Yuyang has been at school for a week, but since the day he left home, he has never been able to contact He Yitong, the mobile phone is turned off, and no one has answered the landline at home.

When Yu Yang took the big envelope from the hand of the master in the communication room, for some reason, a trace of uneasiness rose in his heart, and he secretly thought to himself, could it be that something had happened? He nervously opened the envelope, but the contents of the envelope surprised him even more! There was actually a letter in the envelope, that letter Yu Yang was very familiar with, it was the letter that Luo Xi wrote to himself, and he had been keeping in the bedroom drawer! At this time, someone sent it, Yu Yang hurriedly opened the other separate letter in the envelope... At a glance, on the letter paper is He Yitong's familiar handwriting, and there are many places on the credible document that seem to have been dripped on it, and the handwriting is a little blurry... Yu Yang's heart tightened, and he hurriedly read it carefully.

Yuyang:

See Xinjia! When you receive my letter to you, are you surprised? Hehe, you must be very strange with this big pig's head, right?

Please forgive me for saying goodbye in such a way, but I really can't think of any better way! On the day you left, I hid in the distance, hesitated for a long time, and I still didn't have the courage to say goodbye to you in person, just like at this moment, I don't even have the courage to call you. I'm sorry I've become cowardly in your world!

You must wonder why I made such a decision all of a sudden, don't worry, I don't have a terminal illness, and I haven't had any other messy things, those plots are only in Korean dramas, and if I had a choice, I'd rather be as romantic as the heroine in a Korean drama, at least vigorous. I made this choice for only one reason, that is, the person you really like is not me, but the person I really like is you! Hehe, that sounds like a contradiction, doesn't it? But people are often so contradictory.

A long time ago, I fell in love with you, a silly boy, knowing that you like Luoxi, but I still have this obsession, at that time I was very stupid, I always felt that as long as I persisted, maybe one day everything would change, but the longer I got along with you, the more I understood, knowing that the person I like has someone else in his heart, and the pain is really unbearable, especially when you like this person more and more, the pain is like tearing your heart... I'm sorry, I became a deserter between the two of us!

I secretly took the letter in your drawer, and when Rosie asked me to hand it over to you, I was in great pain, and I thought all my insistence would be in vain, but I was so glad you chose not to read it! You'll read this letter one day, so let's leave while I can still get rid of it!

Silly boy, let me tell you a secret, Locy has always liked you, although she didn't tell me, but I can feel it, as for why she rejected you, I think she should tell you in that letter...

Do you know? On the night of my birthday, you were drunk, but you kept shouting "Loxi"! At first I was very sad, but after thinking about it all night, I also understood that if I really like you, I should make you really happy, so that I will be happy, thank you! Since that day, you have been with me for so long and experienced so many things, and this beautiful memory will always be remembered in my heart forever.

That night ... Nothing happened to us and when you get to the room, you're already unconscious, so rest assured... You can be bold enough to face Rossy, we really don't ... This is also the reason why I rejected you again and again, I know that one day you will eventually face her, I hope you can face her without worries, so that you she will really accept you...

Well, having said so much to you, I'll tell you about myself too. Mom has promised me to move, so the previous phone will not be used, a few days ago I contacted the cram school everywhere, and now I am also open, I can't go back to the university that belongs to the two of us, I have already completed the withdrawal procedures before I come back, so there will be those two big suitcases, hehe, don't talk about these trivial things...

I'm going to take the college entrance examination again, I once gave up my dream for you, but this time I want to try again, at least live for myself... So, don't try to come to me, you big stupid pig, you can't find it if you want to!When one day, I'm relieved of everything, I'll go to you, and I'll be able to drink with you, be a buddy, and of course have to have Loxi...

You remember to eat on time, wear more clothes when it's cold, and don't stay up late... Hey~ Don't be too verbose, lest I don't look like myself more and more! Goodbye, Yuyang! You must live well, quickly find the person you really like and care about in your heart, then I will be truly happy!

Finally, I said: "You are a sure to be fortunate and blessed!"

The man's wife who once loved you deeply: He Yitong

When he saw this, Yu Yang's hands were already trembling uncontrollably, and tears on his cheeks continued to drip onto the letterhead, and he scolded in a low voice: "You idiot! Why do you make decisions for me!!" Yu Yang threw the letter to the ground like crazy, especially the letter from Luo Xi, he almost tore it to pieces impulsively! Fortunately, at this time, Ma Xiaoyun's hand was on his shoulder, which temporarily stabilized his emotions.

Yu Yang turned his head to look and said softly: "You... When did you get here?"

Ma Xiaoyun sighed lightly and replied, "I've always been there, since you entered the dormitory, you have been reading the letter, how can you take care of me?"

Yu Yang nodded lightly and continued to ask, "I'm asking when you were behind me?"

Ma Xiaoyun continued to reply: "It's always been there!

"Have you read this letter too?" asked Yuyang.

"Look, fourth brother, mourn!" Ma Xiaoyun replied.

Yu Yang nodded slightly, but immediately felt that something was wrong, so he replied, "It's not appropriate to use festival mourning here, right?"

"When is it?, can you still care about these rhetoric?" Ma Xiaoyun was stunned for a moment and continued.

Yuyang was silent again.

"You'd better take a look. Ma Xiaoyun continued.

"What are you looking at?" Yu Yang asked rhetorically.

"The other letter?" replied Ma Xiaoyun.

"This... Is it appropriate, is this necessary?" Yu Yang continued.

Ma Xiaoyun didn't answer immediately, but handed Yu Yang a cigarette, Yu Yang reflexively took it, Ma Xiaoyun helped him light it, Yu Yang took a puff, and was choked and coughed! Ma Xiaoyun said slowly: "Some people smoke is a kind of enjoyment! And some people are choked like you, the reason why this is so is because you have never really tried it, experienced it, maybe in the end you will still hate cigarettes, but maybe you will like it... I don't know what the situation is between Luo Xi and you, but He Yitong must have a reason to make such a big sacrifice, she is a good girl! ”

Ma Xiaoyun glanced at Yuyang and continued: "Give yourself a cigarette time to think about it. Also, remember to return my pack of ham sausages, judging from the letter, you shouldn't need it!"

As soon as the words fell, Yu Yang burst into tears and laughed, although he was very sad in his heart at this moment, he also felt that Ma Xiaoyun's words made some sense, so he raised his hand lightly and took another puff of the cigarette in his hand...

A cigarette burned out, and Yu Yang was already choked with saliva and snot, which was extremely embarrassing, but he still bent down and picked up the letter on the ground and opened it slowly...

Yuyang:

I wonder if this opening sentence is a little rusty? I'm sorry, but this is the first time I've written a letter to someone else, so I'm a little nervous. I don't know when you will see this letter, but after thinking about it, He Yitong is right: "You must have the courage to fight for your happiness." ”

First of all, I would like to say sorry for what I have done to you before, and I ask for your forgiveness.

Since I was a child, my health has not been good, I am always sick, and my parents always comfort me and say, "It's okay, I will be fine when I grow up." "But I didn't see any improvement until high school. My parents didn't worry much about me, and to be honest, I swore that I didn't want to be a burden to anyone anymore.

You told me that day that you liked me, but you know what? I didn't want to say, "Me too!" But I really didn't know when I would suddenly fall down one day, and since I couldn't be with you for so long, how could I easily let each other fall in?

Every time I reject you, my heart is very uncomfortable, but I would rather be like this than let myself be a burden to you, let alone at such a critical time in high school. Later, I learned that you were doing well, and I also felt happy, and every time I hurriedly said goodbye, I just didn't want to disturb your peaceful life.

I have a good news to tell you, the doctor told me that my body has healed before the college entrance examination! Do you believe in miracles? I have always believed in it, because this day has finally made me wait, and I will no longer be a burden, so... Now I want to tell you, "I like you!"

I don't know if you'll be the same as before, and I don't know if you'll forgive me, but if I fight for it, I won't have any regrets! I secretly set a deadline for myself, before graduating from college, I will always wait for you, and if you can show up, I will definitely say, "I do!"

Do you remember the day we watched the starry sky together? My wish is that one day I can meet you in good health!

Well, that's all, and I hope you're doing well!

Loxi