Who doesn't have a childhood, who doesn't have a childhood shadow.

For me, childhood was so beautiful, bitter, pure, spotless.

The shadow of my childhood has several aspects, one is small animals such as snakes and rats, the second is hunger, the third is fighting, the fourth is my parents, and the fifth is going out to meet people.

When it comes to small animals such as snakes and rats, I've always been scared of them. Hearing the snake, it goes without saying that I will feel creepy, because once a "canglong" [the snake in the granary of the house, eating mice] fell from my head, scared me out, the snake hung on the beam of my door, and when I rushed home, when I opened the door, it was alarmed, dragged it slippery, and the thick body fell half a meter behind me, I looked back, frightened and frozen, but the family held a hoe, the shovel drove it away, and I was able to get out.

As for rats, that's a pinch to the farmer, where there is food, there must be rats, even if your house is a concrete floor, and you have rat poison, and you put a rat trap, you must not be able to catch up with the speed of their reproduction, and I am indeed a victim, I was once woken up by rats at night, swishing sounds, rapid jumping everywhere, disgusting smell, my quilt was soaked in rat urine, not to mention how disgusting, and my socks and schoolbag were also spoiled by rats, it was unbearable, I think I must have missed that one at that time"Kuralong".

Speaking of hunger, when I was a child, the village only engaged in farming, and there was no other way to earn money than farming, and my family did not have much land, so my grandmother was seriously ill and left. My family owes a lot of debts, and although I can't say that I am in debt, I am also destitute. Hunger was a constant occurrence when I was a child, and I had nothing to eat except for the prescribed three meals a day, and I could only drink water when I was hungry. However, I finally survived, and the people in the village began to work in addition to work, and I became a child of migrant workers, no longer just a farmer's son.

As for the fight, that is the shadow left on me by my parents' generation, the older generation quarreled and fought more than once in order to fight for the clan land and house left by my grandfather, I was still very young, and I secretly cried more than once, I didn't have the courage to fight with them, maybe then I learned to put words and things in my heart.

And my parents, they were very nice, but they also left an indelible cloud in my childhood, I was beaten by my father because I dropped a bowl, I was beaten by my mother because I stole the family's money to buy snacks to eat. And, of course, I was taught a lesson by my dad's wake-up gas, and I was beaten up by my mom during menopause. I believe they love me, so I don't care about them, they are getting old, they need us to love.

Finally, I simply said that I didn't want to go out, when I was a child, I was not ashamed to live, happily went to the market, went to relatives, went to the neighbor's house, but when I was a little older, I gradually felt that my hair was not washed and embarrassed to go out, my clothes were old and I was not happy to go out, and my hair was long and I was not happy to go out, and gradually I didn't like to go out, and I was always the most comfortable at home, even if it was useless to be scolded by my mother, but it was not so serious, she said at most that I was like a girl, and the girl was a girl, and I could still bask in the sun without going out, and I still lived a good life。

Childhood was bitter and sad, where to say a handful of tears, thank you for the other two lives that gave me life, and take care of them with all your might, even if they dislike themselves again.

Some things are forgotten, but what should be remembered is still to remember, the shadow is a ray of sunlight that cannot be seen clearly, we must be under the sun, there will be shadows, don't forget the brilliant sun.