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Once in high school, I told my table mate a dream.

In the dream, I had dinner with my classmates or a spring outing, I don't remember very clearly, and then I walked and walked away, they didn't just mean or not, left me alone, I was a little panicked, walking closely, trying to catch up with them, in the dream I panicked but didn't run desperately, and there was no crazy shouting, I just walked, although a little panicked.

But as I walked I found myself in a strange place, it was not known to me, I was sure that I had never been to this place at all, but my pace became slower and slower, and I had a strange feeling that someone was watching me, and that someone was saying something to me.

I walked slowly, and when I turned around, I saw another me around the corner looking at me quietly, and then smiling.

The dream came to this point, and I don't know if there was anything to continue with, but I couldn't remember it, and when I told my tablemate, she seemed frightened. Avoided me for a long time, and then played with other classmates, but it didn't take long to forget about it.

Looking back on it today, when I wrote these words, I was really a little scared by myself, and when I think about it, I may have had schizophrenia at that time, which led to the conflict between the big hair, and the two mes appeared.

That time, including the pressure of life, the pressure of studying, and some emotional things, caused me to have bipolar disorder, a process of wanting to commit suicide, but not having the courage, I could discuss anything ruthlessly, but I would cry bitterly in a corner where no one was, and I wanted to rush out of the classroom many times, standing on the balcony and jumping off, but I lived humbly.

But fortunately, I seem to have healed myself, and I think I am very lucky, as for the person who appeared in my dream, he did not hurt me, nor did he take away my own control, it only appeared briefly and then disappeared without a trace, or it hid in some dark corner, waiting for my next attack, and then took the opportunity to take the throne, but I don't think it will succeed, because he has no chance, I am now living a very dull life, but I am also satisfied.

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