Chapter 82: Humble and Downcast
I thought I could calmly accept everything that happened here today, but in fact I was wrong, when I saw Mo Zhenzhen and Liu Quan appear, I realized that I was so humble and depressed today...
When Su Yi put his arm around Liang Yiwei and toasted us, my eyes no longer dared to look at Su Yi... Until I poured that half glass of champagne down my throat in one go...
"By the way, I'll leave first if I have a few things to do. I couldn't care so much anymore, I put down my glass, and without waiting for them to say a word, I hurried away from the engagement party...
The moment I walked out of the door, I seemed to hear the voice of a blind man calling out to me.
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Driving a country's car, scurrying on the road... I opened the window and tried to let the cold winter wind to wake up a bit...
I want to know what I'm doing, didn't I say that I want to bless Su Yi? Why is my heart hurting so much at this moment? Why am I so uncomfortable after seeing Mo Zhenzhen and Liu Quan, didn't I let her go?
What the hell is wrong with me...
After shopping for a long time, I finally parked my car next to the Integrity Square opposite the high school... I hid myself behind a big rock, like a helpless fool, quietly watching the couples walking by on the street, watching their faces full of laughter, I realized how lonely I was...
Hiding from the cold wind, I lit a cigarette... Struggling to break free of my coat, I was finally able to gasp for air, and I finally took off the disguise of this set of people, because I knew that I didn't belong to their world...
The moment I took off my coat, the bag containing the white floral dress gently slipped off my body. I picked up the bag, took out the neatly folded white floral dress, looked at it, I smiled, this smile has too much helplessness and inferiority...
I once fell in love with a woman for ten years, and I stayed together for ten years, from the young high school years to college, and then from college out of society, and then because of money, we broke up. Yes, I don't have any money, we separated, she married a rich and powerful man ...
But I don't want to separate, but I don't have a choice...
Now, there is another love in front of me, but because of the gap between us, I don't even have the courage to say what I like to her... I can't stand those gossips, and I don't want to be looked down upon by the Su family and the world...
I snuffed out the cigarette that had burned to the butt and refilled it until my throat ached, and I put the cigarette case back into my trouser pocket...
I put the floral dress back on, put my phone on airplane mode again, and lay quietly on the edge of the big rock, just listening to the late winter evening breeze and not wanting to be disturbed by too many other things...
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In fact, I don't know how long I've been lying here, but I feel like I've got an extra covered garment, and a fragrant fragrance is waving back and forth in my nostrils...
I opened my eyes slightly, but I was blinded by the street lamp, and in the haze, a woman wearing pink pajamas, cotton slippers, and seemed to have eyes sat next to me...
She slowly moved her face closer to me, and I finally saw who she was... I was surprised by her appearance...
"You're awake. Yao Shan asked without a hint of emotion.
I opened my eyes and took off my coat again, but asked her curiously, "Why are you here?" ”
"I just want to see if you're dead. Yao Shan said with a hint of teasing.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I'm alive and well. ”
"Alright, I'll see you're fine, I'll go first. Yao Shan stood up and prepared to leave... I grabbed her.
"You haven't answered my question yet, why are you here? ”
"Want to know?" Yao Shan leaned her face over again.
"Hmm. I didn't have any more strength to speak, so I could only reply to her with words like gold.
"Okay. Yao Shan sat down again, leaned next to me, and explained to me why she was here...
It turned out that when I left Su Yi's engagement banquet, the blind man and Chen Yun chased after me, and they just wanted to call me, but I had already left in the Maserati. Later, Chen Yun was afraid that something would happen to me, so she called Yao Shan and asked her to help find her, and then the blind man and Chen Yun also left the engagement scene in advance...
"Then as soon as I got out of the school gate, I saw the Maserati that Yun'er said, I went to see if you would be there, and then I saw that you were really lying here. ”
After listening to Yao Shan's words, I felt a little guilty, the blind couple was really busy for me, even Yao Shan didn't have time to change clothes, and ran out in pajamas.
I said to Yao Shan a little apologetically: "Thank you, I still have to trouble you to run out in the middle of the night." ”
Yao Shan shook her hand: "It's okay." ”
During my conversation with Yao Shan, I turned off the airplane mode, and after a while, my phone showed dozens of missed calls and messages from several people...
"It's over, I've got to call the blind man. With that, I was anxious to dial his number, because he had made more than a dozen missed calls on the caller ID.
"Don't worry, I told them you're here, they're coming!" Yao Shan pressed my hand, and I was relieved a little...
But among the missed calls, in addition to Yao Shan and the blind man, there were a few more calls from Su Yi, and I also received two messages from her on my phone...
One is: "Xiuwen, what's wrong with you!" and the other is: "Received a message to reply to me." "Looking at the messages Su Yi sent me and the missed calls she made to me, I didn't know how to reply to her, I could only look at the screen and hesitate, just when I was at a loss, Yao Shan called out to me...
"What are you doing in a daze!"
I came back to my senses: "Oh, nothing. ”
"What the hell is wrong with you today. Yao Shan's eyes slowly approached me, as if she was interrogating a prisoner.
"No, I just want to come here to blow the wind. ”
Yao Shan couldn't help but glance at me angrily: "Don't fool me, I asked Yun'er just now, she didn't say anything, she didn't say anything when she asked you, I knew you were all like this, so I let you fend for yourself." ”
Although she was wearing pajamas and hurriedly ran out to find me, I was very touched and grateful to her, but for those gossips, I was still very speechless...
"It's not good for you to know, it's better to be a quiet handsome woman. ”
"Oh, got it. Yao Shan pursed her lips, obviously a little unhappy.
Even if Yao Shan is not happy, I don't want to say anything about it anymore, but Yao Shan is also very interested in not asking more... Actually, it's not that I don't dare to say it, I just really don't want to talk about these again, and then I make a mess of my emotions...