Forty-seven, it is difficult to be a good person
Liu Tong sighed and said, "It's better to be drunk, my roommate is also serving, and my girlfriend is also serving, and I have become a baby." β
Wang Meilin smiled and said, "Okay, Officer Liu, the people's police love the people, and they have to adapt to the role from now on." Liu Tong took a glass of water and handed it to her, and said, "I'll go to the office again." Saying that he was leaving, Wang Meilin grabbed him and said, "I'm leaving, don't go, I know you want to be a good person again." β
Liu Tong was still in a position to leave, and said: "It's not that I want to leave, but that this people don't want me to stay here." β
At this time, Ma Feiyang was lying with his head buzzing, but Liu Tong's words could still be heard, and he shouted: "Atong, you are talking nonsense again." Wang Meilin said to leave, and when he got to the door, he turned around and said, "You have to listen to the policeman's uncle, I'm leaving." β
The next day, Ma Feiyang got up, only felt refreshed and energetic, brushed his teeth and washed his face and went to the office, on the way to meet Wang Meilin, Wang Meilin saw Ma Feiyang coming, stopped two steps, and asked with a smile: "Last night, how much wine did you drink, why did you get drunk like that, and you rolled on the ground." β
Ma Feiyang lowered his head embarrassedly, but when he heard that he was rolling on the ground, he immediately questioned: "Impossible, you are destroying my image." Wang Meilin said: "The wine has been drunk by you, what else do you want to have an image that is not imaged, weren't you happy at that time." β
Ma Feiyang smiled lightly and said: "To be honest, I really don't want to drink, but you don't know, the atmosphere of that kind of occasion can't allow you not to drink, I know now that the environment has too much impact on people." Wang Meilin smiled disdainfully: "Yo, you still have a theoretical basis for drinking, I don't believe that if you don't drink to death, can others still hold you down and pour it into your mouth?"
Ma Feiyang smiled bitterly: "Yes." β
Wang Meilin looked at Ma Feiyang, and suddenly laughed, Ma Feiyang was inexplicably laughed by her, and couldn't help but "hum", and said, "What are you smirking at?"
Wang Meilin said: "I'm thinking that Mr. Ma is so powerful now, and some people invite you to eat and some people to drink, which is really high-spirited." Ma Feiyang pursed his lips and said, "You are sarcastic about me." Do you think these wines are delicious? You can't do anything for other people's soft mouths!" said him and sighed, and the two of them also arrived at the office.
As soon as Ma Feiyang sat down, Mr. Li, the head of the grade group, came over and beckoned to him, meaning to go out to talk, Ma Feiyang went out, and Mr. Li first asked, "How did you drink yesterday?" Ma Feiyang said: "Hey, I drank too much yesterday, don't you see that you can't walk?" Teacher Li smiled: "I see that your current state is okay, I can't see it at all, in the end, you are young and in good health, I obviously can't do it, and I still retched when I got up this morning." Ma Feiyang said: "Well, no, no, I'm not comfortable." β
Teacher Li said, "Tomorrow night will continue in that place." Saying a smile squeezing at him, Ma Feiyang said, "Who are you going to be with tomorrow night." Teacher Li said: "Tomorrow night is invited by Feiyun Vocational and Technical School." Hey, please also ask us to help publicize and send some students to them, I was going to prepare for tonight, I said no, I just drank it yesterday, and I can't stand it today, so they set it for tomorrow night. β
As he spoke, he looked around again and whispered, "Yesterday, one student in Jianghai was fifty yuan, and one in this Feiyun Technical School was one hundred yuan, and this is all for the head teacher." β
Ma Feiyang said: "I won't go tomorrow night, what do you need me to do, just tell me." Teacher Li twisted his eyebrows and said, "Then what's the matter, the brothers are weird and fun together, and if you don't go, it won't taste good." As he spoke, he patted Ma Feiyang on the shoulder and said that there was something to do, so go over first.
Back in the dormitory at noon, Ma Feiyang sighed as soon as he lay down on the bed, Liu Tong snorted and asked, "You are still sighing now, are you not happy?" Ma Feiyang said: "Hey, I really don't want to drink." β
Liu Daodao: "It's not very good to drink wine that doesn't cost money, what else should I do." Ma Feiyang said irritably: "There is wine to drink, it's good, and it's also saved to eat in the canteen, the problem is that these are all here to enroll, how are these schools, on the surface, we don't know the actual situation, and the school doesn't go to investigate, how do we as a class teacher publicize with the students, if it is said that it is reunited and reunited, when the students go to the tuition and pay, the actual situation is not like that, the students don't want to scold us, aren't we selling students?"
Liu Tong said with a smile: "Okay, Mr. Ma, you still have a conscience, there are not many teachers like you, don't you see, now everyone drinks and eats when they have wine, as for whether they can do things after eating and drinking, they don't care what they do, they can do it, and if they can't do it, no one will do it in violation of discipline and law." Hi, don't think too much about it. β
Ma Feiyang sighed and said: " You don't know, many students' families are not easy, they also want to find a good school to train their children, if they listen to me, but in the end they feel disappointed, you say I have this heart of what is the peace, the problem here is not only to spend money unjustly, but more importantly, to delay time, you just say this Feiyun Technical School, I heard that it is a few people to pool money to run a partnership, the school buildings are rented, what quality can they have, in fact, for such a school, we should not only not give them publicity and recommendation, but also tell students to be cautious when choosing a school, but now, I also have to cooperate with their work, to help them wave the flag and shout to help them promote the flamesγ β
Liu Tong listened and nodded incessantly, he knew that what Ma Feiyang said was right, but he couldn't do it according to his own ideas.
What a person does often goes against his heart until he becomes numb to right and wrong, and this is called maturity.
He thought that he would soon become a police officer, and he was afraid that such a conflict between reason and emotion would be inevitable. Looking at Ma Feiyang's current struggle, thinking about his future struggle, he also fell silent.
Liu Tong lay on the bed and said slowly for a long time: "The reason why you are entangled is because you are a good person, if you do what Feiyun Technical School says, I am afraid that I will be sorry for the students in the future, if you don't do what they say, you will be embarrassed to face the leaders and colleagues in the school at present, after all, this is a matter involving affection, people live in society, they are social people, how can they get affection?" If you are not a good person, it will be easy to do, because you are not afraid of other people's words, you are not afraid of reproaches in your heart, and you never think about the torture of your soul. β
Liu Tong then sighed: "So it's too difficult to be a thoroughly good person, and it's also difficult to be a thoroughly bad person, most people are in such a state of not being good or bad, the law is everyone's bottom line, as for morality, sometimes it will be touched, so I condemn it in my heart, and I feel at ease." β
Ma Feiyang looked at the roof and muttered, "I'm not a good person. β
Liu Channel: "But you have a feeling of uneasiness in your heart, this is very good, this is a good person, there are many people, they have done things that violate public order and good customs, they have no feeling, and even take pride in it, this is a bad person." The difference between a good guy and a bad guy is that one is restrained and the other is indulgent. β
Ma Feiyang said: "No matter whether it is restraint or indulgence, didn't you still do the same thing in the end?"
Liu Channel: "This is different, the good people subjectively don't want to do this, but they have no choice but to do it because of objective factors, while the bad people are subjectively indifferent, and objectively they are deliberate or even indulgent. The difference here is great, the former will suffer for doing bad things, and will prevent bad things from happening again in the future, while the latter can taste the sweetness of bad things, so they will go further and further on the road of doing bad things. β
Ma Feiyang smiled: "That is to say, their harmfulness is different. β
Liu Tong said with a smile: "It's very different, for example, if you also take bribes, one person gets the money, but he is uneasy, and after an ideological struggle, he finally hands it over to the organization; β
Ma Feiyang was also relieved, he thought for a while and said: "The purpose of good people and bad people doing bad things is also different, good people will do some bad things for the sake of lofty ideals and for the country and the people, while bad people will do bad things for themselves or their own interest groups. Liu Tong stared at him.
Ma Feiyang continued: "For example, Hu Zongxian, a famous minister in the Ming Dynasty, was attached to the power traitor, and the famous general Qi Jiguang offered bribes and bribes, and they were all experts in forming gangs and factions to engage in relationships, but their purpose in doing so was only to pacify the Japanese rebellion and serve the country and the people. Qi Jiguang's ideal is to be a marquis, but I wish Hai Boping to be peaceful, all the money he made is used for relationships, and he himself has always been poor. Besides, Yan Songke is different, he killed this one and killed that one, it was completely to stabilize his power, and he kept his power just to be greedy for more money. It's also for power, but the gap in this realm is too far. β