Qiao Nan only realized that he had to see a psychiatrist after performing an investigation mission.

There is a doctor in charge of psychological counseling in their unit, and when he goes to do psychological counseling, Qiao Nan is still a little reluctant. But there is no way, if you are sick, you have to be cured!

The doctor asked him to do a set of psychological test questions, which lasted fifteen minutes, and the amount of questions was quite large, so he didn't have time to think, so he could only choose by intuition.

Qiao Nan finished it quickly, and the doctor also made a judgment quickly, the mental health state can be roughly divided into five stages, and the judgment given by the doctor is - five stars, completely healthy.

Qiao Nan was dumbfounded, and even suspected that he was a quack.

"Comrade Qiao Nan, it's not that you can't sleep, or you have psychological problems. Many people have sleep disorders, some are stressed, and some are overactive in the cerebral cortex and do not need to be too nervous. ”

The doctor prescribed some soothing medicine, but Qiao Nan did not get better after taking it. In the way of face, he didn't dare to open up to the doctor in the team. Lao Feng looked at him with a heavy heart, talked to him a few times, and finally gave him the contact information of a psychiatric doctor in a military hospital and asked him to go for a comprehensive examination.

So on a vacation at the end of April, Qiao Nan took leave to go out and changed trains several times before arriving at the military hospital.

There was no special psychology department, so I could only hang a psychiatric department. After registering, Qiao Nan was very depressed, as if he had been judged to be mentally ill.

This time he was received by a very young female doctor, twenty-seven or eighteen, intellectual and delicate, wearing a diamond ring on the ring finger of his left hand, and a small wedding photo on the window edge. Her name tag said "Su Xue", and Qiao Nan called her Dr. Su.

Dr. Su asked him to draw a tree. Qiao Nan said while drawing: "I lack wood in the five elements, so I took this name, and my name is a Nanmu." ”

After finishing speaking, Qiao Nan also finished painting. He didn't know how to draw at all, he just drew a thick trunk with branches and leaves like clouds, and then drew some lines in the clouds to indicate that the branches and leaves were luxuriant.

Dr. Su put on his glasses and looked at them for a long time, and said, "Except for the fact that his mood is not very stable, there is really no major problem with the others. Why do you think you have a mental illness?"

Qiao Nan explained: "It's not just that I can't sleep, but I often have the same nightmares......

"What nightmare?"

Qiao Nan hesitated, anyway, there were no acquaintances from the army here, so he said truthfully: "I dreamed of a big truck repeatedly, the lights were so bright that I could blind my eyes, and then I was swept under the wheels......"

Qiao Nan closed his eyes and said no more.

"Having the same nightmare so often may it be because you have a severe psychological trauma, and subconsciously, you have been stimulated by this trauma so much that you have been in a state of stress for a long time. When awake, your intellect can suppress these traumas and keep you from thinking about them, but during sleep, your sanity is greatly weakened, the subconscious mind takes over, and those traumas manifest themselves in your nightmares. Can you tell me what bad things have happened to you?"

Qiao Nan has been closed for too long, and he doesn't know how to confide.

When Dr. Su saw his military ID card and knew his work unit, he asked tentatively, "Are you ...... Did something very bad happen to you while you were on a mission?"

Qiao Nan closed his eyes and said, "That's my job, I did it to protect more talents, I can convince myself that those bloody experiences are not enough to justify my nightmares." ”

"That'...... It's a comrade-in-arms

Sacrifice, a big shock to you?"

"No, the team I lead is not allowed to be sacrificed unless I am myself. ”

Doctor Su nodded approvingly: "You are very mature and strong, and it stands to reason that you will not suffer from mental illness, so why?"

Qiao Nan pursed her lips and finally decided to confess to the doctor: "My mother died in a car accident. ”

He hurriedly added: "My own mother, I was still an infant at the time. She was holding me, my hat was blown away by the wind, and she went to pick it up...... Then ......"

"I see. You were very young at that time, but subconsciously, you recorded the whole event, and eventually formed this disorder. ”

"When I was a child, I had these dreams a lot, but after learning the truth, I didn't do it. But in the past six months, I have started to have this dream frequently, and I think I am bold, but I still feel fear in the dream. ”

Dr. Su said kindly: "First of all, you took the initiative to find a psychiatrist, which shows that you have a very strong self-help mentality, which is very rare. Generally speaking, people who are really sick are not so proactive, and secondly, it is very rare that you can be honest about your fears instead of hiding them. All that said, there is nothing wrong with you, and you may have recently received some kind of stimulus that brought out previous trauma. Also, you just said that you are willing to sacrifice for your comrades, and you are transferring all the pressure to yourself. You don't have to be too anxious, drink some milk and listen to some soothing music before bed, which will go a long way in helping you sleep. ”

Su Xue's voice is gentle and her words are sincere, just like the kind of confidant sister that was common in books when she was a child. In fact, theoretical knowledge is indispensable for a good psychologist, but the most important qualification is to be a good listener and conversationalist.

Qiao Nan's eyes flickered, and Su Xue knew that he still had many stories hidden, so she smiled and said, "If you still have something to say to me, you can just say it." I vouch in the name of the doctor that I am the end of all secrets. Even if I do a case study, I have to get the patient's consent before I can proceed. ”

Qiao Nan felt close to her, so she opened her heart again: "Sleep is secondary, the most terrible thing is what happened not long ago, involving confidentiality, I will only talk about the main point." At the beginning of the month, our company sent a squad to conduct reconnaissance, and I was the squad leader. The reconnaissance was much more difficult than expected, and we spent five days in the mountains, which exceeded expectations, and we ran out of dry food, and everyone was exhausted. One evening, a soldier picked up a packet of biscuits, most likely left by a backpacker, and he was happy to share it with everyone, only to be yelled at by me. Because I think it's very likely that it was a decoy released by the enemy, and if we take it, then they will be able to detect that the Chinese Army has sent scouts to do a large-scale search, and we will be in a precarious position. After I reprimanded him, the warrior was clearly unconvinced, and perhaps that's when the conflict began. Later, when we were close to their base camp, we ran into their patrols. My players advocate killing them, we have the strength, but I don't think we can do it. Our mission is to reconnoitre, not to fight, and if we take them out, it will be even more exposed. I gave the order not to fire, to go around. This detour is a five-kilometer mountain road. ”

Dr. Su listened very attentively and asked, "And then, did you have a conflict with the soldiers?"

"Not really, after I gave the order, a soldier muttered something in a low voice - he talks to himself like a psychopath all day long, and he is still a commander, can we listen to him?"

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The husband was taken aback: "Why would the warrior say that?"

"I'm also wondering, aggrieved, and wondering why. But I can't do that, and once I ask, the conflict will intensify further and we won't be able to unite as one. I have to put all my energy into commanding, making sure that the mission is done, making sure that ...... Everyone's safety. Fortunately, the vice captain is a classmate of my military academy, and we participated in the competition together when we were in the military academy, and when I encountered a crisis of trust, he took the initiative to stand up and tell the soldiers that I had never lost, so that they could rest assured that they would listen to my command. After completing the task, I asked him privately if I was really mentally ill, and he said that I just had a problem with talking to myself, and they didn't understand it, so it was better to see a doctor. Maybe it was what he said that made me decide to come to the doctor. ”

Su Xue asked, "Then how is your relationship with the soldiers, did they say anything more?"

"That's not true, they also apologized to me, saying that they were in a hurry and didn't choose what to say, so I didn't want to take it to heart. ”

"Then did you realize what you usually talk to yourself?"

Qiao Nan shook his head: "They said, I was looking at something in a daze, and there were words in my mouth." I never realized it, so I don't know what was said. Maybe it's for my deceased girlfriend...... It's a bit of a sensuality to say that, but my girlfriend is my soul mate, she understands all my words, and she is my spiritual support. ”

Her mother died in a car accident, and so did her soulmate...... This young man's life is really tortuous.

Su Xue frowned and said, "That's it, if you have a trustworthy friend in the army, let him help you record it, the frequency of your daze, and the content of your own talk." After recording like this, find out the rules, and let's prescribe the right medicine. ”

This kind of illness is not glamorous after all, even if they are brothers in life and death with Zhao Yu, Qiao Nan can't let him record it heartlessly, what if he says something very private?

Su Xue saw through his thoughts and said, "Comrade Qiao Nan, there is nothing to be embarrassed about. Or, let them wake you up when you're in a daze, and you can record what you're thinking. ”

Qiao Nan was grateful for Su Xue's thoughtfulness, and nodded with a smile.

Su Xue said softly: "Thank you for trusting me and saying so much. Your psychological condition is very good, don't have too much psychological burden. The tasks of your unit are already heavy, and this year is especially heavy, and you must be under a lot of pressure, so there will be some anomalies. I won't prescribe medication yet, otherwise it will be easy to form drug dependence. As I said, drink some milk before bed, listen to soft music, and relax. If it doesn't work, prescribe the medication next time. ”

Su Xue is soft-spoken, meticulous and considerate, and is a very competent psychological doctor. After talking to her, Qiao Nan's heart was much more relaxed. When he said goodbye, he said sincerely: "It seems that you have just gotten married, I wish you a happy newlywed, a hundred years of happiness!"

Su Xue subconsciously looked at the wedding ring and smiled slightly: "Thank you." My husband is also a soldier, he is a technical position, but he is not free, so he can only take leave until the beginning of May. It's been half a year since we got the license, and we won't be able to hold the wedding until next month. ”

"As long as there is a lover who ends up married, that's good. ”

Qiao Nan thanked him and left, Su Xue called him and said, "Actually, I can make a diagnosis, do you want to listen?"

“...... Please tell me the truth, I can bear it. ”

"The root cause of all your cruxes is actually two words - loneliness. ”

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