Wu Lili faced this aunt who was like a teaching director, and she had already poured out the worries and entanglements that had plagued her recently: "I don't know what secrets are hidden in my heart, and I don't know if I have forgotten something, but these things are like a black box, a black hole, devouring all hopes." ”

"Maybe I should be alone. Wu Lili said frustrated that she was willing to try for Liu Yufeng, she tried, her body succeeded, but she failed in her heart, she still couldn't do it: "I shouldn't be with others, cause others trouble, and become a burden to others." ”

Monroe smiled: "You shouldn't remember now, when you were young, you met me." ”

Wu Lili was stunned, when she was a child, she met many people, but she didn't have the impression of meeting Monroe.

This aunt told Wu Lili her name, which is indeed very special, how could she not be impressed by such a special name?

"The black box you are talking about, I helped you do it, all the bad memories you had when you were a child, I helped you lock them in the black box, so that you can live and grow up normally, in my opinion, you have lived a good life over the years, good job, good family, and now you are about to have a child. ”

Monroe looked at Wu Lili, she wanted to look at her works, full of a sense of accomplishment, and Wu Lili met all the standards of success in the world.

"I'm not good, I'm not good at all, I don't dare to have this child, the black box you said, it has become a black hole, forcing me to keep trying my best to break through, make me uneasy, make me dare not stay, dare not have hope. Wu Lili's voice was a little urgent.

"What's in that black hole?" Wu Lili asked, "Since you can lock up those bad memories, can you take them all away, maybe then I can live a normal life." ”

Meng Luo smiled: "No, what I'm good at is not such a thing, I can take away the memories of people who have just died, and I can also exchange human memories to a limited extent, but taking away memories used to be what my good partner is best at, but it's a pity that I lost him." ”

Monroe thought for a while and said: "The reason why I locked your memories at the beginning was because you were too young and the things that happened were too difficult to accept, I was entrusted by someone to help you once, and now although I can't take them all, I can open the black box and remind you of those memories, if you can open the knot in your heart, maybe the current trouble will no longer be a problem." ”

Wu Lili was not sure if she could bear the bad memories that Meng Luo said.

An uncertain black hole, and a memory that can be terrifying, she also finds it very difficult to choose, and she is in a dilemma.

But if you don't try, maybe you really won't be able to get through this difficulty, she has been seriously thinking about not telling Liu Yufeng these days, so that he thinks that he can't succeed, and then, maybe Liu Yufeng really can't bear the pressure and really agrees to separate from him.

Wu Lili thought about it, and felt that it was still not fair to Liu Yufeng after all, even if he had been forced into such a corner by the world, and there was no way to retreat, he didn't consider giving up this relationship, giving up on herself, she had to try it once, and it could be regarded as repaying Liu Yufeng's love.

She doesn't seem to have any other choice now.

Mengluo looked at her and didn't urge, just like the teacher back then, patient and gentle, comforting the helpless young Wu Lili, Mengluo was thinking in her heart, if she found Xiaoxiao, maybe he would have a different way.

Without Xiaoxiao's fancy and gorgeous prelude, nor Xiaoxiao's collection like the sky and the depths of the universe, Monroe just gently put her hand on the top of Wu Lili's head, and Wu Lili felt a click, something locked up.

The memories hidden in the shadows, the surging madness flowing out, the floodgates being rushed in all directions, Wu Lili is like an adult watching from the sidelines, looking at a young self.

Wu Lili saw the young Wu Lili, wearing a beautiful little dress, walking on the way to school, the weather was hot, she was walking, eating popsicles, a familiar uncle beckoned to her, and tempted the little girl Wu Lili with the ice cream in her hand, she flicked her pigtails and followed her uncle.

The memory behind her was something she really couldn't bear, even now that she was an adult and had a heart strong enough to fight against the whole world, she still couldn't bear it, she closed her eyes, and she could still see the hand reaching out to her body.

After more than 30 years, after these memories were released from the black box again, she was still cold and shivering, but in fact, she didn't understand what it meant back then. Seeing her messy hair and clothes, the teacher cautiously led her to the office, closed the door, and whispered to her what was going on.

The teacher, like Monroe in front of her, made her trust and depend. The teacher took her home and told her parents what had happened to her.

In order to get justice for her, her father got into a fight with the uncle, and he accidentally pushed him to the ground, and the back of his head hit a big rock, and he died on the spot.

And her father could only spend the rest of her life behind bars, her father was not in good health, and it was gone in a few years, so she saw Monroe take her father's memories and lock up these bad memories of herself according to her father's request.

After Wu Lili lost that memory, she has been dependent on her mother, struggling to survive in this world, Wu Lili thought that her mother didn't love her, so she didn't accompany her.

But Wu Lili, who has no father, has not realized how difficult it is for her mother to support Wu Lili for a while, many times, she has to think about how to live, not how to live better, Wu Lili does not understand, she is very incomprehensible to many decisions and many behaviors of her mother.

Wu Lili doesn't want to bring a new life to this world, it's just that she doesn't know how to love, how to protect, how to be a mother, she doesn't enjoy complete love, and she doesn't know how to love others, how to love a child.

And her mother took her, and the discrimination, exclusion, and unfair things she had suffered all wrote a sentence in her heart, "The world is difficult", and all these bad memories were sucked into the black box in her heart, getting bigger and bigger, and finally became a black hole of negative energy in her heart, devouring all her hopes.

Although the memories were sucked away, those emotions were left, those sadness, despair, anger, and regret made Wu Lili grow into a tangled person, a person who only knew how to run frantically and frantically, but didn't know why she was running.

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