More and more life-saving, probably in the twilight years!

I thought it would be better to be closer to home, otherwise the moment I die, I may not be able to return home and bury myself in my homeland.

If I was born in the war years, I might go back and choose to be a traitor, so that I can lose my dignity and enjoy life, unlike now, I have neither dignity nor life.

I often feel tired, probably because I'm in the twilight of my life.

I am often complacent about my immature ideas, clear and above the world, I can't see everything in front of me clearly, and I step into the abyss and can't turn back.

I really don't really want to care about other people's affairs, even if it's someone close to me, but I haven't succeeded, although I selfishly think that it's enough for me to live well alone, but I haven't been able to do it, I don't have the right to speak, even the right to enjoy my own life seems not so dignified.

I love everyone who loves me, it's really hard to do, I often ignore their existence, I have a piece of purity, I don't want to be disturbed, I'm still selfish, I crave love, but I don't want to give.

If I were given a choice, I wouldn't want to turn back, leave here, step into the mountains, and cultivate myself, I think I would be able to endure such hardship.

The Buddha has always been ruthless, and I can't do it.

Sometimes I am really tired and don't want to talk anymore, lie there, pass out, and when I wake up, what should go is gone, and what should come comes.

I'm really sorry, I couldn't hold on, I probably won't be able to hear my voice again, I won't be able to see my words anymore, and it seems that I need to make some choice, leave or continue.

I've never liked choices because it made me feel so ignorant and insignificant.

But after all, this day will come.

I'm sorry, but this is my final chapter, thank you to everyone who read my article, thank you. I wanted to leave a name, but I was afraid that I would not die innocently, so I just gave up.

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