Until I finished speaking, he just looked up at me and didn't respond.

So I cleared my throat and continued: "So, if you want to have a girlfriend or I want to have a boyfriend, you don't have to hide it from each other, right? After all, our relationship with the outside world is husband and wife, and even if we have a relationship, we have to wait until we divorce to make it public. ”

I think that's a good thing to say. Of course, this is for him, lest I don't even know that he has a girlfriend. In case he is not careful enough and is caught by the paparazzi, I don't know the bottom of my heart, and it is inconvenient to do public relations to help him clarify in the first time. It is also important to avoid self-defeating.

But I also know that Lu Chenyu is a cautious person, and he may not be willing to tell me even if I express my attitude. It's better to be tactful, and leave some decency for each other.

After I finished speaking, he asked in a deep voice, "What do you mean? You have a boyfriend?"

I have a hairy boyfriend. I don't think it's good for him to have a girlfriend! He really didn't plan to confess to me, so I had to continue to probe: "No, I'm just making an analogy." If that's the case, we should always help each other, right? ”

"Heh!" he suddenly sneered, and his tone was gloomy, "Sheng Qing, let me tell you, you check yourself for me! Don't mess around outside! During the existence of our two marriages, don't give me some inconsequential news! You are shameless, I am ashamed!"

I was so angry that I almost vomited a mouthful of blood! I was so kind, he insulted me by saying such ugly things!

"Whew......" I let out a sulk before I said: "Lu Chenyu, is there something wrong with you? What kind of nonsense are you talking about? I don't want to be ashamed?! You want face? Who has an affair with those little stars and young models outside all day long! And I'm talking about whether you're good or not! I mean if you fall in love and have a girlfriend......

"It's not your turn to take care of my business!" Before I could finish speaking, he interrupted me unreasonably, "Just take care of yourself! Remember your own identity! You are my wife outside! Check your own words and deeds! What kind of bullshit love are you talking about? Wait until we get divorced!"

"You're really ......" I was so angry that I was about to scold when the phone in my pocket suddenly rang. I didn't look at it and hung up directly, pointed at Lu Chenyu and continued: "Lu Chenyu! You are really a mad dog! You are kind enough to treat you as a donkey's liver and lungs, and your dog bites Lu Dongbin! I am really blind to talk to people like you!"

I didn't say a word, the phone rang again, and there was a posture that I would hit the sky and the earth if I didn't answer, I glanced at it, it was Feng Yilun calling.

He doesn't call me once in a month, but every time he calls, something must be wrong, and most of it is about the "home" side, so I'd better pick it up.

And I quarreled with Lu Chenyu like this, there was no need to eat this meal, so I rushed out of the box and left, without even buying the order.

Hmph, I kindly invited him to dinner and wanted to thank him, but he said those words insulting me, he paid for this meal himself!

answered the phone, and sure enough, Feng Yilun said that he had something important to see me, and asked me where I was, so he asked me to wait for him here, and he drove over to pick me up.

Speaking of Feng Yilun, to be precise, he is my half-brother. But my surname is Sheng, and his surname is Feng. And this is not strange, what is even stranger is that our common father, surnamed Pei.

My home environment is a bit chaotic. To put it simply, the man surnamed Pei, that is, my father, is a very rich boss, how rich is it? That is, the red flag in his house does not fall, and the colorful flags outside are also fluttering. My mom was one of his buntings. And Feng Yilun's mother is also one of the buntings. We all have my mother's last name. An illegitimate child, who is eligible to have his father's surname.

I was raised by my mother until I was fourteen years old, when cancer killed her, and then several well-dressed people showed up in the hospital and told me that Mr. Pei was my father, and he sent them to pick me up and take care of my mother's funeral.

Before that, I had always thought that my dad was dead, and my mom told me that.

But as a young child, I never thought about where I came from if my dad had died a long time ago.

When I reached the age of my teens, I roughly understood that if it wasn't for my dad, my mom wouldn't have conceived me. But if he was already dead, how did he get my mom pregnant? Fortunately, before I had time to think about the question, the answer was already revealed - it turned out that my dad was not dead at all, but because of his identity, I had never seen him.

When Feng Yilun's car arrived, I got into the co-pilot and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"Dad is sick, in the hospital, pick you up to see him. Feng Yilun replied to me as he started the car.

"What disease, dying?" I blurted out.

It's not that I'm cursing him, or I'm vicious, but I really want to ask. I moved out of my home when I was seventeen, and I have been back only a handful of times in the past ten years, almost breaking the fingers of one hand. If he had just been sick and hospitalized, he would never have asked me to go back to see him, and it would not have been my turn to see him.

Feng Yilun tilted his head and glanced at me, probably I really didn't like what I said, but he also knew that I was right, and replied a little helplessly: "I have been notified of critical illness a few times." He paused, as if he was a little about to speak, "You should go and see anyway." ”

I understood when he said that. It's really going to die.

I sat for a while, thought about it, didn't know what to say, just said "oh" and turned my head to look out the window.

I took out my sunglasses and hat from my bag and put them on, these are the things I usually need to go out for fear of being recognized. But in fact, there is no need at this time, the confidentiality measures of the hospital where Pei Shuqing lives must be better than that of our stars, and idle people will definitely not be able to enter.

A lot of times, sunglasses and hats give me a sense of security, not just because they cover my face, I think they can also cover my emotions.

But today I don't know what I want to cover. I shouldn't have any expression on my face at this point.

I don't know what to put on a face. Grief-stricken? Unrealistic, even I wouldn't believe it. Doesn't it matter? No, even if it wasn't my father who was critically ill, just a friend, or even a stranger, I should be deeply sorry and sorry, wouldn't I?

But I just can't make any expressions. I don't even know what kind of mood I feel.

"How old is he this year?" I asked Feng Yilun out loud.

"Who?" Feng Yilun didn't react for a while, who I was asking.

Who else could it be?" ”

"What's your dad's, my dad's? That's not your dad?"

I didn't answer. I just don't know how to call "Daddy". It's not that I don't recognize his identity, or deny the blood relationship between us, I just feel that there is no father-daughter relationship, no emotional foundation, and I can even say that I am not familiar with him, and it is embarrassing to call him "Dad".

When I first arrived at Pei's house at the age of fourteen, I really didn't want to call him father, because I really didn't want to recognize his identity as a father at that time, and I resented him in my heart. It's not that he is qualified to be a parent after giving birth to a child, he has never raised me, and he has never even met me, but he called my mother at any time when and where I didn't know it, which can be called a father?

But as I got older and understood more and more, I no longer resented him.

My mother is a little-known third-rate actor, she can't shoot a drama for a few years, she just goes shopping all day long and asks friends to play around, where is the source of income? My mother's luxury car and house, our food and clothing, the aristocratic school I attended, my room of imported toys, a cabinet of big-name children's clothes, since I was born, our mother and daughter have spent money like flowing water over the years, and not all of them are from Pei Shuqing.

Later, in retrospect, I understood that my mother was a woman raised by Pei Shuqing outside, although she was not famous or not, and I don't know if she had been favored for many years, but Pei Shuqing did not dislike her because my mother was getting older, nor did she abandon her, and she also spent a lot of money to support our mother and daughter, and took care of her funeral after she died, and also took over my custody.

Counting, he is not an irresponsible scumbag who has been messing up and abandoning everything.

After I moved into the Pei family, he never treated me harshly, and no one in the Pei family bullied me. What do I have to hate him?

As for the fact that he was raising a woman outside, he was sorry for his wife and his children surnamed Pei. My mother has been a nameless lover all her life, but she knows what her status is, and the path she chooses, she and Pei Shuqing are willing to do so, so naturally it is not Pei Shuqing's fault. If there is a mistake, my mother can't escape it.

It can only be said that from a moral point of view, Pei Shuqing is not a good man who is loyal to his wife's family. But as an illegitimate daughter, I really can't seem to find any position to accuse him of being a father.

Seeing that I was pondering and not speaking, Feng Yilun said, "Dad is seventy-six this year. ”

Yes, my mother is a lot younger than him, and I am also his youngest child, and the eldest son of the Pei family is almost fifty years old this year. So at Pei Shuqing's age, birth, old age, sickness and death are no longer uncommon.

But Seventy-six is still younger. As a rich man, he is obviously not the type who can maintain.

After looking out of the window for a while, I took off my sunglasses and looked at Feng Yilun, and said shyly: "Hey, you say, can we get the inheritance?" ”