Is it just hatred of the child in the adoptive mother's womb and taking away the love that she has come so hard to come by??

Later, Li Ai heard her adoptive father say that there were problems from the beginning, although they were just some minor problems, but they all felt that it was nothing, and they could influence her, after all, children who have lacked love since childhood need time to desecrate, and the psychology of girls is soft.

But what she didn't expect was that for her, she took their kindness to her as sympathy and charity.

Like an unborn child in their womb, the girl thinks that one day she will be like her....

Repeated communication to no avail, the girl's adoptive parents discussed with Li Ai to return the girl...

From a girl's point of view, looking at her adoptive parents, she will only think that she herself is abandoned again, and then she will resent everyone even more...

…

In the weeks after the girl was picked up, people came to the orphanage to adopt the children one after another, but she destroyed them one by one, and even maliciously harmed the children in the orphanage.

Li Ai can't help it, her heart has long been deep-rooted and twisted and extreme, and now she can only be taken care of until she is physically and mentally healthy.

Kindergarten Li is generally two aunts in a class, and some psychological children are three aunts who need to take turns to take care of them.

The psychiatrist from the orphanage was invited to come once a week, but as the number of people continued to increase and the cost of seeing them became higher and higher, Li Ai had to plan more for this.

In orphanages, many children are able to walk out of society independently when they reach adulthood, but the children who go out of here are more precocious and afraid of harm than others.

Including her, so it is necessary to strictly guide the children, physical and psychological defects are fatal injuries, although there will be volunteers to visit the children and help them......

But these are far from enough to fill their hearts.

When I was not growing up, I was forced to accept my fate, and some couldn't even cry, and after living in an orphanage for all these years, my heart became complicated about the sudden relationship.

Li Ai can understand, because she was also an orphan,

Just lucky.

…..

She didn't say anything, and gently wiped Su Lan's still wet little face with her fingertips,

Standing up, taking her little hand into the office, sitting on the chair, she pulled Su Lan close with one hand, and found a thick envelope from the drawer.

She opened the envelope, Li Ai's lips pursed slightly, and she was always kind and loving, and handed it to Su Lan in full

Inside was a bag of photographs, her little hand was unsteady so much, resting on the table, her serious fluttering eyelashes flashing like a shiny asteroid.

"Mom didn't lie to you"

……

"Yes"

Responsibility, trust, flip through one by one.

All on her upturned little face, spinning...

The dusk screen outside the window formed a long line, and what disturbed their tranquility was the melodious music before dinner in the courtyard....

Because Li Ai was going back later, Su Lan stayed in the orphanage to eat today, and the furnishings in the canteen of the orphanage were very simple.

Several square tables, after the meal, the children all sat down under the guidance of the aunt,

There are special children with cerebral palsy who can't eat on their own and need to be fed by their aunts, and there are also people with mental retardation who put the empty rice bowl on their faces....The violent child in the corner likes to chase after people when they see them....

Eating is like the war of the century, and those who don't wash their hands can't wait to sit in.

The younger ones are led by the sister and brother of the volunteers.

The meals for the week are not the same, and the nutrition is prepared in advance.

When the food is in place, everyone buries their heads and knows that Suosuo eats, they all eat very deliciously, some eat quickly, smack their mouths and run over to serve the second bowl, afraid that they will not be able to grab the rest of the dishes....some need to be fed, the aunt moves quickly, feeding them one by one...

Su Lan is very well-behaved, compared to the wolfing of other children, she chews carefully, which is completely a strong contrast.

There are a lot of dishes today, including fried pork with bamboo shoots and slices that she likes to eat...

Chen Fan sat diagonally opposite him, the little girl scooped spoonfuls and put them into her mouth, and inadvertently looked at Chen Fan who was pulling the food, Chen Fan was very thin, as if there were more bones than meat, with a small flat head, he didn't seem to have much appetite....

Of course, Su Lan didn't have the heart to think about Chen Fan, who was still thinking about the morning, it only had food in its eyes.

He yelled at her and yelled at her, a little regretful, but when he saw the corners of the girl's mouth on the other side slightly upturned, shiny, and looked in a particularly good mood, his heart sank again.

I simply didn't even eat, I just stood up, took the plate and was about to leave, and walked in the direction of the canteen gate...

Seeing him stand up, Su Lan was stunned for a moment, there was still a grain of white rice hanging from the corner of her mouth, she quickly lowered her head and pulled a few bites, picked up the bowl and followed him closely, she followed him out of the cafeteria with small steps all the way, because usually as long as Su Lan came to eat, Chen Fan was waiting for her to go together...

Today's food is delicious, she mutters a little, she hasn't eaten it yet...

She looked silly, and her sturdy calves shook with the amplitude. When Su Lan put the bowl, Aunt Zhou in the cafeteria stopped her to wipe her mouth, and secretly stuffed her with two white sugars.

She remembered that the two had an awkward quarrel in the morning, Xiao Su Lan pinched her palm, and immediately ran out...

Right!

She wants to prove to Chen Fan that her mother is right, that the children are alive and well, and that no one has been harmed...

After a short distance, the sky was gone, one after the other, and the elongated shadow was accidentally stepped on by the back,

Both of them seem to be secretly guessing each other, quietly glimpsing, quietly who else has not been angry, for a long time.

"What are you doing!?" Su Lan was startled by the slightly fierce attitude, she didn't flinch, blinking her watery eyes,

At this moment, the moonlight that was rising in the sky gradually blurred, she was digging something in her pocket, groping, looking extremely funny, she slowly approached Chen Fan and handed it to him.

The boy's body pressed the girl's head, one thin and one fat, looking Su Lante childish.

He didn't take it, but his eyes couldn't escape his sincere heart.

It's a photo...

Above it is a child surrounded by a man and a woman, and his little face is full of happiness.

It seems that people who can render the photos can be rendered, Chen Fan took it hesitantly, he couldn't take his eyes off it, and pinched the corner of the photo tightly....

The face is knocked up, but it disappears all at once, and the date behind the photo shows that it was taken recently...

Her cautious and sincere appearance embarrassed him...

The man was his younger brother, and the abandonment, fear, and sadness they spent together were barriers that he could not break,

And four years ago, he was taken away first, leaving him ....

Fifteen or sixteen-year-old boys always like to stalemate their fragile self-esteem, and the girl seems to catch the boy's cover, she snickers like a round hamster, sneering and shaking her shoulders...

But his pair of morning dew was clear, and it had already slowly melted.

The two children still have a very tacit understanding, and at first you bumped into me and I bumped into you and joked.

The encounter and separation in this orphanage were both gentle and sentimental, and the two fought for a while......

Li Ai finished the work at hand, carrying Su Lan's small schoolbag in the stairwell and calling her home, suddenly remembered something, and ran back to the office,

Su Lan walked to Li Ai's car helplessly, turned around and waved her hand at him, saying goodbye, the moment she turned her head...

The waves in the boy's eyes are reflected in the moonlight...

"Rustle"

"Rustle"

Whose footsteps are from near to far... Under the dark streetlamp, a small shadow was running fast.

The loss vanishes in an instant...

Thinking of something, Su Lan trotted back again.

She glanced in Li Ai's direction, took out two milky white sugars from her pocket, she peeled them quickly, handed them to Chen Fan, and stuffed the other one into her mouth. He took it, followed her example, and took a bite to enter.

The sweetness slowly spreads and melts in the taste buds.

For this kind of snack that I have never eaten or seen, this sweetness has suddenly become the most precious thing in the world, Su Lan secretly shared it with Chen Fan, their mouths are bulging, it is really fragrant and delicious.

Chen Fan has never eaten anything good, Su Lan is actually the same as him, Li Ai is in a tight tube, except for fruits at home, her diet is planned one by one, and there is no spicy chicken food.

Li Ai came out, and with this call, Su Lan almost swallowed the toffee, which was too dangerous.

picked up Su Lan, who was a thief, and drove on the way home.

His saccharification was melted, there was still an aftertaste in his mouth, and his heart was warm and unstoppable, watching her leave in the direction.

In fact, this "sister" is not stupid, and even understands him better than he thinks.

For a moment, he realized that maybe he shouldn't stop others from being happy.

The children in the orphanage have them, like his brother, to have the qualifications of a family...

It was he who prevented them from having the beginning of happiness step by step......

....never again......

……

Not long after the two returned home, it suddenly rained heavily.

Su Lan read the children's story as usual,

When it was time to go to bed, she went to the bathroom to brush her teeth and climbed into the cot early.

But she was not very comfortable from the beginning, she thought she was sleepy, and the sound of rain falling outside the window, knocking on the window over and over again, she seemed even more uncomfortable.

The clock was eleven o'clock, and she felt that something was poking her in her stomach, obviously she was lying down, she was a little dizzy, and her throat seemed to be very uncomfortable...

She staggered out of bed, trying to pour water, and could strongly feel her heartbeat pounding...

It's so uncomfortable, the vision is a little blurry....

What's going on.. Mom and Dad...

There is still a bright light in the living room... She staggered to her feet and walked towards the only light....

"Knock"

Li Ai hadn't slept yet, just wanted to come out and turn off the lights,

This sudden muffled grunt came from the next room....

The left eyelid twitched a nerve, and she subconsciously shouted

"Lanlan" ???......