Xia Chen: "But I also have to learn the big tongue in Spanish?" "Ahhhh The child's face turned depressed.

Back at home, Xia Chen turned on the computer.

He Ze: "You can come to my house for dinner on the weekend." ”

Xia Chen: "Is there anything important?"

He Ze: "No. ”

Xia Chen: "There is true love in the world, and there is true love in the world." ”

She hummed a song, "Let the time pass by in a hurry, all I care about is you." "Sometimes it's not a good thing to care too much. If He Ze didn't care about her at all, she wouldn't have to suffer so much. "Ah, this is a little girl. He Ze looked at her with eyes that he hadn't seen a living person in hundreds of years. If it weren't for He Ze, she wouldn't have been sent to learn the piano. Just learn the piano, as soon as he arrived at He Ze's house, he forced Xia Chen to listen to him play the piano. She gagged her ears, and he withdrew her hands. "Sounds good, right? You'll be able to play so well in the future. Xia Chen really worked hard, she listened to music appreciation lessons. The teacher's lecture was fine, but when it came to the music appreciation part, she only felt sleepy. "Brother, really, it's not so difficult to learn mathematics. ”

Ever since she had her first MP3, she only listened to songs with lyrics and stayed away from piano music. The first band she came into contact with was Lawson, and then she fell in love with the Carpenter siblings from yesterday. Being able to sing closetoyou became her biggest motivation to learn English. A few years later, she watched Twilight, and she even hummed the theme song in her dreams. Later it was Ladygaga, it was Madonna, it was Michael Jackson. Then it was Teresa Teng, Yao Li, and Anita Mui. The songs she listened to had to have enough variations in a short period of time, and songs with lyrics were actually very difficult to do. She began to choose only the sound of musical instruments, first flute, zither, then trumpet, and finally she found her soul mate, the violin. The best part is that after the sound of the violin, she seems to have overcome her fear of piano music. As usual, she has no academic language, and still only appreciates it by feeling. When her students mentioned remixes, mashups, and bonustracks, her mind was full of question marks.

Student: "Teacher, do you like the European, American, or Japanese versions of the album?"

Xia Chen: "Is this any different?"

Student: "So, teacher, do you prefer CDs, vinyl or cassettes?"

Xia Chen raised his mobile phone, "I have software." ”

The student in front of him suddenly showed a sympathetic look. Wait, this look is familiar, why is it so similar to He Ze's eyes.

"You really don't like piano music? ”

The student cleared his throat: "It's okay, it's okay if you don't know, these things don't actually prevent you from listening to songs." He paused, "Teacher, what ...... of the headphones you use?" Before he finished asking, he saw the Samsung logo on the headphones, Xia Chen: "Original, I haven't changed to another model." ”

Student: "Teacher, do you have any other equipment for listening to songs?"

Xia Chen: "The computer, open to the public, but only used at home. ”

The student began to grieve in pain. That's right, when I told He Ze that I didn't learn the piano, he also had this expression.

Xia Chen took out his newly bought MP3 and turned off his mobile phone. Only at this time can there be a moment of freedom. In the headphones are

Yin Feng: "After I'm gone, you have to be good alone." ”

Xia Chen: "Don't worry. Remember to take all your size 0 clothes, plus size models like me can't wear those things at all. "The cabbage that has been raised for so many years has still been poached. Xia Chen touched Yin Feng's head lovingly.

Except for clothes, Yin Feng left everything behind. Actually, there's not much left. After dinner, Xia Wu made a phone call. Xia Wu: "Yin Feng is also gone, you might as well go home and live." Life may not be very convenient for one person. ”

Xia Chen: "No need, I'm so old, it's boring to go home and live again." ”

Su Ru snatched the phone: "If you had already started a family, and now we are still entangled in this issue? When you were young, you were a problem child." When I was in school, I was a troubled youth. Now that I'm employed, I still want to do problems in middle age. You ask yourself, do you really want to live like this for the rest of your life?"

Xia Wu gave Su Ru a look and motioned for her to stop talking.

Su Ru didn't stop, and continued to say to the other end of the phone: "Mom is also for your good, it's very difficult for girls to live alone." ”

Xia Chen: "Mom, look, it's not too early. I'll sleep first, and we'll talk another day. She hung up.

When she graduated from high school, she wrote two sentences from Tagore on a piece of paper as a gift—life is like the splendor of summer flowers and death is like the quiet beauty of autumn leaves. Su decided to live like a summer flower, and she herself left death like an autumn leaf. Su Jue was a little embarrassed, and insisted on exchanging with her, "You give me that one, alas, why don't you write two copies of Shengru Xia Hua?" Xia Chen shook his head and refused. When a toddler dies, parents grieve. It's a pity to leave when I was a teenager. It is a misfortune in the world to die in the prime of life. After the death of old age, there are many disputes among children. When can I leave quietly? There is the best age to enter school, the best age to get married, the best age to have children, these ages, Xia Chen has missed one by one. Human beings are greedy for life, and as an ordinary member of the human race, Xia Chen is also greedy for life. The greedy Xia Chen set himself an optimal age for death. An age that can leave the world with dignity and freely choose how to die. Xia Wu was used to seeing life and death, but he didn't mention it in front of Xia Chen. Xia Chen often asks his parents provocatively, "If I die...... this series of questions has never been answered. Often as soon as Xia Chen opened his mouth, Su Ru's eyes widened angrily and his eyes were red. It seems that his eyes are about to burst into tears in the next second. "Death" is a forbidden word in the Xia family. Even He Ze didn't allow Xia Chen to mention the word "death".

Xia Chen: "Why? Why am I not allowed to say it?"

He Ze raised his voice: "Why? Why don't you know it yourself? You have been wearing immortal jade since you were a child, and your family has come to the temple every year to make a wish for your longevity, relying on various Chinese and Western medicines to continue your life, you have finally survived to this day, how can you mention death, how dare you mention death?" He Zeqi's voice trembled. "After today, don't mention a dead word again. ”

Compared with He Ze's attitude, Xia Wu was much gentler. You always mention death, is it because there are things in the topic of "life" that you don't want to face? Xia Chen: "I don't know. Xia Wu: "When I was the same age as you, my father didn't have time to care about me at all. If you are sick, you can only prescribe medicine yourself. I took too much medicine alone and fainted. I can't wake up anyway. It was dark in front of me, my consciousness kept sinking, and I tried to open my eyes, but I felt that my eyelids were as heavy as iron, and I couldn't open them at all. I thought of my horse, I remembered my cat, I thought of my mother,