Chapter Twenty-Four: Survival in the Future!
"Lord!"
Zhang Xingxing looked at the old man and shouted with a smile.
"The eldest grandson is back, hum! You stinky boy, you haven't been back for a long time, is the town 108,000 miles away? You little thing, grandpa is really blind The sugar gourd he bought for you before is even more white-eyed wolf than your old man!"
Zhang Jingui was happy that he came back and blamed him again.
In other words, Zhang Xingxing's temper in later generations follows his grandfather, which is really a bit similar.
Some people say that they come out of a mold, whether it is an old personality or a body.
After the responsibility system, every household began to have enough to eat, and in the following years, some families became rich first and began to eat meat every now and then.
The old man of the Zhang family began to eat meat.
If you don't eat meat for three days, hehe, the whole Zhangjiahe Village can know that this old man has a big temper, and the ten cows can't pull it, and the whole village will knock on the enamel basin at home!
said that Grandma Zhang didn't give him meat to eat, he didn't see any minced meat for a week, and the pig killed by the family for the New Year was hundreds of catties, and he didn't eat the pig's head meat, and the pork was pickled and moldy, so he didn't give it to him...... He also wept very sinfully.
When Zhang Xingxing grew old, he felt that he complained after not eating meat for a few days, which was exactly the same as his grandfather's pie.
He just wanted to eat pork, and he didn't care that the pork in the market was crazy at that time, the African swine fever broke out, and there were countless dead pigs, and when the epidemic passed, there were fewer pigs, 20 pork, 25 pork, 30 pork, 32 pork, and 35 pork...... I remember that the pork was only nine pieces during the Chinese New Year, and in a blink of an eye, the pig flew into the sky, no matter how you want to eat pork, the average family has to weigh whether to eat it, this weigh, more and more expensive, so that Zhang Xingxing has not eaten pork for many days, he called ah.
A pack of self-raised white-eyed wolves.
It's his grandfather Zhang Jingui who is alive.
"That's Zhang Jingui's rebirth!"
It was said so by the people in the village.
After the grandfather came home, it was already close to evening, and Zhang's happy parents also returned.
Zhang's mother, Wu Yulan, asked her son vigorously if she had been doing in the town for more than a month, and she had not visited him even when she earned work at home.
"Mom, everything is fine in the town, where is the son eating and drinking, you see, otherwise how can there be muscles. ”
Zhang Xingxing and Wu Yulan show.
At this time, Zhang's father also walked over.
Zhang Xingxing didn't show it anymore, but called "Dad." ”
"Well, it's back. ”
"Hmm. ”
In his previous life, Zhang Xingxing and his father usually didn't talk much, but when they spoke, they were one to reject the other.
Old man Zhang can be said to have shown a great desire to control Zhang Xingxing, and he completely wants to control Zhang Xingxing's thoughts.
The ideological control of Zhang Xingxing's father can be described as those children who took the college entrance examination in later generations, some children obviously want to study liberal arts, but their parents have to force or strongly indicate who has found a good job in science, who has not seen any prospects in liberal arts for the time being, and so on, and then this child will go to study science.
The final result is that the child may be about to collapse when he is studying science, and since then he has lost his interest in learning, some of them have self-abandonment and inferiority, some of their temperaments have changed greatly and even gone to extremes, and some of them have tried to change their majors to liberal arts majors, but they have succeeded in that regard, of course, there are also a few who can do arts and sciences, all right, but he will regret that he did not like the possibility of what he liked.
In any case, there will be a considerable group of children who are successful in their parents' relationship, and find that some of them are obviously not good, especially nervous, the children's personality has become very sensitive and stubborn, and some children have a great psychological shadow, and they can't get out of the shadow for many years.
Because parents are too strong, they will be particularly overkill in their psychology to demand freedom.
People who become like to compete with the world are most likely to have parents who have a strong desire to control, which makes them feel too much depression and grievances, and with the passage of time and the understanding of their parents will not disappear, even if his father has done a lot for him, but for a considerable period of time he seems to "hold grudges" , and has always wanted to get rid of the shackles brought to him by his parents, but it is very difficult to really come out, many times until middle and old age can come out, so that many people have many regrets, because parents have been waiting for their children to thank them, and children have been waiting for their parents to apologize.
When the child can only open his heart in middle age or even old age, his parents are no longer there, and the regret of his previous life is truly experienced.
Zhang Xingxing hated in his previous life, hated his father's various controls over him, all kinds of arrangements he forcibly arranged, whether it was marriage, whether it was the choice of career, the big or small affairs of the family, it should have belonged to him as an opportunity to grow and exercise, but his father was always in front of him, they always forced, or forcibly took care of everything, or felt that he couldn't do anything well They did what belonged to him, and he blocked everything that Zhang Xingxing did.
Zhang Xingxing is really itchy with teeth, but there is no way, he has to listen to his father, he is the eldest son, and he needs to take the lead for his younger brothers and sisters.
And this kind of unconvincing finally came out when he was in his youth.
Old man Zhang thought that his son's wings were stiff, in fact, he didn't know the knot between him and his son, in fact, his son had been fighting in his heart for most of his life, but it didn't start when he was young and middle-aged, but when he was seventeen or eighteen years old, he began to have his own ideas, but he was hidden in his psychology at that time, and then finally one day he stopped hiding, this dear old man.
In the previous life, there were many tragedies and regrets for the brothers and sisters in the family, and they were also inseparable from the old man's desire for control.
The brothers and sisters had accidents one after another, and he yelled at his father, so the father and son began to be incompatible, and they were incompatible, and they seemed to be enemies in their previous lives.
Completely torn the skin, leaving no room for anything.
The old man who has a strong desire to control children all his life has been torn to the point that he has no face at all.
The old man's psychology began to stagnate and grew older and faster, and it didn't take long for him to ......
When he left, he was happy in his heart, he didn't know why, his heart was quite bitter, he felt that this bad old man was the root of all the troubles in the family, all because of his desire to control, his education, and all kinds of tragedies in the whole big family, all of which were caused by Zhang Yingui.
For a long time he thought so, even after he was gone.
Until.
Zhang Xingren was only untied when he was middle-aged and old, and when he became the patriarch himself, he untied the shackles and ran towards the freedom of his own heart, but he let go too late, the old man was already gone, because until death, their hearts could not open each other.
Waiting for the knot to be untied, he knew that he owed his father a thank you, his father had done too much for his children all his life, that hard life, at that time he could only say thank the old man at the grave, and he had been looking forward to his father's apology for so many years, it seemed that it was no longer important, it was his life, relieved, his life was already doomed, he was already half of his body to go into the coffin to win people, what else, what if he could, what if he couldn......
However, he thought that in the next life, if he had any more fate, he would be father and son with the old man again, and he should let his father know his own thoughts as soon as possible, and prove it to him! He was getting older and older, and he often chattered at the grave like an old child...... It's like going back to the old days.
I didn't expect it to be back incredible!