Because of this unspeakable worry, Yuan Xiaolu easily interpreted some of the unconscious actions of others as intentional and deliberately aimed at her, such as the occasional casual perfunctory smile of the little sister who was in charge of receiving her in human resources.

Originally, maybe it was just that she had too much work, maybe it was just that she didn't know how to answer the questions Yuan Xiaolu asked, maybe it was just that Yuan Xiaolu revealed that she was not very satisfied with the salary, and maybe she was just tired.

But Yuan Xiaolu will think that she also looks down on her because she listened to the gossip, and her colleagues in the department are discussing work together, and she can't interject as a newcomer, so she will naturally think that others are excluding her.

And so on, there are all kinds of things, Yuan Xiaolu's first day of work is like a roller coaster, ups and downs, apprehension, not at all peaceful, she can't help but imagine for a moment, if she works after graduation, will it not be so troublesome.

Chen Xiaoyou also felt her nervous and depressed mood the next day, she comforted Yuan Xiaolu, who still takes irrelevant people too seriously now, just do your own thing, don't pay attention to them, anyway, it's not for them to pay you a salary!

But having said that, whether the working atmosphere is harmonious and whether colleagues get along well is much more important than whether the salary is good, although Yuan Xiaolu is slow and will not maintain social relationships, but she is not exactly a piece of wood, especially very sensitive to the discussions behind them, she has experienced too much.

Therefore, Yuan Xiaolu still seriously considers whether to change companies, because their foreign trade department is widely distributed in Linhai, and the probability of not meeting classmates may be lower than winning the lottery.

And her kind of gossip, not only their current session, but also the senior sisters and sisters of the upper and lower years will probably know, but it is only because she herself did not know how to be low-key and did not know how to be restrained, which made too many people jealous.

It's not uncommon to have a boyfriend outside of school, and it's not uncommon to have a married man, and she's not the only one in the whole department or even the whole class, but it's rare to have a "successful person with a married man".

At least the things she used at the beginning of her senior year were enough to make the female classmates of the whole department blush, and I don't know how many people stood on the moral high ground on the surface and said that the world was declining and morally corrupt, and asked why it wasn't herself in her heart.

So she broke up with Lao Wang, no, she was abandoned by Lao Wang and had to come out to find a job, which was very happy, and it became the hottest gossip in their group for a while, and most people were gloating.

Even some students who are close to the company deliberately went to their company cafeteria at noon to make an appointment with them, saying that they were meeting old classmates, Yuan Xiaolu pouted, and under these enthusiastic faces, he didn't know what to think behind his back.

Yuan Xiaolu has been adapting very hard these days, but Chen Xiaoyou is right, he doesn't rely on them to live, he cares about the heavens and the earth, can he care what others think?

Yuan Xiaolu, who was not good at dealing with his classmates, became even more closed, and always lived alone.

In fact, the days when Lao Wang stayed at home for the few months were her happiest months.

There is no trouble with interpersonal communication, no worries about firewood, rice, oil and salt, sleep until you wake up naturally, sleep naturally when you are sleepy, brush your favorite dramas, chase your favorite stars, and hit the CP keyboard on the Internet until it flies, by the way, the computer is also bought by Lao Wang, but this thing is really useful, and you can't hang idle fish.

So during that time, Chen Xiaoyou was very worried, very worried about Yuan Xiaolu's state, a person has no normal social interaction, no work pressure, no smell of fireworks, no fireworks, no fireworks, so he lives a very dispensable life, and he really feels that he is dispensable.

Yuan Xiaolu asked her with a smile: "What, are you worried that I will find a short-term meeting? Don't you really look down on me as a junior?" Chen Xiaoyou said sincerely: "You were just young at the time, you didn't know how bright your future was, and you didn't know if you were deceived." ”

Yuan Xiaolu laughed so much that tears came down, Chen Xiaoyou, a little sister at the front desk, actually took pity on her.

Chen Xiaoyou said seriously: "Always think about it, there are parents behind you, live and work well, so that they don't worry about you." ”

Yuan Xiaolu said irritably: "I don't have parents, they don't want me for a long time." ”

Chen Xiaoyou didn't dare to continue to ask about this topic, everyone has their own secrets, and Yuan Xiaolu's memories of her parents never appeared in her mind.

Fortunately, although it was difficult, Yuan Xiaolu still did not give up and still persisted, which is naturally indispensable for Chen Xiaoyou to constantly cheer her on every day.

And Chen Xiaoyou's learning progress is very fast, plus Yuan Xiaolu flipped through the book from time to time to help her solve her doubts, her grades were affirmed by the teacher in the class, Director Cheng chatted with her a few more times, and found that she was indeed a diligent and motivated little girl, so she was transferred out of the front desk and brought to the factory director's office to be Xiao He's apprentice.

Chen Xiaoyou saw that Director Cheng wore a ring on his ring finger, and felt a little regretful and lost, but it was originally a small feeling that was not even ambiguous, and it was quickly buried by her, without making any waves.

Yuan Xiaolu has always had a sarcastic attitude towards this little affection, but in her heart, she just doesn't want Chen Xiaoyou to follow the path she has walked, and feelings are more difficult to quit than money, this kind of sign should be cut off mercilessly as soon as it appears.

Chen Xiaoyou said helplessly: "I've said it many times, I don't like him." Yuan Xiaolu pricked his heart: "What you think, I know very well, it's useless if you don't admit it, you also know it very well." ”

Chen Xiaoyou was speechless and simply kept silent.

Yuan Xiaolu is alone in the company, and she doesn't socialize with anyone, she goes to the canteen to sit alone in a corner for lunch, she is impatient to establish social relationships with other people, at first colleagues in the same department came to her for lunch, she coldly refused, she always felt that others were just gossiping about her after dinner, and she really didn't want to gossip about them anymore.

Especially those classmates of hers, who are smiling on the surface, but they don't know what to do behind their backs, and they really can't lift their spirits to deal with them, so it's better to have a clean ear than a person. At work, it also looks like a businessman, but fortunately, the work ability is still outstanding, so it is barely able to get by.

If this continues, maybe Yuan Xiaolu can find another path of her own, maybe she can live back the missed years, and maybe she can really be like Chen Xiaoyou, re-plan her future, find a better way out, and go up without stopping.

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