283 The best destination
Li Fei is a particularly proud person. He is the kind of person who has to walk down the road as if nothing happened even if he falls and hurts his legs and feet, but this time the injury is fatal, and no matter what kind of will he uses, he can't walk through it casually.
Li Fei tried to think about it countless times, how to ask the queen for help, how to open this mouth, and when it came to the end, he did it extremely skillfully. Li Fei slowly fell on the queen's lap, his body curled up like a fragile child.
"Miss Zhou from the prefect of Hejian, Miss Tang from the Cheng family of Taifu Temple, Miss He from the Kyoto Command Envoy Division, and Miss Cui from the Shaoqing family of Shangbao Division. Queen Mother, my father is counting on the prince to realize the mood of being a father as soon as possible, so what is expected of me? What kind of princess should I be?"
Li Fei clenched his fists tightly, and his eyes brightened up amazingly.
The queen was stunned for a moment, and her originally somewhat indifferent expression melted away like ice and snow, and the queen sighed lightly and said: "You look through the history books, how many princesses have made a strong mark in the history books? How many princesses have drowned in the long river of history, turning into a surname behind their husbands. That's what is expected of you, and it's enough to count on your mediocre mediocrity to leave just one surname. ”
"I know!" Li Fei smiled bitterly and said, "I want to be a panicked wife and a panicked princess." Every day with jealousy, watching the prince spoil this side concubine and love the concubine, in the near future, I have to envy those women for giving birth to children for the prince smoothly. Then when the prince couldn't see it, because I was jealous, because of envy, I pinched the tip of those women within the high walls, and pinched it like a shrew in the market, and then when I faced the prince, in order to stabilize the status of my princess, I had to spare no effort to be a considerate princess and a considerate wife. ”
The queen lamented this and said, "You are a clever child!"
What Li Fei said was not wrong, the emperor was counting on Li Fei to be a panicked but tightly dependent on Zhao Yanheng Princess Xiang.
The emperor, or the male power represented by the emperor, wants women to be like this, baba, baba, for their own men.
"Mother, you can help me...... You save me, I don't want to be that kind of woman, that kind of woman, I look hateful when I look at myself!" Li Fei pressed his dull chest and said: "I can't be such a woman, when I really fall into the Jiji camp and want to compete with a group of women for the prince, what qualifications do I have to get the love of the prince, and when the time comes, the love between me and the prince will be consumed by those trivial disputes between wives and concubines, and finally become a couple who look like each other." ”
The queen carefully stroked Li Fei's red eyes and said, "No one cares about the feelings you cherish......"
Whether it is Li Fei's feelings for Zhao Yanheng, or Zhao Yanheng's feelings for Li Fei, no one cares about emotional matters except for the two people who are deeply involved. Not only does no one care, but there are many people who want to spend and break up this relationship, which is really an embarrassing thing. The queen's eyes were as quiet as a dry well, and the crow's feet on both sides of the eyes were like sideburns on both sides, which could be distinguished by the naked eye. Once upon a time, no one cared about her feelings for the emperor, not even the emperor himself.
That's why there is the slut of the Zhang family, the rebel son of Zhao Yanke, the miscarriage of her back then, the fire in Yanqing Palace, and the decline of her mother's family.
Then she sat mediocrely in the queen's place, like a living dead!
"You...... How did you end up with such a handle? The queen let out an ethereal sigh and said to Li Fei: "You...... If you can't give birth, what's the use of you!"
The queen was not scolding Li Fei, but saying what others were saying about Princess Xiang behind her back in front of Li Fei.
Both qi and blood are lost, and pregnancy is difficult!
This is Li Fei's handle that was dragged in everyone's hands, over the years, this is her original sin, and it has become a sin to be favored wholeheartedly by His Royal Highness King Xiang.
"Queen Mother, I'm only twenty years old!" facing the vicissitudes of life, Li Fei almost shouted, "Next year and the year after tomorrow, ten or twenty years, there will be a daughter-in-law in the Zhu clan who is forty years old, and there is a child who has given birth, and my mother will Chinese New Year's Eve eight years old and give birth to a healthy child." I don't believe my life is so bad. ”
"I am the princess, the world can suppress me, out of the prince, only the emperor and queen!" No matter how restrained he was, Li Fei's dark pupils were still full of tears, Li Fei with a crying voice, grabbed the queen's sleeve and said: "Queen mother, everyone has children." My mother, my eldest sister and second sister, my playmate since childhood, and my half-sister who didn't get along with me, it seemed that I didn't have children, and I was almost crazy with envy. I dare to say that I count on the prince to become a father as soon as possible, and the mood is stronger than that of my father and queen mother...... I don't believe my life is so bad, please forgive me!"
Li Fei knelt on the couch, bowed his head and begged, "Please forgive me!"
Others say that Princess Xiang is useless, it can only be gossip, and this word can be turned into a substantive blade when it comes out of the mouth of the emperor and the queen, so Li Fei bowed his head to the queen and asked for the queen's forgiveness.
"Princess Xiang......"
The queen was moved. First, she is not a woman who likes to embarrass women, but when it comes to her daughter-in-law's generation, she is even more casual, and secondly, she is not Zhao Yanheng's biological mother, Li Fei begs for her like that, and she also respects her.
Zixiao is motherly and benevolent, and the queen said softly: "I will mention your desperation to the emperor, but it's just ......"
Comparing hearts to hearts, of course the queen will forgive Li Fei, but the emperor and queen are just the two, and the queen's forgiveness is not the key. Now that Li Fei said this, the queen understands that the queen will persuade the emperor to persuade her.
Li Fei raised his head, his face was white and sweaty, Li Fei said: "If my father can't forgive me, please tell my father for me, my son is willing to become a monk, please allow my son to leave home!"
"Li, do you know what you said?"
The queen is thinking about how to use reason to persuade the emperor, she and the emperor have been married for more than 40 years, and she still has a little power to say a few more words about her children, of course, this definitely does not include what Li Fei said.
How many meanings does it mean to be born in this situation?
"This is definitely not my righteous indignation. Li Fei said this sentence, but people were a little more relaxed, and said: "The emperor's daughter-in-law, is not qualified to express righteous indignation to the emperor, this is my heartfelt words, I wanted to show my heart to my father in person, and I was worried that my father would regard this sentence as a kind of confrontation, so I still ask my mother and descendants to convey: next year, the year after tomorrow, set a deadline, if I have no children, please allow me to leave home." ”
"Li Fei, you have thought carefully. The title is more and more intimate every time, and the queen is already involuntarily worried about Li Fei, a stubborn woman, and said: "No one cares about the feelings you cherish, and the position of Princess Xiang is very much missed." ”
The emperor wants to give his son a well-born side concubine, this kind of thing is what you and I want, the prefect of Hejian, the Taifu Temple, the Kyoto Command Envoy Experience, Shangbao Si Shaoqing and so on more than a dozen families, all took the initiative to hand the daughter in the boudoir to the emperor's eyes. If Princess Xiang is on the throne?
At this time, the storage location is unknown.
The opportunity to give up a daughter to be the ruler of the country is just an opportunity, and families who want to take this risk are eager to take it.
Therefore, the emperor's son will never worry about marrying.
The sweat and tears on Li Fei's face were mixed together, and he said, "The queen mother asked me, King Xiang has no children, can my heart be passable?" If a woman of the people has been married to her husband for three years and is unable to have children, her husband's family can divorce her wife. Since the rules are so set, act according to the rules. If Princess Xiang can't give birth to an heir, it is also a corpse vegetarian meal, which should be abolished. ”
"At that time, those who are worried about the position of Princess Xiang, I will no longer be able to take care of them. I asked myself to abpose the throne and return a son-in-law to the prince, this is my explanation to the prince. For useless people like me who can't give birth to children, leaving home will also be the best destination for me. ”
The best place to be!
In the end, Li Fei lowered his eyebrows and showed a chuckle that seemed to be happy and sad, mixed with the bloody reality in the palace.
The faint fragrance of roses is still lingering on the queen's lips and teeth, and the queen is still sitting on the low couch with purple lacquer painted gold Fushou pattern, reminiscing about Li Fei's words and deeds, and finally said in a daze and Mama Tian, who has served her for decades: "This palace has never thought of giving up the position of queen!"
Mama Tian bent down and bowed her head, and said softly: "Princess Xiang is young...... Young and vigorous!"
"Along the way, I have lost too much, and there is only one queen. The queen sat cross-legged, her eyes flashing with broken light, and said: "It's me who is reluctant, I am reluctant to have nothing, so I can't let go of the queen's position!"
Mama Tian sobbed and said, "Don't think like this, Niangniang, you are the most noble woman in the world." ”
"Yes, I survived like this until I was nearly sixty years old, and I am the most noble woman in the world. The queen wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "You go to the palace and say that there is something in the palace to ask to see the emperor." ”
The queen wanted to see the emperor seriously for the sake of Princess Xiang.
An old couple who have been married for more than 40 years, if the queen really defends Princess Xiang with an iron heart, she will have something to say to the emperor. Mama Tian hesitated and said: "Niangniang think twice, you protect Princess Xiang, whether you succeed or not, will Concubine De have an idea because of this?" ”
If the queen doesn't protect Princess Xiang, the queen's prestige will be greatly damaged; if the queen protects Princess Xiang, Concubine De will definitely be uncomfortable, and the queen is standing on that side?
The queen sneered, and then said sharply: "It is the law that wives respect concubines and concubines." I cringed when I needed to take her into account her thoughts. ”
Mama Tian's eyes drooped and said, "It's the slave who is too worried." ”
The queen pondered again and said: "What Princess Xiang said today, when you talk to the emperor in the palace, you go and tell King Xiang the original text clearly." ”
Today's words, Li Fei has not discussed with Zhao Yanheng. 166 Reading Network