Qiao Nan has always been known for his high degree of self-discipline, but there are only two habits that he can't quit. One is playing games, and the other is smoking.

During his college years, he was punished for playing games, and he had a long conflict with his father because of this, but many years later, games are still a great tool for him to relieve stress, and as for smoking, he put down three times. The first time was after a serious injury, and the other two times were when having children.

When he was young, his lover thought he was a handsome smoker, and after being severely injured, he ordered him not to smoke again. He was honest for a while, and his addiction to cigarettes relapsed in 2012.

"Everyone else smokes, can I not smoke? Smoking not only relieves stress, but also strengthens relationships. ”

Whatever he does, he finds a valid reason. But as long as his lover cries, he feels that he is making trouble unreasonably, so he can only restrain himself.

Later, there were two more children in the family who took care of themselves. The son told him in all seriousness that smoking is bad for his health. His eyes glared and he turned back - I'll take care of you when you grow up. But when his daughter says, "Dad, it's not good to smoke", he will smile in an instant - ouch, it's still a little padded jacket.

It was probably in 2017 that he had a severe cold and coughed badly, but he still didn't forget to find a cigarette to smoke. His lover was so angry that he found a piece of it, pointed to the shadow on it and said, "Qiao Nan, have you forgotten this shadow?!"

"I haven't forgotten, I haven't forgotten, put it away!"

His lover hung up the film, as if it was a public execution, and everyone who came to the house could watch it.

Wedding photos were hung on the bedside, and a chest X-ray was posted on the bedside. It's good, it's very personal.

Although his lover wanted to give him a warning, he couldn't scare him at all. The root of it is because he has lived a good life until now, and he has not been terrified because of that shadow.

That chest X-ray was taken in 2010, when he was still very young. After he told his girlfriend, Miss Wen immediately burst into tears.

The electrician had just helped her with her father's financial problems, and before she could be happy, he brought news of a suspected case. People's lives are full of surprises, and hers is full of fright.

Miss Wen's crying was so fierce that it completely exceeded Qiao Nan's imagination. He hurriedly comforted her, but she couldn't listen to it at all, and wailed over and over again: "My grandfather died of lung cancer!"

"Miss Wen! Wenwen! Shadows represent many possibilities, cancer is only a 1 in 4 to 5 probability, do you think I am so unlucky? I just escaped death and was sentenced to death?"

Wen Jing shook her head resolutely: "Definitely won't be so unlucky!"

"My symptoms are completely unrelated to cancer, don't cry!"

"And how do you know?"

"I checked it and asked the doctor. ”

Wen Jing stopped crying and looked at him fixedly.

"Honestly, no one is more worried about it as cancer than I am. So the moment the doctor asked me to do a puncture, I was confused. I looked up a lot of information and asked the doctor......"

"Say no more. ”

"Miss Wen, I did other tests and confirmed that there was inflammation, but I wasn't sure what was going on. The purpose of the puncture examination is to rule out the possibility of cancer and to further diagnose the diagnosis. ”

Wen Jing folded her hands and prayed, Qiao Nan didn't feel funny at all, but was very moved. He touched her head and said, "Although the disease is ruthless, the human body is always stronger than imagined." What's more, I belong to the category of being strong and strong, and I have to take a detour when I am seriously ill. ”

The results will come out tomorrow, Wen Jing is restless and can't even eat. Qiao Nan took medicine and had a bad cough, but he was calm and lived his life step by step. His calmness also gave Wen Jing great comfort.

After dinner, he still wears glasses, stares at the computer, and concentrates on his work. Wen Jing asked him to rest, and he said that he would sleep after writing this material.

"You're still sick, so you can't rest for a while?"

"I am not born to rest. Qiao Nan skillfully tapped on the keyboard and said, "This year we are going to change to a new sniper rifle, it is said that the scope is very good, but unfortunately I can't hit it." Now, the keyboard is my new weapon, my closest companion, listen, this click, like a hail of bullets?"

……

The electrician was stunned.

Even Wen Jing could see how frustrated he was when he couldn't shoot. But he hid that loss well and actively looked for new value.

"Miss Wen, go to sleep, give me a warm quilt first. ”

A shadow took over his chest, and he still had the heart to gag. But jokes aside, his attention was all on the computer. Considering his principle of secrecy, Wen Jing never refused to look closely, but saw colorful charts flashing on the computer screen from a distance, and she didn't know what they were.

It is said that he is the fastest rising among the same batch of military academy graduates, but everyone knows that his rapid promotion was earned by his hard work day and night.

Looking at his meticulous appearance, Wen Jing was very worried that he was overworked, and she couldn't bear to disturb his work. She went to the kitchen to warm up a glass of milk, gently placed it beside him, and then lay down on the cot behind him, and fell asleep at some point.

When she woke up, she found herself in the electrician's arms. His rugged gasps echoed in her ears, reassuring her.

"Miss Wen......" He suddenly woke up and called her name in the darkness.

"What's wrong? Can't sleep?"

He seemed to be asleep and said, "Pray for me again!"

……

During the day, he still looks righteous and awe-inspiring, and once he sleeps beside him, he is like a child.

Xiao Yang said that as long as Qiao Nan was on the training ground, they didn't even dare to laugh, let alone be distracted. As soon as he pulled down his face, they didn't even dare to breathe. Wen Jing had never seen Qiao Nan, the cold-faced instructor on the training ground, but she had seen him strategize a lot. But now lying beside her is not an instructor, nor a staff officer, but her boyfriend, a young man with a childish spirit.

Wen Jing turned around, pressed her cheek against him, and said lovingly, "I've been praying, I'll be fine." ”

He closed his eyes and said, "I just had a nightmare. ”

"What nightmare?"

"I dreamed that a snake crawled away from me. He seemed very annoyed: "When I used to train, I would lie down in the mountains for a day, and all kinds of disgusting insects would crawl on my body, and snakes would climb on me or look at me, and every time I would scare it away with my mind." But I had a dream just now, and I couldn't sleep. ”

Wen Jing shuddered: "What kind of training are you guys doing? It's disgusting to death just thinking about it, can't you get rid of those bugs or something?"

"No, even if you are bitten, you have to endure it, if you move, you will expose the target, and exposure means failure, so you can only persevere. I think I was also a good man back then, and now I am awakened by a nightmare. ”

Wen Jing patted him lightly and said, "The snake crawled away from you, which means that your illness is cured." Don't be afraid, sleep a little longer!"

Qiao Nan turned around and sighed silently. He can't do anything about this kind of life full of trials. But he believes that every time he crosses a hurdle, he will be more open-minded than before, and feel that nothing matters.

Anyway, neither of them could sleep, Wen Jing simply got up and cooked two cups of milk tea, took some small biscuits from the refrigerator, and the two sat on the carpet in the living room, watching the sun rise. Wen Jing talked about the sunrises she had seen around the world, but the most memorable one she had was the sunrise over the sea that she saw in the port city.

"It seems that there is a text in elementary school called "Sunrise on the Sea", and after learning it, my grandfather took me to the beach to watch the sunrise. At that time, I saw the sun jump up from the sea, and the whole world brightened, and I can't forget the shock. ”

Qiao Nan has also seen all kinds of sunrises, the most memorable is on the plateau, it is not until mid-morning, the sun slowly rises. When I was exhausted, I felt that there was still hope when I saw a ray of sunshine overhead.

Wen Jing smiled: "Look, wait a little longer, the sunshine will come, isn't that scene more unforgettable?"

"Now that I think about it, that's exactly what happened. But then I felt very cold, tired, and bare, and the sun was the most beautiful sight I could see at that time. ”

Although they were only sitting in the corner of the living room, the two of them seemed to have seen the rising sun of the world. After drinking the milk tea, Qiao's parents called first and asked him how the results of the examination were. Qiao Nan had no choice but to tell them that the results hadn't come out yet. Immediately afterward, my sister called again and made an appointment to meet at the hospital to see the results together.

Hanging up the phone, Qiao Nan said with a smile, from childhood to adulthood, he has not received as much care as this time. "In the past, I had good grades and grew strong, and my parents never worried about me. It's good that I'm the one they miss the most. ”

Wen Jing smiled: "You are the second of three children, and a child like you has a special scientific name, called 'Zhong'er'." ”

"Ah, the psychologist is online again!"

"The eldest is the first child of the parents, so the parents will be very nervous and give him the most care, and the third child is very small and needs more care, so the second child caught in the middle is left out and often shows that he is not confident enough, or wants to attract the attention of his parents in other ways. However, your family is in a special situation, and you are the only boy in the middle, and I haven't seen the middle child syndrome in you anyway. ”

Qiao Nan pursed her lips and smiled: "Then I may be the middle who has received the most attention." ”

Remembering his anxiety while sleeping, Wen Jing decided to drive herself to avoid accidents for him. Qiao Nan had long forgotten about his fragile self in the dark night, and whistled while driving. Wen Jing thought to herself, sure enough, the fragility of electricians is hidden in an invisible place.

Qiao Lu waited for them in the hospital early in the morning, and after getting the report, she nervously looked for a doctor. The doctor looked at the report and didn't say anything for a long time, which is usually a sign of bad news.

"Judging by the results, it is not a tumor ......"

As soon as the doctor finished saying this, Wen Jing covered her chest and silently recited "Amitabha". Qiao Lu was no longer tense, much more relaxed than before.

Faced with the reaction of the family, the doctor was already surprised, and he asked Qiao Nan: "Have you done anti-inflammatory treatment before?"

"Yes, but the treatment is okay, and when the medicine is stopped, it is still coughing. ”

"If so, taken together, it should be possible to rule out lung inflammation, which may be a problem with the trachea. Don't be too nervous, don't take it lightly, do the treatment for a few days and see how it goes. ”

Wen Jing hurriedly asked, "Doctor, is his illness related to his last injury, or is it related to his smoking?" ”

"It's hard to judge, maybe, this disease is related to his overwork?"