"Why should we be good people? If we are not good people, we will not have a sense of guilt, and we will not have to reflect on what happens, and then we can live unscrupulously. ”

This is Xu Na's exclamation.

One evening at the end of May, she finished learning seal carving and rode home on a battery bike. In the alley, an old grandmother trembled and fell, and Xu Na helped her up without hesitation. Then, they beat her mercilessly.

There are no cameras, no eyewitnesses, and only when such a bloody thing happens to you can you know how unlucky it is.

However, when the old lady met Xu Na, she was unlucky. Xu Na is resolutely unwilling to lose money, even if the old lady calls many people, she also stiffens her neck and is very tough: "If you dare to touch me, I will let you walk around without eating!"

Later, when she went to the police station, the old lady cried and grabbed the ground, saying that she had been honest and kind all her life and had never deceived anyone. was knocked down by this girl today, and she refused to admit it, she was really wronged to death.

Xu Na clipped her hands, watched her performance coldly, and sneered: "Then you should find a neighbor to prove your integrity and kindness!"

The old lady immediately sprinkled and scolded Xu Na for insulting her personality. Xu Na thought she was noisy, so she temporarily blocked her ears. Unexpectedly, an uncle pulled her aside, put on a standard and muddy posture, and persuaded: "I think you are not bad for money, so you can give her 200 yuan!"

This straw finally crushed Xu Na.

Xu Na directly grabbed her mobile phone and called Qiao Lin: "Doesn't Brother Qiao Nan have a friend who is a policeman? Let him help me! I don't believe it, I can't get this justice back!"

When Qiao Lin arrived in a hurry, the old lady had no strength to make trouble, Xu Na still sat there with her hands crossed, and she was deadlocked: "I don't care, you have to apologize to me tonight, otherwise I will sue the family and bankrupt, and I will have to make you bow your head and admit your mistakes." ”

Then, she raised her head proudly: "Of course, for a while, my family will not go bankrupt." ”

The old lady also shouted to sue her, but her momentum was obviously much weaker. Qiao Lin walked over quickly and fired a machine gun at the old lady: "My friend donates money to the Hope Project every year, if she really hits you, will she be stingy with that money?

Talking about those glorious pasts, Xu Na was still expressionless, as if Qiao Lin was talking about other people's things. Except for her, everyone present was stunned by Jolene's words and did not dare to speak again. Qiao Lin was very angry, and said, "It's all your fault! You are messing around like this, who will dare to do good deeds in the future?"

The men looked grim, their eyes like incandescent lamps, and they focused on Jolene brightly. Xu Na hurriedly pulled Qiao Lin behind her, for fear that she would be beaten.

In the end, of course, it ended with the old lady's apology, and Xu Na was still not happy at all. That old lady kept saying that she was "neither male nor female", which can be regarded as a personal insult! Qiao Lin was wronged for Xu Na, but Xu Na was not angry because of this.

What she doubts is her choice, why should she be a good person?

Before going to bed that night, she suddenly said: "From tonight onwards, there is another good person in this city." ”

That being said, Jolene still thinks Xu Na is a good person. She adopted another stray cat and also took in a sick college classmate. That classmate's parents have given up on her, and only Xu Na is willing to take care of her.

Jolene had seen her classmate, and her whole person was pale and weak with a capital letter, and because there was no hope of recovery, she no longer did useless treatment. Her only entrustment to Xu Na was to find an ambulance to take her home when she was dying.

Xu Na fiercely attacked her: "You are still so young, how can you not have any vitality at all? Qiao Lin, her boyfriend, also had a heart attack, aren't they cured? You give me good medicine, or don't live in my house!"

The girl could only smile softly, still refusing to be treated, and saved what little money she had left. Of course, Xu Na did not kick her out of the house and still kindly took her in.

On the night when she was touched by the old lady, Xu Na came home with a very ugly face. The girl didn't dare to ask her, so she asked Jolene what had happened. Jolene smiled wryly, "She said she didn't want to be a good person anymore. ”

The girl laughed, "How is that possible? She is a naturally good person." ”

Xu Na is from the Chinese Department and usually studies philosophy. She unswervingly believes that "sex is inherently evil" and that the word "childlike" does not mean cleanliness and purity. She put several question marks on the concept of "naturally good people".

Qiao Lin was also confused, but in her opinion, Xu Na had a clear distinction between good and evil, and she had endless sympathy for the weak, and she reflected on whether she had made mistakes in advance. Such a person can be regarded as a "naturally good person"!

Xu Na refused to admit it, saying that she would not blindly do good things in the future. Qiao Lin will never forget that Xu Daxia, who has always been so cool that she exploded, would call herself with a crying voice and beg her brother to help her.

Xu Na didn't complain about anything, but her heart must be extremely cold, right?

Xu Na decided to put away her excess kindness and no longer be a naturally good person, but there is still such a good old person by Qiao Lin's side, and that is her sister's boyfriend. At that time, he was thinking about quitting his job, and he once half-jokingly said to his sister, "Why don't I quit my job and go to photography?"

"How to think of a play is a play, it doesn't fit your style at all. ”

Kobayashi said that when he was in high school, he only cared about studying and didn't know anything except basketball. When I went to university, I was completely immersed in photography when I first came into contact with photography. He likes to see the world through the aperture and wants to keep the outside world in the camera.

Qiao Lu wanted to complain, it was because of photography that he met the goddess who painted! But the past has been turned over, and Qiao Lu did not reveal his scars again.

After graduating from college, he was busy with work, so he didn't take many pictures. However, once in a while, the level is still very online. Wen Jing once complained about Qiao Nan's straight male photo mode, he took a hundred photos, and ten of them were good. In comparison, Xiao Lin's photography level is obviously much higher, at least Qiao Lu under his lens is smart and beautiful.

Kobayashi loves photography, but there's no way he's going to quit. He filled in the college entrance examination according to the requirements of his parents, chose the most popular major, and after graduation, he engaged in a very decent job and became the pride of the family.

Qiao Lu told him that if he really likes photography, then she will support him and will try to convince his parents. But Kobayashi is very sensible, he said: "I'm just talking, I'm not so naïve, and I didn't choose this career entirely for my parents." I really like my job, I have to work hard and have the confidence to do what I want to do. ”

At that time, he encountered a major crisis in his workplace, which was that his boss privately bought and sold securities for clients, and there was more than one client. After the incident, his boss invited him to drink and said a lot of confidant words, the implication was to let Xiao Lin help him share some mistakes, and he would definitely not treat him badly in the future.

Although the boss helped him a lot and promoted him, Kobayashi still refused such a request. At first, he was very angry, and he always valued his boss, did he want to destroy his reputation and cut off his career path? When the turmoil subsided a little and he learned that the incident was not serious, he was a little unbearable, and even regretted it, and kept reflecting on whether he was too principled.

In the end, the boss paid a six-figure fine, submitted his resignation, and left with dignity. During the period when the case was not over, Kobayashi had a very painful life in the company, he was afraid to face that boss, and he didn't want to listen to the rumors circulating among his colleagues. Qiao Lu only learned about these things later, and only then did she understand why her boyfriend was so anxious to take the exam and wanted to change jobs.

At that time, Kobayashi often drank alcohol, and when he drank too much, he repeated the same words: "I didn't do anything wrong, but why do I still have a deep sense of guilt?"

Qiao Lu comforted: "Because you have a good heart and are righteous." But there are some things that can't be solved by these things! You don't have to blame yourself at all!"

After Qiao Nan came back, the four of them had a meal together. Before eating, Qiao Lu told her brother about her boyfriend, and Qiao Nan sighed: "Some people...... It's just some superfluous kindness. What else can you do but torture yourself and get yourself in trouble?"

Then again, it is ten million times better for my sister to find a kind person than to find an indifferent person. Qiao Lu is also an empathetic person, she often comforts Xiaolin, so that he can quickly get out of the haze and actively cope with his new life.

Knowing that he was under great pressure, Qiao Lu didn't mention the matter of buying a house first, and when his boyfriend got through this for a while, he would definitely bring it up first! However, Xiao Lin seemed to have completely forgotten about it, and he didn't mention it until June.

Not only that, but from some point on, his expression became more and more tired, he couldn't lift his spirits for anything, and his eyes were often staring at a certain place. Qiao Lu only thought that he was under pressure and endured it for a while, and the contradiction finally broke out on an early summer evening with the fragrance of roses.

Wen Jing's due date is getting closer and closer, and Qiao Lu always wants to do her best to prepare what she needs. That day, they went to the mother and baby products store, Qiao Lu bought two more sets of clothes for the baby, and was tripped by a crib. She couldn't help but sigh again and again: "The children are so happy now, the things they use are so beautiful, I want to give birth to one as soon as possible." ”

Xiao Lin just stood aside with a blank face and didn't answer anything.

The clerk joked: "You two are so compatible, you really look like a little couple, I thought you were buying things for your own children!"

Qiao Lu smiled politely, and was about to say that they were planning to get married, and having a child would be on the agenda as soon as possible...... But before she could say anything, she first saw her boyfriend's indifferent eyes.

Yes, except for indifference, Qiao Lu couldn't think of any other words to describe it.

At that moment, Qiao Lu felt that he was a stranger, and a nameless fire rushed to her heart, and she strode out of the store. Xiao Lin was still very tired, chased her two steps, and shouted, "Why are you angry again?"

Qiao Lu didn't get angry but laughed: "Shouldn't I be angry?"

"Lulu, I'm really tired, I don't have the energy to coax you all the time. ”

"I've been coaxing me?!I'm coaxing you!" Qiao Lu became more and more angry the more she said: "I'm not a marriage maniac who wants to drive you crazy, you're in a bad mood, and I don't want to bother you." But in your heart, I'm really the person you trust the most? What's the matter with you, why can't you tell me?"

The two broke up unhappily that day, and on the subway back, Qiao Lu was so angry that she shed tears. It's almost time to get to the station, and Xiao Lin has just sent her two WeChat messages.

"She committed suicide again, and she will never get better in this life. ”

"She said it was because of me that I committed suicide. I just want to punish myself right now. ”