Chapter 368: The poison of love, there is no antidote
Is it poisoned by love?
Otherwise, how could it be so painful, the whole heart fell into the abyss, and it could never break free again.
Why is this happening?
It shouldn't be like this.
Gu Xiaoman told himself over and over again that he couldn't sink anymore, but his heart was ...... But the heart is not enough for her to change back to the heartbeat she once had.
As if sensing her distraction, Du Shiyan's movements became heavier and heavier, and punishment raged on him.
My heart hurts, it hurts so much that I can't breathe, and the air in my lungs is getting thinner and thinner.
The feeling of suffocation made Gu Xiaoman panic, and Du Shiyan in anger made people feel frightened, Gu Xiaoman gasped and begged for mercy: "Stop...... Stop......!
"It hurts?"
Du Shiyan's movements were abrupt, and a sneer flashed in his dark eyes.
"Does it hurt? You know how much it hurts when you lose your child, you ......?"
"I know!"
A roar from the bottom of my heart.
How could she not know!
It's because she knows that her heart hurts so much!
She has also been to the child, and she knows the feeling, it is a kind of pain that digs out her heart for life, and she can't say it and can only lick the wound silently.
However, at that time, her child was lost, and Su Jinyan's child was ...... She did it on purpose, just to frame her!
Zhang Closed's mouth finally couldn't say a word, and the injury in Gu Xiaoman's eyes made Du Shiyan suddenly sober up.
He had forgotten that the kid was ......
That child was like a rift between the two, and it could never be crossed.
She couldn't forget the heartache of that night, the powerlessness of the child flowing from her body.
She couldn't forget how he had ever let go.
Before he could react, Du Shiyan suddenly exerted his strength and went deeper.
"Ahh
"Why can't you stay by my side quietly, why do you have to provoke Su Jinyan! Why can't you be quieter, why!"
Du Shiyan's tone seemed to come from the depths of the ice cellar, and the voice of the Yin Qi almost made him collapse.
Why?
She also wondered why, what the hell was wrong with him?
She didn't think about provoking Su Jinyan, it was he who let her know that Su Jinyan was back, it was he who gave Su Jinyan the opportunity to hurt her, and it was Su Jinyan who came by herself.
She explained, but she knew that no amount of explanation would be useless, he wouldn't believe him.
In Du Shiyan's eyes, everything Su Jinyan said was right, and she ...... She's just a vicious woman who worries about her status and kills her.
Scold!
How sad it is that she has fallen to this point.
obviously wanted to question him in her heart, but reason told her that she couldn't say anything, she couldn't say a word, her teeth were clenched, and she was bearing all his strength, Gu Xiaoman just wanted to end it quickly, everything was over!
Du Shiyan was completely carried away by the enthusiasm, his heavy breath sprayed behind his ears, and the muffled snort completely destroyed the fortress that Gu Xiaoman had built.
When the dust settled, Gu Xiaoman was lying on the wall panting, and his cold voice came from behind his ears: "Gu Xiaoman, admit it, you can't do without me!"
After speaking, Du Shiyan turned around and left.
Gu Xiaoman's whole body slid down the wall, his sweaty face was full of pain, and the whole person seemed to be an lifeless thread-pulling doll, and his whole body was paralyzed.
There was a sound of water flowing in the bathroom, and there was lightning and thunder outside the window, Gu Xiaoman seemed to be frozen, curled up in the corner, and there was no bloodshot on his pale face.
His eyes were staring at the ground, as if he were going to drill a hole in the ground.
The door was pushed, Du Shiyan walked out, threw the bath towel on his body towards Gu Xiaoman, and changed into a suit.
"The day after tomorrow, someone will pick you up at D&J International's unveiling ceremony in the west of the city. ”
After speaking, Du Shiyan turned around and left the room.
Sitting on the ground, Gu Xiaoman's whole body was trembling.
Opening ceremony?
What does the opening ceremony have to do with her!
He's already going to kick her out and let her attend this kind of event!
Standing up on the ground with her breath in pain, her legs trembling, streams of fluid gushing out of her back body, and as she walked, there was a tingling pain in her lower body, which made her almost collapse.
Walking to the bed, wrapping herself in the quilt, her teeth were trembling, Gu Xiaoman's hands were clasped in her palms, forcing herself to calm down, and the chill from the bottom of her heart made her unable to control the panic in her heart anymore.
Sleep, everything will be fine after falling asleep, fall asleep...... The heart won't hurt!
The night was quiet, a bright light flashed outside the window, and Gu Xiaoman knew that he was gone.
He hated her, even when he was drunk, he was full of anger, as if she was just a punching bag to vent his anger!
Since Su Jinyan came back, every time they met, they were either facing each other or fighting each other, or she was forced to do something that was forced.
Gu Xiaoman suddenly wanted to laugh, she finally lost to love, bullshit love!
Pulling the corners of her mouth, Gu Xiaoman smiled self-deprecatingly, can she really go on like this forever?
Suddenly, there was a heart-piercing pain from her heart, like ten thousand knives piercing her heart, and Gu Xiaoman was almost fainting in pain.
Holding back the pain in his heart, Gu Xiaoman hurriedly sat up on the edge of the bed and lifted the quilt as soon as he stood up, when suddenly his feet were soft, and Gu Xiaoman's whole body fell to the ground.
The breathing became more and more rapid, and her heart became heavier and heavier, as if a stone was pressing on her heart, and the familiar dullness kept rising, and the constant throbbing pain made Gu Xiaoman more and more afraid.
Gu Xiaoman trembled and wanted to reach for the mobile phone on the table, because his trembling fingers tried several times before he finally pressed the three numbers correctly, but the sound of "toot ......" came from the mobile phone.
No signal?
Gu Xiaoman looked at the signal grid displayed on his mobile phone, and there was no signal at this time!
How can there be no signal! This is Jinshi Villa, how can there be no signal!
The already helpless heart became even more flustered at this moment, and desperate thoughts began to spread in the bottom of the heart.
"No...... It's going to be fine!" Gu Xiaoman cheered himself up over and over again, and he didn't feel it when his nails were inserted into the flesh.
I took a heavy breath and used up all the strength I had in my body, until a layer of cold sweat oozed from the exertion.
Don't panic at this time!
"It's okay, Gu Xiaoman, relax, take a deep breath, it's okay, it's going to be fine!"
Gu Xiaoman inhaled deeply...... Out...... Inhale...... Out......
worked hard to calm his heart, it's okay, Gu Xiaoman kept hinting to himself in his heart, and the psychological hints only played a psychological role.
Gradually calming down the panic in his heart, Gu Xiaoman stood up from the bed with labor pain, picked up the clothes on the side and put them on his body haphazardly, and walked towards the door with both hands against the wall.