He didn't bother with me, and said: "There are many dirtier things in the entertainment industry than you think, and Qin Yu is not clean." But not talking about personal issues, he still has some methods and principles for dealing with companies and artists. Weigh it up for yourself. ”

If it was just a work relationship, of course his personal emotional problems had nothing to do with me, but now it is his personal feelings that have something to do with my girlfriend, and even affect me.

"You're just telling me the truth, is he married?"

Lu Chenyu looked at me with some scrutiny, and then said, "There is no legal marriage, but he has a girlfriend who has been in private for many years and has a child with her. ”

Girlfriend who has been dating privately for many years...... Could it be Zhuo Zhinan?!I probably know that Zhuo Zhinan seems to have a secret relationship with a lover in the circle.

"That girlfriend...... Who is it?" I asked, fearfully.

"Outsiders, you don't know each other. ”

Hearing him say this, I was also relieved, it was not Zhuo Zhinan. Thinking about it, there are all children, how can Zhuo Zhinan secretly hide it for ten months and give birth to a child with a big belly. That's what is the relationship between Zhuo Zhinan and Qin Yu!

Probably seeing that I was secretly confused and troubled, Lu Chenyu kindly added: "He is not married, but he is married, and he is involved with some actresses in the circle, and he does things very secretly, he has never been caught, and he is good at dancing with long sleeves, and he has almost never offended anyone." And no one is going to dig up his shady things. ”

Yes. I have been speculating about Zhuo Zhinan's relationship with him, but there is one of the most unbearable conjectures - Zhuo Zhinan is his lover.

Although he did not go through the legal process to get a marriage certificate with his girlfriend outside the circle, since he has been dating for many years and has children, there is no difference between getting married, if he is involved with Zhuo Zhinan again, then Zhuo Zhinan is no different from Xiaosan's mistress. That's why it can't be made public, it must be strictly concealed, and even my best friend can't reveal anything.

The amount of information is too large, and it is too contrarian, I can't accept it for a while, so I can only sigh.

There is such an embarrassing thing, and I don't know how to face Zhuo Zhinan, but fortunately, she didn't give me a chance to face her, and sent her two messages, but she didn't reply to me, and I couldn't be cheeky to contact her. Although he was innocent in his heart, he was helpless.

And the new drama is being prepared intensively, and I don't have time to think too much. Although the preparatory work in the early stage has little to do with me, Lu Chenyu always takes me to participate, which also gives me a feeling of fighting side by side and honor, and I can learn a lot of things that I have not had the opportunity to contact before.

After discussing for a long time, the movie was finally named "Negative Love", and when you heard the name, you knew that it was a tragic story related to love. Time was about the early 70s, the girl Sun Yixuan lived in the northwest with her father who was dedicated to supporting the poor suburbs of Guanju County Party Committee, and ushered in a group of young people who supported the northwest, including the male protagonist Song Yan and the second female Jiang Nanjing who grew up with his childhood sweetheart.

However, the arrival of these two men is not simple. More than 20 years ago, when Yixuan's father was still working in Beijing in the northwest, he was friends with Song Jiang's fathers, but they died due to political incidents, almost ruining the two families. The two grew up together and were bent on revenge, but unfortunately his grandfather was demoted to the northwest after the incident, and he could only take the opportunity to support the northwest to find a way.

The two managed to be assigned to the team led by their grandfather, deliberately got to know Yi Xuan and intended to get close, in order to get close to find a chance for revenge, Song Yan and Yi Xuan had an uncontrollable relationship in their relationship. Whether it was to deceive Yi Xuan's feelings for revenge, or whether it was difficult to hold back his intentions, even Song Yan himself couldn't tell.

It's a pity that under Jiang Nanjing's instigation, Song Yan still couldn't let go of his hatred and found an opportunity to expose his grandson's crimes, but he was also suppressed and retaliated by his grandson. The case of that year was turned over and re-investigated, although the grandfather was guilty, Song Jiang's father was not innocent, and the ugliness of each person can be seen.

In the end, Jiang Nanjing was killed, Song Yan absconded in fear of crime, and his grandson committed suicide by jumping off a cliff in disgrace. It seems that only Yi Xuan is the only one who has retreated, but he knows the sadness in it.

The biggest difficulty for me in the role of Sun Yixuan, as Lu Chenyu said, she loved Song Yan wholeheartedly from beginning to end, and her eyes were full of him, and she never hesitated. She is her father's pampered daughter, simple and kind with a bit of pride and naughtiness born in a good family, such a girl, at the age of her first love, met a boy who was more handsome than everyone she had ever seen, and that glance was almost identified, and it was doomed to the catastrophe of this life.

Even when Song Yan showed many clues, because she loved her too much, she chose to deceive herself and whitewash the peace, so I have to say that she is also responsible for the source of her grandson's suicide. Even if everything was revealed, and Song Yan had obvious murderous intentions towards her grandfather, she was still reluctant to let Song Yan die.

She is the only pure and harmless person in this play, who values love and righteousness, and loves everyone around her. This is obviously the opposite of my own personality, so to speak, there is no resemblance in the slightest. It's a role that takes a lot of effort for me to understand and figure out.

So I also put my heart down to read the script and understand the personality of the characters. A good way for me to get into the character is to imagine the life of this character from birth to adulthood, what kind of parents, relatives and friends she should have, and what kind of inevitable personality will be created by growing up in such an environment. Quickly play this process in your head countless times, and bring this character into your own life, as if you were possessed by a character. When she really becomes this character, if she wants to perform her emotions and stories after that, all her actions will become logical.

And it just so happens that Lu Chenyu is by my side, I can directly take him as Song Yan and bring him into my feelings. So for several days, he often found me talking to myself, and sometimes looked at him shyly and evasively, but it soon turned into a fiery desire.

After a few days, he finally couldn't stand it anymore, and when I quietly followed him with shame and joy to feel the role, he suddenly turned around and asked, "You were like this before filming?"

I paused, slowly came out of the role, calmed down and said, "Oh, I influenced you? ”

"I didn't mean that," Lu Chenyu was a little helpless, "It's just that you look like schizophrenia now, it's quite scary." If that's the only way you can play well, I can cooperate with you, and we can play against each other. ”

"That's good. "Of course I'll do it right away.

In fact, I am not very keen on playing in advance in private. Because I'm a very slow person, there is no self-familiarity, if I am not familiar with the actors who are playing against me, it will be a little embarrassing, so it is better to play in front of the camera. Anyway, I'm confident in my acting skills and won't delay much of the process.

can live with Lu Chenyu, so close to the water and the building, I am so urgent to enter the role, I shouldn't waste the opportunity.

And when he really started cooperating with me, the problem arose......

It's kind of an immersive approach for me to get into the play, and I'll admit it's a bit crazy. Lu Chenyu is not crazy, he is normal, he can't be at the same frequency as me. In the past, I was crazy about myself, completely immersed in my own imagination, but now all of a sudden someone starts to respond to me, and all the changes and developments are no longer in my own hands.

Even harder...... In the first half of the whole play, Sun Yixuan's deep affection for Song Yan is meaningful, from implicit ignorance to urgent love and fascination. In that era, it was necessary to be criticized for holding hands between men and women, but such a girl who lived in the feudal and conservative era and strict family education still couldn't suppress her emotions and impulses, and stole the forbidden fruit with her beloved boy.

In such a large-scale emotional drama, once I cooperate with Lu Chenyu, it is like falling in love. It's understandable to fall in love in front of the camera, but right now, we are alone and widowed in the same room, and there is no audience, so we can only play for each other, and the ambiguous awkwardness is like really falling in love.

Even Sister Sun, who didn't know what was going on, thought that we were husband and wife, and persuaded me with a smile on her face: "You are not young anymore, it is better to have a child as soon as possible." ”

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After a few times, I felt powerless, and I didn't want to play anymore but I was afraid that he would think I was not professional enough, so I could only find all kinds of excuses to pretend to be busy and dodge.

In this way, it was hard to get the time to start the crew.

The whole film is almost all live-action shooting, and the crew went to the northwest early to find a village with a similar sense of age in the play and set up the scenery. Lu Chenyu went a week earlier than me, and when I went to the crew, he came down the mountain to pick me up.

In order to fit the scene in the play, the shooting location was in a relatively remote mountainous area, and I had to take a plane to the provincial capital first, then drive a few hours into the county seat, and finally go up the mountain in the village.

Lu Chenyu knew that I had terminated the contract with the company, and now there were few competent people around me, so he arranged for all the work related to me to be taken over by the crew after joining the group, so I only brought two assistants and an accompanying staff member, and went into battle lightly.

Naturally, some crew members came to pick up the plane, but in order to show the "love of husband and wife", Lu Chenyu insisted on following, and I saw him standing at the exit of the special passage and waving to me from afar.

As soon as he walked up, he put his arm around my shoulders and asked, "Are you tired? The conditions in the mountains are not good, and you will have to endure some hardships. ”

It's normal to endure hardships in filming, and I've been mentally prepared since I knew the environmental background of this drama. I just admired Lu Chenyu's efficiency, he started to enter the play so quickly, and before he entered Song Yan's play, he first put our husband and wife into the play.