people looked over, and I also looked back, but I saw a student in super shorts coming out, she must have changed her school uniform in the dormitory, dressed young and beautiful, showing two big white legs, really like a white swan.

I've never seen such a good-looking girl, so I can't help but keep an eye on it. Then she got into a car and left, everyone sighed, and I also sighed with the crowd: "Sure enough, it's the eldest lady 09090909090909"

But it came to an abrupt end because I saw my sister come out.

I could see clearly that she was wearing a school uniform, dressed like most of the students. Her hair is tied in a single ponytail, her forehead has some bangs, her canvas shoes are very old and clean, she is also very clean, many girls passing by are sweating, but she is clean.

Obviously, I saw her the day I came to school, but now it was a different feeling, I thought to myself, she is so good-looking, like a white cloud.

The honor student coughed again: "That's the one, the one who was bullied." "

The roommates had already been eyeing her, and now they wondered: "Where does she look like a country girl?"

The top student pouted: "Of course you can't see it in a school uniform, don't look at her like this, she is actually very poor and dirty, even if she has a monthly vacation, she wears a school uniform, because she doesn't have beautiful clothes." "

A roommate snickered: "I just like this, so pure, I've never seen someone look so good in a school uniform." "

The honor student cut his voice: "You go and chase her, she is so poor, she must be easy to chase, I don't like this, it's not interesting." "

When he said this, my roommate was about to move, and I pinched the railing with my fingers, and a few strands of rust fell into the river.

I said don't chase it, there's nothing to chase. They looked at me strangely, and I was silent, when one of my roommates whispered, "Damn, she seems to have found us." "

I was shocked, and quickly turned around and leaned on the railing, and several of my roommates all turned around. The honor student ignored it, and he still looked at it: "She is self-inflicted, she is just looking for someone, looking around." "

I secretly looked over, and Li Xin was standing there looking around, indeed looking for someone.

Soon, a motorcycle drove up in the distance, and a man with dyed yellow hair greeted her affectionately.

Li Xin got on his motorcycle and left.

The roommates were surprised, and the honor student shook his head: "At first glance, it is a social youth, damn, it must have been soaked, and sure enough, she is still short of money, I heard that someone made 09 chickens in junior high school, and she must be too." "

I stared at the motorcycle, the dust on the road was kicked up, and the honor students were still talking about making chickens.

I suddenly got a little angry, and said, can you stop talking nonsense? The top student was taken aback, he obviously didn't expect me to get angry.

He had a good face, and he didn't ask for a reason to scold me: "I took you to see beautiful women, why are you crazy?"

My roommates all asked me what I was doing. I clenched my fists and said no more.

The honor student scolded for his bad luck, and then led them away: "Go to the Internet café all night." "

My roommates hesitated for a moment but followed, and I was ostracized, stood by the river for a while, kicked the railing hard, and ran in the direction of the motorcycle.