Throughout the summer vacation, Yuyang spent the days on the same day, and quietly ran to the hospital to visit Luo Xi before dawn every day, but every time he was just lying outside the glass of the ward door, he didn't dare to go in again, he was afraid that his appearance would stimulate Luo Xi again and make his condition worse. At the beginning, Luo Xi always had various instruments on her body, and naturally the mobile phone was not on her.

A month later, Luo Xi's body has improved a little, and the equipment has been removed, but Yu Yang sent a text message to Luo Xi, but it was a stone in the sea, and he never saw her reply, and sometimes he wondered if Luo Xi's mobile phone number was useless.

The days passed in a hurry, and finally the day before Yuyang returned to school, Luo Xi was also discharged from the hospital. However, Yuyang didn't know in advance, only when he arrived at the hospital did he find that someone else had already changed on the bed, and he asked the nurse on duty before confirming the news of her discharge.

Yuyang stepped on the train back to school alone, and before getting on the train, Yuyang sent a text message to Luo Xi again: "Luo Xi, I'll go first, you take care of your body, I will visit you in Beijing if I have the chance." ”

To Yu Yang's surprise, this time Luo Xi finally replied to the message, only two short sentences, but it once again made Yu Yang's heart ache and blame himself, if it weren't for the train has started slowly, Yu Yang really has the urge to run back to find Luo Xi, only to see the message read: "I have been suspended from school for half a year, I don't need to contact again in the future, one farewell and two wide!

Yu Yang returned to the dormitory, Ma Xiaoyun and the fat man had already arrived in advance, and as before, they were still having fun in front of the computer! Yu Yang said hello to the two of them and returned to his desk and sat down, without saying a word.

During the break in the game, the fat man turned his head to look at Yu Yang, and immediately asked, "Fourth, looking at your unhappy face, it seems that you know everything?"

The fat man's words made Yu Yang a little inexplicable, he was stunned for a moment, turned his head to look at the fat man, and asked suspiciously: "What are you talking about?

"You look good! don't guess, you're unhappy because of her!" replied the fat man.

"What are you talking about?" Yu Yang was even more confused, could it be that he was talking about He Yitong? But after thinking about it, how could the fat man know about He Yitong;

While Yuyang was thinking about it, the fat man continued: "Lin Xiufen, why did you forget about people so quickly?"

Lin Xiufen! Yu Yang quickly recalled in his mind, this name really felt a little distant, and as soon as the fat man said this, he suddenly realized that he really hadn't seen her for a long time, so he asked, "What's wrong with her?"

"You don't know, then why do you look so sad?" the fat man asked rhetorically.

"Leave me alone, tell me quickly, what's wrong with her?" Yu Yang urged.

The fat man sighed and said: "Painting a tiger is not an anti-dog, things have been played! After jumping off the building last time, both feet were comminuted and fractured, and he has been sitting in a wheelchair, and he has not recovered at all, and he was persuaded to quit by the school. You know that. ”

"What about her boyfriend?" asks Yuyang.

"Then how do I know? Logically speaking, it is some moral responsibility, after all, it was she who danced by herself, and no one forced her! It's a pity, a good girl, but the high branch did not climb, and her future was broken... Hey, I say, even if this thing is over, don't be too sad, it's a former, a former, a former!" said the fat man.

Hearing the fat man say this, Yu Yang felt a little funny, where is this, he and Lin Xiufen don't have much intersection at all, at that time, she and He Yitong were just angry, but then again, she actually ended up with this kind of result, which is indeed a bit regrettable, thinking of this, Yu Yang couldn't help but sigh and continued to be silent!

I don't know when, Ma Xiaoyun walked behind Yuyang, he handed over a cigarette, and then lit it himself, took a deep breath, and asked: "I see that your expression is wrong, is something happening?" I know that it is definitely not Lin Xiufen's business. ”

Yuyang took the cigarette and lit it, and suddenly coughed, he hadn't smoked for a long time, to be precise, after being with Luo Xi, he almost quit smoking, but at this time, he was depressed, and inevitably began to miss the smell of cigarettes again. He took a few deep breaths, and finally said softly, "Boss, me and Rosie... Broke up. These words, Yu Yang said extremely difficult, and in the end, he was a little choked.

Ma Xiaoyun was taken aback and asked, "Why? Is there any room for redemption?"

Yu Yang shook his head lightly and replied, "It's a long story, it should be... There is no room left. ”

Ma Xiaoyun looked at Yuyang's eyes red, and he couldn't bear to continue asking, so he reached out and patted him on the shoulder, comforting: "Three-legged toads are not easy to find, two-legged girls are all over the street, let's go tonight, go well." ”

Hearing that he was going tonight, the fat man was interested, and hurriedly jumped over and said loudly: "Tonight? Okay! Okay! Always ready!"

Yuyang took another deep puff of cigarette and replied slowly: "Boss, it's useless, this time it's different, my heart... They all seem to be dead!"

"Phew, phew, don't say such frustrating words! There is nothing in the world that can't be solved with one meal, and if there is, then two! Right, Boss?" the fat man hurriedly laughed.

Ma Xiaoyun glanced at the fat man and replied, "You think well, if everyone can be as optimistic as you... That's it!"

The fat man blinked his little eyes and asked rhetorically, "Am I not right?"

Ma Xiaoyun and Yuyang didn't answer, and when the fat man saw this, it seemed that tonight's event had failed, so he turned around and sat back in front of the computer.

Ma Xiaoyun continued: "Why don't you go to play ball, you can also jump aerobics!"

Yu Yang shook his head and replied, "I'm not in that mood! Boss, I understand your kindness, but... I'm not really interested in anything anymore. ”

"Hey... I said, don't you jump off a building like you're good at looking!," the fat man interjected.

Yu Yang whispered: "If everything in the world can be solved with a jump, then it would be good!"

Ma Xiaoyun scolded the fat man repeatedly: "What are you talking nonsense? Parents who are sick and skinny, if you jump off the building at every turn, what will your parents do? Don't have bad ideas!"

When the fat man was told this, he quickly shut it up, stopped answering, and continued to look intently at the computer screen with his eyes.

Ma Xiaoyun snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and continued: "No matter what, life always has to go on, and it's not a way for you to do this!"

Yuyang was about to answer, when a voice suddenly came from the upper bunk: "That's it, that's it, now you can consider going to self-study with me, right?"

Hearing this, Yu Yang hurriedly glanced at the upper bunk, he didn't know that Wang Dingguo had been in the dormitory, which was a little fresh, so he said: "Little San, are you there?

Wang Dingguo said with a smile: "I have something to do this afternoon, so I didn't go to self-study, and I have to go out in a while." ”

Yu Yang responded: "I didn't expect you to have something more important than self-study?"

Wang Dingguo scratched his head and said with a smile: "This afternoon, a large state-owned enterprise in Beijing is coming to the school to recruit, and I plan to take a look." ”

"Recruitment, aren't we only sophomores, and we're about to recruit?" asked Yuyang suspiciously.

"That's right! It's recruiting sophomores, they want to recruit reserve talents, and they require English level 6 and computer level 2, and I just happen to meet all of them, so I want to try my luck, and if I succeed, I can go to work as soon as I graduate!" Wang Dingguo replied.

Yu Yang shook his head lightly and said, "Little San, will your requirements be too low? A state-owned enterprise can excite you like this? According to me, you must at least read a postdoctoral degree and then teach in a university, which is in line with your style of falling in love with self-study!"

Wang Dingguo was suddenly silent, and after a long time, he finally replied, "You are right! I will listen to you!" With that, he climbed down from the top bunk.

Yuyang was startled, and hurriedly asked, "What are you doing here?"

Wang Dingguo replied: "I've thought about it, I'll go to myself, what kind of job fair, I won't go!"

Seeing this, Yu Yang hurriedly said: "I also said it casually, don't you want to... ”

"You're right! I've thought about it, I should study higher for my academic qualifications, otherwise I won't have a future! I won't go to the job fair first!" Wang Dingguo said.

"Isn't it a little too hasty?" asked Yu Yang again.

"No! no!" Wang Dingguo had already put on his shoes, picked up a few books, and pushed open the dormitory door and went out.

After seeing Wang Dingguo leave, Ma Xiaoyun said to Yuyang: "Sometimes you should really learn from him, you can afford it, you can put it down, you should be persistent when you should be persistent, and when you should let go... Let it go!"

Yu Yang nodded thoughtfully.

After Yuyang returned to school, with the company of the fat man and Ma Xiaoyun, life seemed to pass quickly. In the whole year of freshman year, he has long lost his freshness to college campus life, without Luoxi, the days are extremely boring every day, and it didn't take long for him to quit the basketball team and cheerleading team, although he sometimes plays basketball, but he is no longer as obsessed with as he was at the beginning, he slowly began to know that this thing is not something he can always do, and it is better to give up earlier and be more chic.

He would sometimes send messages to Lothy, but the result was the same, Lothy never replied, and he tried to call her, but there was no answer on the other end of the line, and he knew, "This time, Lothy may really not forgive him again." ”

He thought about looking for He Yitong, not for anything else, but just to know how she is doing now? He didn't know who to ask.

Hesitating, it's winter in the blink of an eye, and the first semester of the sophomore year is coming to an end...