Chapter 231: Stuck in a dead end

"Tsk, no, isn't it? With your charm, there is still a woman who can't be subdued? I really have to wonder about this woman, how high her vision is!"

Tang Tian turned his head and looked at Li Haoran's handsome face that was not lost to "Zhuang Jingyuan", both of them should be among the best candidates to become Prince Charming in women's minds in terms of appearance and talents, but their styles are different.

How can such an excellent person fall into the agony of unrequited love?

Regarding being praised by Tang Tian such an undisguised side, Li Haoran said that he was used and smiled at the corners of his mouth: "Although I am glad that you will think that I am charming, but you also know that such a thing as feelings has nothing to do with the level of vision, not to mention, at that time, there was indeed someone around me who was not inferior to me, as for who he was, I think you also know." ”

The light is not inferior to him, and it is very close to him, so who else can it be besides "Zhuang Jingyuan"? Alas, it seems that this is still a high-value love triangle.

Tang Tian became more and more curious about the legendary Su An'an, what kind of woman could make the best two men tempted at the same time, and also made one of them fall into pain for her and couldn't extricate herself......

Ah, wait, there's something wrong!

She hurriedly stopped the car in her imagination, if the person who was emotionally involved with "Zhuang Jingyuan" was Su An'an, then what about Li Momo? What kind of existence was it for him? The reason why Li Momo hated Su An'an so much, was it really related to this? Because the person she loved betrayed her and fell in love with someone else, along with her brother?

It's not impossible to think like this, the most uncontrollable thing is the emotional thing, even a woman like Li Momo who is cold and arrogant can't be spared.

It's just that although he thinks about it like this, Tang Tian always has a voice in his head refuting, and he faintly feels that something is wrong, if the person "Zhuang Jingyuan" loves is also Su An'an, then he is so good to Li Momo, and even makes her trust so much in nightmares, but he only rejects this brother who has not been loved by Su An'an?

Li Haoran glanced at her, looking at her frowning and looking entangled, just thinking that she was concerned about the relationship between Zhuang Muxuan and Su An'an, so he shook his hand in front of her eyes, pulling back her thoughts that she was starting to wander again.

"Okay, don't think about it for now, although we did have some conflicts because of An An, and even ended up causing Silent Emotions to lose control, it was also because of ...... Because of the accident that happened with An An, in fact, knowing these is useless for the current situation. ”

When Li Haoran said this, his throat couldn't help choking, and he took a deep breath before continuing: "Because An An is no longer here, even if she is the source of the silent illness, it can't help her." ”

He finished this sentence sadly, although he had tried his best to restrain himself, he could not hide the suppressed pain in his heart, thinking of those unbearable pasts, even a big man like him could not let go, let alone rescue Li Momo, who was already sensitive and fragile, and was trapped in a dead end.

He quietly stared at the sea, letting his astringent and wet eyes return to normal, and then turned his head to look at Tang Tian and smiled bitterly: "So you see, sometimes, even if we know all the truth and find the root of the disease, we may not be able to prescribe the right medicine, otherwise, how can we watch silently trapped in pain for so long and can't get out?"

Tang Tian stared at Li Haoran in a daze for a long time, and saw the real pain in his eyes, is this really a knot in his heart that can't be released? Is there really no way to come out, or are they cocooning themselves and unwilling to come out?

"Tell me, how did Su Anan die?" she didn't leave for a moment, looking at Li Haoran fixedly, not letting go of a little bit of his haste and pain, just a posture that was determined to let him face it.

Li Haoran's expression tightened, and he suddenly felt that under Tang Tian's forced gaze and questioning, he couldn't resist it: "She is no longer there, is there any point in asking these now?" I know you want to help Momo, but ......?"

"No, I want to help you now," Tang Tian said in a firm tone, bluntly: "In fact, in the matter of Su An'an, the person who is really trapped and can't get out is not silent at all, but you, she just can't let go because you care too much, I'm right, so do you want to escape again?"

Without waiting for Li Haoran to make any rebuttals, she continued to say step by step: "Li Haoran, although we haven't known each other for a long time, I think the two of us can become friends, do you think so too?" ”

"I don't know your past, and I can't judge your love life in vain, but you also said with certainty that Su An'an is no longer there, so she is a thing of the past in your life, I hope you understand that the deceased is gone, for you now, is it important to have a lost love, or is it important to live your sister?"

"I ...... I never said that silence is not important, she has always been the most important sister in my heart," Li Haoran said with a depressed expression: "Silence has not been in good health since she was a child, so I have always told myself to protect her, even if it is for a lifetime, as long as she needs me, I will not leave her alone as a brother......"

His eyes gradually became colored with pain, like a fire suppressed in the dark, almost bursting out: "Even, because of this promise, because of her importance, at the last moment, I chose her...... Exactly, An An...... will die ......"

Tang Tian's eyes flashed, she was a little surprised by this answer, it turned out that this was the real reason why he was so difficult to let go, she asked softly, "That...... Do you regret it?"

"No!" Unexpectedly, this time Li Haoran quickly gave an answer, almost subconsciously answered, and after blurting out a word, he sighed heavily and said: "I don't regret it, if at that time, I chose An An, and let me die silently, I don't dare to think about what my life will be like, yes, I never dared to think about this possibility......"

Tang Tian's heart was sour, and he was astringent because of Li Haoran's pain for a while, this is indeed a desperate choice, no matter who he chooses, he will face the lack of the other side, and for him, such a choice also proves that in fact, in his heart, Li Momo is the most important.

"So, do you feel ashamed of Su An'an, right? Because you chose to save your sister and gave up on her, this is the reason why you don't let go of yourself, but you must know that there is no regret medicine in the world, and this is simply a choice question that you can't regret, even if you do it all over again, your choice is still the same, then, if you are so cocooned, you will only hurt yourself, and the other one who is alive. ”

Another living ......

Naturally, it refers to Li Momo, no wonder she is inexplicably so disgusted with herself, no wonder she hurts herself in her dreams, thinking that she shouldn't live.

"Do you know? silently can't let go because you can't let go, what she cares about most is actually just your feelings, your pain and depression, your self-exile, so that she thinks it is a punishment for her, in her heart, she must feel that you regret it, because she has always thought that you love Su An'an more than everything. ”

"This ...... No......" Li Haoran listened to Tang Tian's analysis, a little faintly understood, and some were even more confused, so that he couldn't sort out his thoughts at all for a while, and could only mumble to explain.

Tang Tian sighed softly: "I know you're not like this, but it's different silently, you are her brother, you should know her personality better than me, she is sensitive and delicate, and naturally thinks more, not to mention ......" She glanced at Li Haoran: "What's more, what you showed back then, made her make up her mind about you in her heart, thinking that you would put Su An'an first, but that time, you chose to save her......"

"For her, it seems that she survived the accident, but in fact, she was really sentenced to death in her heart, do you know, when she was sleepwalking, the most she said was that she felt that she should not live, and the most she did was to constantly harm herself and hurt herself, because she thought that you regretted saving her, causing her to dislike her life and lose interest in life. ”

Li Haoran was completely shocked by these words, his face turned pale all of a sudden, and there was a strange entanglement in his eyes, showing the ups and downs in his heart at the moment.

Could it be that he was really wrong? All along, he immersed himself in his own prison, using sadness and self-exile to punish himself for his regret of failing to save Su Anan, he thought that it was just his own pain, and in the face of his sister, he could still pretend to be nothing......

But even so, his pain turned into a sharp sword, and while slashing himself into a thousand holes, he also deeply stabbed Li Momo.

They are all carried away by their own feelings, and they cannot see the true essence clearly, and they think that they are perfectly disguised, but they do not know that there are many loopholes, and it has become an invisible torture.

He always thought that Li Momo hated his brother because of those things in the past, who knew that the person she really hated was herself, she was disgusted with her life because of his pain, so she would scar herself unconsciously and unconsciously.

"Tang Tian ......" After being silent for a long time, Li Haoran choked up and said slowly: "Tell me, how do you know so much? Why did I grow up with Momo since childhood, and I have been in a relationship for so many years, but I haven't been able to discover her true thoughts in her heart, but you can?"

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