By the time he came back with the painkillers, I was curled up in a couch.

"Go to bed and take the medicine. He said in my ear.

I shook my head. Don't want to move.

"Be good, be obedient, bear with me and go to bed, don't sleep here. "He's like a child.

I shook my head anyway. The strength to speak is almost gone.

He stopped talking nonsense with me, put the medicine bottle in his hand on the coffee table, reached for my back with one hand, passed the other hand under my leg, and directly hugged me horizontally.

I was startled, and subconsciously grabbed the placket of his chest, and the whole person was uncontrollably attached to his chest.

He walked very steadily, and when he leaned on his arms, he felt very steady, and he unconsciously wanted to close his eyes.

After setting me on the bed, he helped me get water and medicine. There was no place to sit in this room, so he sat on the head of the bed and stayed with me.

After the effect of the medicine came up, the pain was relieved a little, and I curled up in the quilt and muffled and said, "Thank you......"

He reached out again and probed my forehead to make sure I didn't have a fever before saying, "People of this age don't know how to pay attention to their diet." ”

I'm still in pain, and I'm not in the mood to listen to someone lecture me right now, so I pulled the quilt and tried to wrap myself from head to toe.

But the quilt on the other side was pressed under Lu Chenyu. I didn't pull it.

I'm lying here, he's sitting over there, in the same bed, and we're pretty close.

I suddenly began to wonder if we had been getting too close lately, which was not what I expected. My contract is about to expire, and it stands to reason that my marriage relationship with Lu Chenyu may also be over, but why is it getting closer and closer?

We didn't necessarily see each other for a month or two, and it seems that there have been so many things going on in the past few days. However, things like filming and exploring classes used to happen, but they were all done for outsiders to see.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but gently pushed Lu Chenyu beside me and said, "I'm fine, you don't have to accompany me, go and rest." ”

After waiting for a while, I didn't hear any reply, I couldn't help but raise my eyes and look, and I saw Lu Chenyu looking at me condescendingly, and said, "Where do you let me rest, sofa or bathroom?"

I would say it's a big deal to open another room, why bother two people crammed into the same bed. When we were able to go to work, we slept in the same room or even in the same bed. In fact, everyone is not a person from the old feudal society, and sleeping in a bed will not be good, there was no hypocrisy before, and it is not good to suddenly be hypocritical now.

I made an excuse and said, "Isn't it uncomfortable for me, I'm afraid that it will hurt again at night and affect your rest." ”

"Well, then I'll just take care of you. He replied casually, picked up the book from the bedside table, and flipped it up.

"This ...... No, I'll call Reshaping to take care of me. "I just don't want to sleep in a bed with him anyway.

With a "snap", Lu Chenyu closed the book that had just turned two pages in his hand, and said in a not very friendly tone: "Remodeling is a man!"

"Aren't you also a man?"

"I'm your husband. ”

"Fake!" I retorted indignantly.

Lu Chen's eyes were a little obscure, he raised his eyebrows slightly, and said, "Sleeping together a few more times will become true." ”

What kind of nonsense is this! I was flustered! To hide my uneasiness, I bluffed at him and turned to sleep with my head covered with my back to him. But from an angle he couldn't see, my face burned uncontrollably.

I'm annoyed, I'm so annoying! Lu Chenyu is really an annoying star!

I have been used to sleeping alone since I was a child, and suddenly there is another person next to me, and I always can't sleep steadily. I didn't know how long I had been asleep when I woke up from a dream, but when I opened my eyes, it was dark and there was no one on the other side of the bed.

There was a light projected in the outside, and I walked to the door and saw Lu Chenyu sitting on the sofa, looking at the script on his lap through the soft light of the table lamp. He watched intently, not noticing that I was up and leaning against the doorframe to look at him.

Outside the camera, he is always not smiling, not like an actor at all, but full of arrogance, like a businessman or politician in a high position.

And when he acted, he was completely different. He has played a soft rice man with low self-esteem and cowardice, a thief who steals chickens and dogs, a revolutionary who kills decisively, and a swordsman who is too amorous and dashing. So people like us, everything we play like, how can we judge which face is the real face.

When he raised his hand to turn the page, he saw me in the corner of his eye and looked up. We looked at each other in silence for a few seconds, and then he tilted his chin and motioned for me to sit next to him.

I kicked my slippers and moved over step by step, facing Lu Chenyu sat on the sofa sideways, hugged my knees, and leaned my face on the back of the sofa.

"Are you hungry, do you want to eat?" he asked, his eyes still on the script.

The night was exceptionally quiet, and his voice was particularly clear.

I had just woken up, and I was still a little dazed, too lazy to speak, so I didn't answer. We spent a moment together quietly like this, and I asked, "I want to ask you something." ”

He didn't answer, but closed the script in his hand and turned his head to look at me, looking deaf.

"What should an actor do if their understanding of the character is contrary to what they are in the script? I said quietly.

Lu Chenyu pondered for a moment before he spoke: "The benevolent see the benevolent, and the wise see the wise." Screenwriters believe in actors' performances, and actors should also trust screenwriters' professionalism. ”

"But...... "I closed my eyes in pain," the writer just wrote the character. I have understood the role for a few months, filmed for a few months, Luo Jining was created by me, I am her and she is me, this role has been integrated into my blood and bones, who can know her better than me? I always feel that her love for Mr. Zhou is no longer a feeling, it is like a supplement in life, she has nothing else to do in her life except love Mr. Zhou. Such a woman, even if she is so cold that she decides to stop loving him, how can she be willing to stand by while she sees him dying. Where love and non-love can be drawn by a line. ”

Lu Chenyu didn't speak, but he could see that he frowned slightly, looking like he was thinking carefully. I'm also thinking about it, I'm stuck in this thing these days and can't get out.

Then he said: "Maybe for Rodinin, life is not so important. She uses her life to love someone, but she can't get this person and this love, and that life is meaningless, so her life and other people's lives don't matter. ”

I thought about Lu Chenyu's words.

In fact, what he said before was right, there are a thousand Hamlets in the hearts of a thousand people, and no one can understand and expect anything exactly the same, I just can't find an outlet that can make my emotions go to the same track as the screenwriter. And Lu Chenyu's words just happened to be one direction.

After feeling the character for a while, I muttered to myself: "It's okay to be dead, clean when you're dead, you don't have to watch him love and marry other women anymore." ”

Lu Chenyu didn't disturb me from entering the play, and let me think about it for a long time. I thought about it smoothly, and my mood opened up as soon as I could, sat up straight and stretched, grinning at Lu Chenyu.

Lu Chenyu saw that I was pulling my hair in pain just now, and now he laughed, and he rarely laughed with me, and said, "Don't you look down on me for acting." Why ask me. ”

"Looking down on you is my personal emotional bias does not affect my discussion of the plot with you and my professional judgment. I said seriously.

In fact, the real reason is that I am greedy for shortcuts. There are many shortcuts in the world, such as Xue Chiai's commitment to Lin Chengdong, you can easily get a lot of good resources, and the small shortcuts are like me coming to Lu Chenyu to ask about the play, I only need to pull down some face, but it can save me a lot of time that I can't think about.

In the past, I was too high-minded, and I didn't want to pay the slightest price, so I made my acting career so difficult.

After that, Lu Chenyu went back, and I also returned to the crew to continue filming. After adjusting the state, everything naturally went well, and even the assistant director no longer looked for my fault as if he had changed sex. But the only thing that doesn't make me happy is remodeling.

I usually don't take care of eating when I'm busy with work and filming, and my meals have always been irregular, except that my stomach is not very good, I don't feel anything wrong, and I just can keep in shape. But since I had a stomachache that day, Chongshuo is like an old mother staring at me all day long.

The crew's diet was rough, and he went out to help me buy food and came back, and it was full of food that was warm and stomach-nourishing and easy to digest.

I was so annoyed that I couldn't help but complain: "I'm filming and not in confinement, I won't increase your salary if you run around like this to deliver me food, aren't you tired?"

"No, sister, you don't have to talk about me anymore, I must watch you eat well. In the future, you don't want to eat spicy and cold things. "It's the first time I've been so resolute against my will.

I reluctantly took the millet porridge he had just bought, and ate it tastelessly, "Why didn't I see you so nosy before, I knew you were like this, and I didn't even give you a probationary period at the beginning." ”

Chongshuo's expression suddenly became a little embarrassed, his eyes flashed, and then he said: "I didn't pay attention to it before, since I am your assistant, I should also be responsible for your health." ”

"Strange sudden sex change......" I muttered, rolling my eyes.

The result of eating it like this is that after the filming of "At Sea", my whole body was rounded. The crew joked that the heroine Luo Jining ended up worried and haggard, but looking at me like this, no matter how you look at it, she looks like a fat lord with a wide heart.

In fact, no matter how busy and tired the filming is, it's okay, not to mention the full life, and you can hide and be clean. The first thing I had to face after returning from filming was my contract with Xingchen. Sister Ai has called several times to urge, but I have been perfunctory under the pretext that I am busy filming.