Chapter 94: Caring for Him Like This
Zheng Ze looked at Lu Bochuan in surprise, slightly stunned, didn't tell Song Juan, did he hide it from her?
But looking at the man's angry but firm expression, Zheng Ze suppressed the question he was about to say.
Zheng Zedao: "But if you keep hiding it from her like this, she will know sooner or later." ”
And such a decision is a bit cruel to Song Juan.
At this time, Song Juan may not want to keep this child.
Lu Bochuan and Xia Qinghe's wedding was so big, it was not a simple matter to cancel, once it was canceled, the blow to Xia Qinghe was almost devastating.
And for Song Juan, it may not be a good thing, how big the matter between Lu Bochuan and Xia Qinghe is, once the wedding of the two is canceled, how much damage will be brought to Song Juan.
Because once the wedding is canceled, the first person to be pushed to the forefront will definitely be Song Juan.
In the past few years, Song Juan has already been a notorious existence, and Xia Qinghe is a popular movie star in the entertainment industry, if Lu Bochuan cancels his wedding with Xia Qinghe and goes with Song Juan instead, then Song Juan will definitely become the target of the whole network, and he is afraid that he will be torn to the point that there are no bones left.
But if it is not canceled, when the time comes, the two will get married, and let Song Juan raise the children outside?
For Song Juan, it is even more uncomfortable than a meat grinder churning in his heart.
Song Huang is already in such a bad state now, and no one knows what will happen when the time comes.
And such a thing can't be hidden for long at all.
But the man stood beside the hospital bed, and the gaze that fell on Song Juan was dim and difficult to discern: "Then wait until she knows." ”
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Song Juan only woke up the next day, and after she was sent back to Jingjiang by Lu Bochuan yesterday, her mood was not high, so she kept standing on the balcony.
She didn't deliberately look at the hot searches on Weibo, but the news push on her mobile phone was constantly connected.
She just heard the phone ringing, lowered her eyebrows and looked at the title, the fingers holding the phone tightened for a moment, and she put the phone away as if nothing happened, and didn't click on it.
Many times, she did have a numbness to these things that bordered on no feeling.
Later, Gu Sisi called, saying that she had returned to Haicheng and asked her if she would like to go to work in Yongda Construction tomorrow.
Yongda Construction is the name of the parent company to which it is affiliated, and Zhou Jing's company is in the name of the sixth subsidiary of Yongda Construction, but in fact it has neither qualifications nor real offices.
Not only that, because it is affiliated with the head office, every project that Zhou Jing's company undertakes must give the head office 2 percent of the management fee plus about 6 percent of the tax, which adds up to about 8 percent.
And Song Juan was able to win the land in City B, on the one hand, relying on the name and qualification of Yongda Head Office, and on the other hand, relying on the relationship between Lu Bochuan.
Whether it is the seal of the housing management bureau and the bank or the head office in city B, someone needs to run, and the matter is very complicated, and the seal of the head office is very strict.
Song Juan was too busy to win.
Song Juan said: "Come on, I will hand over the progress of the land in City B with you, and a lot of information will be handed over to you to run." ”
Gu Sisi also did things neatly, and said, "Okay, I know." ”
After Song Juan hung up the phone, she felt a little hungry, but she didn't want to order takeout, so after thinking about it, she went to the refrigerator to see if there were any ingredients.
As soon as I saw that there were noodles, eggs, and a few tomatoes, and a little bit of greens, I patiently made a little bit.
Probably because she doesn't have a home, she is very persistent in the meals she cooks at home.
But she didn't want to eat what Lu Bochuan made for her, since she was sick, eating what he made was like swallowing a knife.
Song Juan learned the lesson of the last time, found a video of learning to make noodles and watched it from beginning to end before starting to do it.
But even so, the process of doing it is thrilling enough.
When I copied the tomatoes, I almost burned the pot, the eggs were beaten in the bowl, the dishes were washed and all the dishes were put aside, and when I actually put them, the eggs forgot to go in.
When I was about to get out of the pot, I saw the egg in the bowl, and I remembered that the egg had not been put in yet, so I took the bowl and poured it in, and when I put the bowl back, my hand slipped and I beat the bowl again.
When I put away the broken bowl and went to see the noodles in the pot, there was no water.
In the end, the cooked stuff is still a mess and fishy.
But she will also eat it, in fact, her mouth is quite picky, and the meals cooked by Lu Bochuan are all colorful, flavorful, and flavorful, but even so, I don't know if it is because since she ate the food cooked by Lu Bochuan, the two have already become such a relationship, so she is also not interested in eating.
Later, when I got sick, I remembered Wen Ya and Lu Zhuoming, and it was as uncomfortable as swallowing a knife.
But she didn't pick what she made, she ate a small half, and wanted to eat a little, but after eating a few chopsticks, her stomach gradually hurt.
She didn't take it seriously at first, and only began to panic when the pain was unbearable.
I quickly called the emergency number and Zheng Ze's number.
She couldn't move after the fight.
In the second half, Song Juan barely had much consciousness.
I only knew that it was Zheng Ze who came over, called her in a hurry, and ran downstairs with her in my arms.
shouted at her: "Wanwan, you hold on, I will take you to the hospital soon." ”
Later, I went to the emergency room, and not long after the needle was dropped, I fell asleep in a daze when the pain eased.
Song Juan opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling, a little strange for a while, but she still had memories of entering the hospital.
Song Juan slept like this all night, a little tired, and just wanted to sit up from the bed, he felt a pair of hands across his waist.
Song Wan was stunned for a moment, and a familiar breath came from the side.
Song Xuan's heart tightened for no reason, and the blood stopped flowing for a few seconds before she turned her head to look to the side.
At a glance, I saw Lu Bochuan's quiet sleeping face.
His face is really good-looking, his eyelashes are thick and slender, and his facial features are exquisite, some people say that good-looking men will have a little fairy spirit, but such a man will inevitably have a little girlishness, but he is not, he is more like a god and a wolf that burst out of the sacred totem.
And the way he fell asleep was reined in, and he didn't seem as frightening as usual.
Song Juan had heard people evaluate Lu Bochuan before, saying that Lu Bochuan's face was obviously the most outstanding existence in him, but his temperament often made people ignore his face.
Because of his indifferent and noble temperament, he can catch people's attention.
That's something that comes out of the bones.
Song Juan looked at him fixedly for two seconds, then turned his head.
She lay on the bed, and after a while, she had to admit that she was still uncomfortable, every moment with him she was uncomfortable, and that discomfort was suppressed by her, but it would still flow out at some point.
The uncomfortable veins were clear, as if carved into the bones and blood, accompanied by her breathing, but she couldn't say it.
Two lives pressed on her heart, about to crush her whole person, and she didn't have a moment of ease.
And her staying with him was not so much self-abuse, but rather being forced by him to have no way out, to atone for his sins, or to make him happy.
Song Juan breathed cautiously, until the pain was slowly suppressed, and then she carefully took Lu Bochuan's hand away from her waist, but before she could sit up, her waist was tight.
Song Xuan's whole person fell into Lu Bochuan's arms again.
Song Juan froze and looked towards Lu Bochuan.
Lu Bochuan opened his eyes.
The two were caught off guard and looked at each other.
There was a moment of silence in the air, and the central air conditioner overhead whined and blew warm air.
Song Juan's heart seemed to burst out of those beautiful eyes, and the extremely aggressive gaze grabbed him fiercely, and then his heart tightened inch by inch.
Song Wan pursed her lips and didn't speak.
Lu Bochuan's gaze did not retract, his thin lips lifted lightly: "Where do you want to go?"
It took Song Juan a long time to come back to her senses, she didn't answer Lu Bochuan's question, but asked, "Why are you here?"
After Zheng Ze went back last night, Lu Bochuan stayed by Song Juan's bedside for Song Wan for half the night.
His gaze fell on Song Juan's emaciated side face, and he was silent all the time.
Later, he couldn't help but go outside to smoke a cigarette, and the pale cyan smoke slowly spit out of his beautiful thin lips, covering his deep eyes.
If you look closely, you will see that there is a raging reef lurking in those eyes.
He bit his cigarette and looked at the night outside, but his heart was no calmer than anyone else's.
In fact, Song Juan's pregnancy also had a great impact on him, and he didn't think about how to deal with many things, but the first instinct to know that Song Juan's pregnancy was not to let her know.
He didn't know whether the child should be kept, or take him away while Song Juan was not awake.
But either way, he couldn't let her know.
It was the only decision he could have made under the shock.
In the silent corridor of the middle of the night, his brow furrowed more and more, and occasionally someone came out of the hospital room and made a rustling sound.
He smoked in silence, his eyes more familiar than the night outside.
He knew in his heart that if he wanted to get rid of the child, now was the best choice, and no one dared to tell Song Juan, then Song Juan would never know about the arrival of this child.
Later, after smoking a cigarette, he went to brush his teeth, and looked at Song Juan for a while, until he was a little sleepy, so he came up and fell asleep.
After Song Juan asked that sentence, Lu Bochuan got up and went to get dressed, and said, "I heard Zheng Ze say that you were sick last night, so I came over to take a look." ”
After a pause, he turned his head to look at Song Juan, gritted his teeth in his thin lips and spit out a few words: "No one has taught you, don't you go to order takeout if you don't know how to cook?"
Last night, he went to Jingjiang to get clothes, and at a glance he saw the half bowl of noodles she had put on the coffee table and hadn't finished eating, his eyebrows were wrinkled together, and when he went to the kitchen, his face suddenly became cold, and the things in the kitchen, those who didn't know thought they had been robbed.
Lu Bochuan can't suppress his temper when he thinks about it now.
Lu Bochuan said: "No matter how bad it is, won't you call Zheng Ze and ask him to come and cook it for you?"
The two of them lived together, and he didn't ask her to go to the kitchen for half a step.
Knowing that she wouldn't, she was still so masochistic, and she ate half a bowl of that bowl of-like things.
Lu Bochuan can string a ball of fire in his heart when he thinks about it.
Song Juan misunderstood, thinking that Lu Bochuan was because he had mixed up his date with Xia Qinghe.
Song Juan slowly blinked her somewhat sour eyes, raised her head again, smiled politely, and was a little sorry: "I didn't want to call you, it affected you and Xia Qinghe, right?" ”
Lu Bochuan's hand on his clothes paused, and the air in the ward instantly seemed to condense, and Lu Bochuan's face was gloomy, like a black cloud pressing down on the city in a thunderstorm.
Lu Bochuan was originally violent because Song Juan called Zheng Ze, Song Juan's words simply ignited his anger, Lu Bochuan's thin lips pursed into a straight line, and his eyes almost penetrated Song Juan.
There was a calm in the ward.
Song Juan's nerves were tense.
She felt a little ridiculous again, and Song Juan said: "Lu Bochuan, what are you angry about? What do you want me to do? If you just want to take revenge on me, haven't I endured it? You have already succeeded." ”
Song Juan also felt wronged, but she didn't even have the qualifications to be wronged.
She doesn't need to be reminded of her, she also knows her worst disease.
Even if Wen Ya snatched her documents, even if Lu Zhuoming hypnotized her, but she killed Lu Hongye, but it was a real existence.
Lu Hongye called her, but she didn't look back.
She had tried her best to avoid thinking about this, but when Lu Bochuan was by her side, she couldn't forget it.
She couldn't tolerate Xia Qinghe before, but now she can tolerate it, only she knows what she has experienced in this process.
But even so, Lu Bochuan still felt that it was not enough.
Song Xuan's face was sickly, and he smiled and said, "But how far do you want to go? Is it that you are married to Xia Qinghe, and I want to stay by your side for the rest of my life, so you feel relieved?"
Lu Bochuan looked at her deeply, his eyes were full of unclear emotions, and he said: "I will never be relieved of my anger in my life, Wanwan, you can only accompany me to old age and death in this life." ”
Song Juan's tears fell, she hadn't cried for a long time, and she had tried her best to stabilize her emotions.
But there is also a critical point in her emotions.
She also has a limit to what she can bear.
After so many days and nights, she will not be able to stand it.
Song Juan shook her head, her fingers were tightly clasped into the flesh and blood, she still smiled shallowly, and said, "Impossible, Lu Bochuan, it is impossible for me to stay by your side and accompany you until you are old until you die." ”
Lu Bochuan's eyebrows were gloomy: "Then we'll see." ”
Song Juan said: "Okay, I don't necessarily have to lose, Lu Bochuan, the person who can't let go has always been you." ”
But he has the capital, the capital that forced Song Juan to stay by his side, but Song Juan didn't have it, this is the difference.
Lu Bochuan knew, and Song Juan also knew.
Lu Bochuan sneered and didn't say much.
Song Xuan's heart became more and more uncomfortable.
Lu Bochuan continued to get dressed, and when he got dressed, he came to Song Juan, Lu Bochuan lowered his eyes and looked at Song Juan, and said, "Wanwan, the person who loses is not necessarily me." ”
Song Juan slept on the bed and didn't make a sound.
Lu Bochuan stretched out his hand to wipe his tears for Song Juan, he looked at Song Juan's eyes, and he thought, since she said so ruthlessly, it would be better to leave the child behind.
He had to have more ties to her.
There are more bonds that can't let go of each other.
Thinking so, Lu Bochuan hugged Song Juan into his arms, his voice softened, and said, "Wanwan, be obedient and stay by my side, maybe one day, I will figure it out and no longer hate you." ”
Song Juan smiled bitterly, Wen Yahui reminded him from time to time, how could he not hate her crimes?
But she didn't say anything.
Lu Bochuan coaxed her for a while, and Song Juan gradually stopped her tears.
Lu Bochuan said: "You have a good rest here first, the doctor said that you should stay in the hospital for at least a week, this week, you should not go to other places, and in the future, you are not allowed to cook and eat by yourself, I will not ask a nanny to come over to cook for you." ”
When Song Juan was cooking the noodles, the water was less, the noodles were boiled into lumps, and the eggs were stirred and fishy.
Song Juan opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, for a long time, and said without any emotion: "Whatever you want." ”
Lu Bochuan frowned, turned his head to look at her, and finally suppressed his temper and said nothing, turning around to brush his teeth.
After Lu Bochuan entered the bathroom, Song Juan's phone rang.
Song Juan picked it up and took a look, and then remembered that she had also made an appointment with Gu Sisi.
Song Juan adjusted her mood and quickly picked up the phone: "Sisi?"
"Mr. Song, I'm at the company, when will you come over?"
Gu Sisi's probationary period was set for one month, and all the information in City B was put on the company's desk.
The company also has a small data clerk, the data clerk is not very experienced, and many things still need to be taught by Song Juan himself, and Song Juan has learned a little bit of the things in terms of data when he helped Zhou Jing a while ago, and it is not comprehensive, and it is not easy to use.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have to recruit people again, and now there is very little information on that earthwork, and there is basically nothing to do, but fortunately, because she is not skilled, the salary is relatively low.
When the earthwork is completed, Song Juan is not ready to use her, if Gu Sisi can use it well, he can let her follow him at that time.
Song Juan thought for a while and said: "I can't go to the company in the hospital now, my company also has a data clerk, you go in directly, and then ask her where my desk is, I have a bunch of information on my desk, you take all of them, I will send the address to your mobile phone later, and we will talk after you come." ”
Gu Sisi was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Song Juan to be hospitalized, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you?"
"I'm fine, I had a stomachache last night, so I came to the hospital, I may have to hang a drip for a few days, you come over and I'll talk to you again. ”
After Song Juan hung up the phone, he felt a scorching gaze, turned his head to look at the bathroom, Lu Bochuan stood at the door, his eyes fell on Song Juan heavily, and said, "You are sick now, you can put the company's affairs aside first." ”
Song Juan didn't want to let it go, she had people in her company, she needed money, the rented office needed money, and Zhou Jing's hospitalization fee needed money.
Thinking of Zhou Jing, Song Juan also wanted to quietly transfer the hospital to Zhou Jing, yesterday's incident made her a little uneasy, she couldn't put Zhou Jing in the original hospital.
Song Qian lowered her eyelashes and said, "It's okay, I didn't go out even in the ward." ”
Lu Bochuan pressed his eyebrows, and his air pressure was low.
"If you're in a hurry about the company, I can send someone to help you. ”
Song Juan was stunned for a moment, almost subconsciously refusing: "Don't!"
Lu Bochuan looked at her.
Song Juan wants to smoke a little, she doesn't want Zhou Jing's company to become Lu Bochuan's hand, she hopes that the company will survive by herself, she can rely on Lu Bochuan to get through the relationship, but she can't let that company become Lu Bochuan's accessory.
Besides, it was already very uncomfortable for her to stay by Lu Bochuan's side, and she didn't want to have any traces of Lu Bochuan in her sight when she was in Zhou Jing's company.
After he and Xia Qinghe got married, if she had the opportunity, she would definitely break away from Lu Bochuan, and she couldn't really spend her life with him.
Song Juan said: "Lu Bochuan, this company belongs to Zhou Jing, I just want it to belong to Zhou Jing completely, and Zhou Jing may not want you to help him." ”
Lu Bochuan's face was really gloomy, and his anger pressed under his calm face, and his dark eyes fell on Song Xuan.
Lu Bochuan said: "You are so attentive to him. ”