Chapter 136

"The Tao has lived for a long time, and I have witnessed thousands of joys and thousands of tragedies, maybe my pain is not worth mentioning in the eyes of the Taoist, but for me it is a catastrophe that will never recover, and I will be poor every day. ”

"I don't hate Xi Miao, but I complain, I blame him for not saying goodbye, I blame him for abandoning his brother, I blame him for not keeping his promise, I blame him for not returning. ”

"I have no friends, I don't have a confidant, I used to be, and I still am, I complain that I was just alone, why did the past break into my life, provoke me, but let me lose hope, all thoughts are lonely, let me suffer the most powerless death in the world, I am not so strong, why force me to accept this pain. ”

"Gu Xiyao, do you have the heart, a word of sorry, how to whitewash the peace? How to compensate for decades of suffering? How to plug the holes in my heart? How to return my peaceful life that has been subverted and reversed?"

"So, forget it, forget the past, start from the beginning, I hope that from tomorrow's rising sun, you and I don't have to know each other in this life, meet, the sky is high and the earth is wide, and each life is happy. Please, the Word grow up. Song Qing bowed and knocked on the ground......

If I can't get it, I'll let Gu Ximiao disappear forever in my life.

Frost and snow fell on the cold night, Su Meng leaned on the pillar under the corridor while admiring the cold moon, while throwing a peanut into his mouth from time to time, and occasionally pouring a few sips of wine, enjoying himself.

He looked up and smiled behind him, "What is the pestle doing there, why don't you close your eyes for a while?"

Song Qingzhi sat down beside him, "Why haven't you closed your eyes yet." ”

"I close my eyes every day on this mountain. I close my eyes a lot during the day, but I can't close my eyes at night. ”

Silenced for half a pillar of incense for a while

"Su Meng, I'm sorry. ”

"Songzi, I'm sorry. ”

Apologizing in unison, the two of them looked at each other, and then looked at the moon in the sky.

"Can I keep Daoist Su Meng?" asked from the soul.

"No, you can't. Su Meng did not hesitate. "I don't belong anywhere. ”

"Have you ever liked someone?" Song Qingzhi looked into Su Meng's eyes, "Have you ever stopped for her." ”

Su Meng shook her head, "There was a hint of hazy feeling, which quickly disappeared, and beauty is sometimes an indescribable artistic conception." Su Meng took a sip of wine, "What about you." Why haven't you married yet?"

Ignorance is the most gentle, but I can't blame you. Song Qingzhi was afraid that the secret in his eyes would be revealed, and he looked up at the sky, his heart was like a hole had been opened, the cold wind poured back, the ice was frozen to the bones, and his heart was painful.

"I still can't forget that after his death, I was so discouraged that I gave up my thoughts. "It's no different from today's gentle form.

Su Meng's hand held Song Qingzhi's shoulder and comforted: "It seems that neither of us is destined to marry. It's no wonder that your temperament has changed drastically. Life and death are all fates. If you see it, you will look for it, if you can't see it, you will cultivate the next life, everything is natural, you should follow your heart. ”

"If you can't cultivate in this life, why should you seek the next life. Song Qingzhi took the wine in Su Meng's hand, "Qiu Xian asked, you want to fly away from the mortal world." "Wine is sad and turns a thousand times.

"Hahahaha. You also believe this, immortals, just foolish dreams in the picture book. I've been practicing for ten years, and I haven't seen any signs of aura entering my body. It's cold, let's go inside and talk. Su Meng got up and stretched out his hand towards Song Qingzhi, and Song Qingzhi held Su Meng with his slender and cold hand.

Su Meng grabbed Song Qingzhi, both hands were empty, and Song Qingzhi put his hands behind his back. A trace of residual warmth was blown by the cold wind, and it was gone. Sure enough, I couldn't keep it.

Su Meng pushed open the door of Song Qingzhi's room and wrapped it in the quilt, Song Qingzhi stood in the room and looked at Su Meng from afar, as if he had lost his soul and remained motionless.

Su Meng probed out, "Song Zi, Song Zi, what are you thinking." ”

Song Qingzhi stared at Su Meng's face from afar, "Su Meng is better looking than in the past." ”

"I really don't know how you recognize me? Su Meng sat up, "Why haven't you come up yet." ”

Song Qing didn't answer, and looked at each other in the dark, let me look at you quietly a few more times, maybe this is the last ......

"If I hadn't come down to pick you up, I wouldn't have known that there was such a wonderful scenery hidden in the mountains. Su Meng smiled admiringly at Song Qingzhi.

Song Qingzhi looked up at him, less than one ten-thousandth of you. "Hmm. Such a smile is on Xi Yao's face, bright and eye-catching, and people can't help but moth to the fire.

"Come and see it tomorrow, the old monk is in a hurry at this time. Su Meng picked up her luggage and walked forward

"I'll hold the child. Song Qingzhi proposed

"Try if he follows you, Xingyan's brother who named you wants to hug you, do you want to know if you heard it. Su Meng touched Xingyan's head

"Brother?" Song Qingzhi hooked the corners of his lips and hugged Xingyan, Xingyan turned his head to look at Su Meng, and then saw that Song Qingzhi was not crying, and sat down obediently in Song Qingzhi's arms, Song Qingzhi wrapped him in a cloak, "There is one thing I forgot to tell you." ”

"What's the matter?" asked Su Meng as she walked

"You have to call me Uncle Song now. Song Qingzhi understated that "I entered Ruan Shangshu's disciple, the youngest protΓ©gΓ©, the same generation as your eldest uncle." ”

Su Meng leaned back and scolded with a smile, "Why are you so bad now, on purpose, I'm an outsider now, and I can't talk about the rules of your world." ”

"yes, I forgot. Song Qingzhi lowered his head and touched Xingyan's face, which was warm.

"Song Zi, are you tired?" Su Meng's eyes were full of concern.

"Probably, the end of the year is not easy. Song Qingzhi had no intention of saying more, and after finishing speaking, he didn't say anything anymore, and he was still silent and silent.

Su Meng Yuguang has been observing Song Qingzhi attentively, and this time and the last time, Song Qingzhi's reaction was very different.

The two of them walked side by side, swept through the howling wind of the pine waves, and finally reached the top of the mountain, Song Qingzhi covered the door without making a sound.

It's not like Su Meng is left behind with a hook of his feet, and the door is about to be smashed in the past half a month.

"Zen master. "Song Qing held the same clear eyes first" and bothered again. ”

"It's you who is really bothering. Jing glanced at Su Meng, "Go and clean up the bookcase." ”

"You don't have to pack anything. Su Meng unloaded the luggage, opened it with her hand, and stopped with a clean look.

Su Meng pushed the luggage to Song Qingzhi, "Lord Song, please." "Sitting cross-legged opposite Song Qingzhi, supporting his knees with his elbows and his cheeks in his hands"

Bring something delicious again. The tone was cheerful.

Song Qingzhi paused, "My mother prepared it, I don't know." ”

"This is for Xingyan, not a new one, and some of the younger brother's old clothes won't hurt the skin. Song Qingzhi saw the red clothes mixed with the past, and he was afraid that he couldn't wear them anymore.

Song Qingzhi went to open the food box again, and there were dozens of patterns for eating all kinds of food, "You also said back then that you wanted to find a daughter-in-law of Shu who was as good as my mother." ”

"It seems to have been said, after all, half of me was raised by Mrs. Song back then. Su Meng walked to Song Qingzhi's side, "Don't hold on, you have just the cold, you have a good rest after eating, I will promise you, and I will not say goodbye." ”

So tell me that you can leave, Song Qingzhi's eyes hide a deep and bottomless sadness. He was indeed tired, and he hadn't been able to come up with a way to keep his old man in the past ten days, saying that he had thought about people, but it turned out to be nothing more than that, and he couldn't even keep the people he wanted to keep in his heart.

After eating, Song Qingzhi went to rest, and Su Meng looked at Song Qingzhi's thin back for a long time and didn't come back to his senses......

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