Lu Chenyu pressed the lighter, lit the cigarette, and took my words, "You want to say, I'm in love with you?"

It's really tiring to have such a conversation, and we are always tempting, and we want to say something but refuse to finish it, for fear of giving up the room left for ourselves. In fact, there is no need for this, I just have doubts in my heart, there is nothing that I can't ask, even if I guess wrong, at most I am self-inflicted, and it is not much of a shame.

"If I said yes, would you believe it?" he asked in vain.

I was stunned and couldn't help but think about his words.

yes, will I believe it? I won't believe it. If it were the past, there would not even be such a conjecture, we were just partners, each with its own work and life to be busy, no one interfered with anyone, and there was very little intersection. When we couldn't stay together, we always quarreled because we didn't like each other, and each of us hated each other. I knew for sure that he hated me, and how could he possibly like someone he hated.

He is busy spreading scandals with female stars outside, although there are true and false, but I must not be the type he likes. He didn't even bother to look at me more.

I know what love looks like. The way he looks is naturally not what he would have when he loves me.

But the recent events have made me have this kind of conjecture. He was angry with me because of other men, he chose to help me when I was in the most difficult time, and he secretly took care of me so much, I found many seemingly reasonable and unreasonable reasons to explain his behavior, but I ignored the most reasonable reason - he was in love with me.

It's not that I'm being sentimental, it's that he misunderstands me.

Without allowing me to think too much, he asked, "Does it make any difference if I answer that you love it or not?"

What if he says he loves me...... No, I won't believe it! Even if I do...... It's horrible. Love itself is a terrible thing, and I don't think I have the ability to understand those things that love love, so it's better to stay away. If he says he doesn't love...... That couldn't be better, and that's what I hope!

So I shook my head vigorously at him.

I'm probably crazy to ask him that kind of question. What am I asking for?

It may be that there is a bit of stimulation these days. I just finished filming "On the Sea" and planned to take on Lu Chenyu's new drama, I thought that there would be a new turning point in my career, and the hope of keeping the clouds open and seeing the moon had just risen, and I was completely beaten back to hell by Zhao Zhichu's incident. Everyone was scolding me, they were questioning me, and when I had nowhere to go, I realized that I had so few relatives and friends around me.

I'm so lonely, my life is so lonely. At this time, only Lu Chenyu was standing beside me, as if I only had him.

At this age, I don't even understand what love is. In the past, my mother said that she loved me, but she would rather go shopping with her girlfriends than bother to help me hold a parent-teacher conference; Later, she told He Ye that she loved me, but he broke up with me after a few months; fans said they loved me, but they only loved me when I was beautiful, and when something happened, they scolded me more fiercely than anyone else.

I wish there was someone who loved me unwaveringly. Especially when this kind of isolation and helplessness was abandoned by the whole world, Lu Chenyu seemed to have become the last straw, which made me desperately want to grasp it. That's why I'm so anxious to ask him for something.

It's me who has lost my mind.

Seeing me in such pain, he stood up, stroked my head gently, and said, "Okay, don't think about it so much. We have been married for so long, and I used this marriage to transform and build a personality, and I also cleared up a lot of scandals. But you haven't gotten any benefit. I can't treat you too badly. ”

yes. That sounds a lot more reasonable. So I nodded confusedly. That's the end of the matter.

But afterwards I always felt that something was wrong. It's strange, I obviously came back to Xingshi to ask for sin, obviously he lost a lot, why was I educated by him?

He installed people by my side early on, and did so many big things behind my back that wanted to kill me, I ...... I should have fought him with a knife!

It can only be said that Lu Chenyu is too good at manipulating people's emotions. Before I knew it, my mind was following the direction he had guided. But the attitude at that time was already to recognize this matter, and if it happened again after the autumn, would it seem a little reversed, and the position might not be so firm......

But what else can be done? The immoral things he has done have now reached this point, and all subsequent salvation still needs to be supported by him. I can't afford to offend him at this time......

Of course, I stubbornly believe that the fact that I have fallen to such a miserable point now is caused by Lu Chenyu, so I have the right to urge him to deal with it quickly!

He also admitted that Zhao Zhichu's revelation was also promoted by him. He went to check Zhao Zhichu's old bottom, and used his connections to invite other artists to break out, and finally he summarized and closed. He said, I am a woman after all, this kind of thing of two parties tearing up is not good after all, and it would be great if he could do it for him as a husband.

Fortunately, it not only fulfilled my image of quiet years, but also established his sense of responsibility to protect his wife. It's the best of both worlds.

The public relations team made up the copy that he needed to post on Weibo, and he took his mobile phone and checked it carefully. I couldn't help but be curious and wanted to lean over to get a sneak peek, but he held his phone up high and said, "What are you looking at?"

"Let's see what's there, learn how other professionals write copy. "I craned my neck and looked up.

He put his phone behind him and said, "I paid someone to write it, and you want to read it in vain if you don't give money?"

"If you hadn't done so many things behind my back, I wouldn't have gotten to where I am now, why can't I get my consent to send a copy now?" Do you still have the most basic respect for me!" he said, leaning over to grab his phone. But others are masters, and I can't reach them.

Of course I deliberately said it so heavily, although Lu Chenyu claimed that it was for my good, but when he mentioned this, he was somewhat weak-hearted, so he could only obediently comply, saying: "Okay, okay, I'll copy it to your WeChat, you can see it yourself." ”

I sat down and waited for him to send it to me. But after a glance, I suddenly saw that when he clicked on my WeChat dialog box, the name on it was a long list of Chinese characters.

My WeChat nickname is just the first letter of my name, just a short "SQ", for which others have joked, saying that my nickname means "angry", no wonder I don't have a good temper, and even joked that it means "stupid".

I saved Lu Chenyu's WeChat just to simply note his name. Even if he remarks my name, it should be the word "Sheng Qing", how can it be a big list?

I couldn't help but be curious, squinted at him, and asked, "What name did you save for me on WeChat?" ”

He smiled meaningfully, but didn't answer.

There is a greasy ......

While he wasn't looking, I reached for his phone. He was defenseless, and I snatched him, and when I looked down, the note he saved for me turned out to be "my heart and liver baby little wife".

"What the hell!" I looked at him angrily.

Lu Chenyu wanted to snatch the phone back at first, but since I had seen it, he simply calmed down and said, "Didn't you say it yourself." You are my sweet little wife. ”

As soon as he reminded me, I remembered that when I asked him to help me speak up, I said this...... But at the time, it was completely smooth, and he talked nonsense wherever he thought, who knew that he would also get the handle, and he saved a note for me!

"Are you a pervert, why are you so disgusting!" "It's still a little wife, look at my sister's honor, where does it look like a little wife, and the slut is almost the same."

"I'm disgusting? Are you embarrassed to say me? I'll remind you again, that's what you said. ”

...... "I'm really shooting myself in the foot."

Just thinking about how to coax him to change this note, there was a "beep" sound, and a message came in.

I didn't mean to peep at his message, but the phone happened to be in my hand, and I saw it directly when the message came in. I can't see anything else on the dialog page, I can only see that the message that comes in is an emoji message, and the sender's name is impressively written with two words - Song Rao!

appeared, and I had vaguely doubted this person for a long time...... finally appeared on Lu Chenyu's mobile phone again!

Curiosity has jumped to an unprecedented height, but I really can't show this kind of voyeuristic desire in front of Lu Chenyu, so I can only return the phone to him as if nothing happened, and ask casually: "Hey, do you know Song Rao?"

"Why? Want an autograph?" replied as if casually.

"Cut!" I rolled my eyes, disdainful.

If it were another actress, I would definitely say: "When my sister was popular, she didn't know where to play tricks." "But the object is Song Rao, I still have to be convinced.

Song Rao is slightly older than me, about the same age as Lu Chenyu, and when she developed steadily, it was also when I became popular, if we were still quite equal at that time, but people's acting careers have never gone downhill, and have always been steadily rising and developing, and now they have been among the ranks of international first-line actresses, and they have won a lot of awards.

The most important thing is that Song Rao has never had any substantial black material scandals, and there is almost no lace gossip, all relying on step-by-step blockbuster works, who can not be convinced if she can have such resources?

In terms of identity and status, she and Lu Chenyu are a good match. Since her debut, she has been the goddess of the entertainment industry and has been admired by countless people. Occasionally, some people will say that if I hadn't taken the wrong path at the beginning, I would probably be like Song Rao today.