Chapter Eighty-Three: Imperfect Victims
Now that she has said this, Xie Xiaoyun no longer hides it, and she told Sister-in-law Yu about the grievances, misunderstandings and humiliations she had suffered, but there is one thing that is very strange: before jumping into the sea and committing suicide, she felt that she had suffered a great insult, and she only wanted to die to prove her innocence, but now she is telling the story, but she is like a bystander.
Xie Xiaoyun said how she couldn't go to college or find a good job because of her poor family composition, so she had to marry into the Cheng family in the countryside, because their family roots were red and seedlings were positive, and they could give her a little shelter from the wind and rain to survive that chaotic era.
Sister-in-law Yu didn't understand how the world could be like that, and Xie Xiaoyun wondered why it hadn't been affected here.
In short, although they talk about chickens and ducks in the background, there is no difference in the matter itself. Xie Xiaoyun was just pulled by the prodigal bachelor in the next village, and it became her sin to say a few ridiculous words in broad daylight.
"I don't know why, but the most scolding is the girls and daughters-in-law who always like to follow me to learn this and that. Xie Xiaoyun looked dazed, she thought that she was popular in the village, even if her husband died, the girls in the village also liked to follow her style in the city.
She likes to plant flowers in the yard, not a precious flower and plant, the wildflowers seen on the roadside, she will dig them back and plant them if they are good-looking, and the lycoris flowers and wild orchids on the mountain are planted in a yard, wild chrysanthemums, spring flowers, in short, Xie Xiaoyun's yard no matter when she goes, there are blooming flowers to greet her.
Xie Xiaoyun reads, writes, and grows flowers, but he can't farm, can't plant seedlings, can't cook pigweed, can't raise chickens and ducks, although her husband cared for and tolerated her in every way when he was alive, which made the girls and daughters-in-law in the village envious, but after all, he was not in good health and went early.
Because she has no children under her knees, the fields are naturally taken away by the little uncle, and even her small courtyard, if she doesn't care about her face, I'm afraid she can't stand it.
The girls and daughters-in-law of the village talked about her behind her back, saying that she was frivolous and indecent, that she would be punished sooner or later, that she would be shunned wherever she went, that the men were in charge of their daughters-in-law, that the elders were in charge of their daughters, and that the prodigal singles were coming to her, and she ignored her with a straight face, and the singles yelled and scolded her behind her.
Where can Xie Xiaoyun endure such humiliation and insult, although there is an accident at home, her husband has always taken good care of her. But she is now alone, and there is no one to protect her anymore.
The more Xie Xiaoyun tolerated it, the more others had to make inches, and even in the end, she said that she had lost the face of the Cheng family, her yard was taken back by her brother-in-law, she was driven out of the village, she was alone, she had no long things, where could she go, where else could she go? What else could she do?
She didn't even dare to go back to her parents' house, one was still in turmoil, and the other was afraid that she would bring these humiliations back to her parents, who were already very bitter. In the end, Xie Xiaoyun could only throw himself into the sea.
When she was up and down in the sea, she still couldn't understand what she had done wrong, so that the girls and daughters-in-law hated her so much, and criticized her as if she had done something unseemly, which was obviously not her fault! Why was it not her fault, why was everyone condemning her? Why had no one ever said a word about the prodigal's wrongness?
Obviously she is the victim, she is the one who is bullied!
Sister-in-law Yu shook her head: "It's not your fault, they are nothing more than jealous of you, you are different from them, when they are fine, they follow you, hold you, and please you, but they may not really like you in their hearts, it's just that you make them envious." ”
"When you have something, they can't wait to trample you into the dirt, who made you different from them everywhere before!" Sister-in-law Yu hit the nail on the head, Xie Xiaoyun only figured out the truth when she escaped death, but Sister-in-law Yu saw it clearly.
"If you weren't as good as them before, maybe they'll have compassion for you. Sister-in-law Yu was very panicked in her heart, fortunately, Xie Xiaoyun didn't die, otherwise she would have died like this, wouldn't it make them happy in vain?
"What my sister-in-law said makes sense. Xie Xiaoyun nodded, she can see through it now, when her husband was still alive in the early years, her life was too eye-catching, why did a girl with such bad ingredients live so well?
"Since God let you live, you should live well and live for those people. Sister-in-law Yu said briskly. Xie Xiaoyun had tears in her eyes, her eyes were red, but she smiled and nodded, and the little seed in her heart finally broke through the ground.
In this closed and backward place where there is not even an electric light, Xie Xiaoyun found a reason to live: live well, live for those people! Sister-in-law Yu stretched out her hand and wiped away the tears on Xie Xiaoyun's face, her hand was rough, stinging Xie Xiaoyun's face, but warming her heart.
"It's really not good, if you don't dislike it, just live in the village, I won't talk about your affairs. Sister-in-law Yu said enthusiastically: "Anyway, you don't have a place to go, although the things you said, we don't have those things here, but we have good people here, there are not so many bad things, you can stay." ”
Xie Xiaoyun hesitated: "But I can't live in your house all the time, where can I leave my relatives and never leave for the rest of my life?" Sister-in-law Yu smiled: "This is a trivial matter, our family has a room, if you find it inconvenient, we still have an old house, you can live in it." ”
"It's Xiaotong's family affair you just said, I'm afraid I can't do it. Xie Xiaoyun said apologetically, she couldn't go back, where to give Yu Xiaotong a family affair.
"It's okay, I really don't like those girls in your village, they are all very snobbish, and they are not worthy of my family Xiaotong. Sister-in-law Yu said proudly.
Xie Xiaoyun smiled and nodded, she deeply agreed with this, those girls are really not worthy of Yu Xiaotong, Xiaotong is a good boy and deserves a good family.
The two chatted casually for a while, and Sister-in-law Yu went back to the house to sleep satisfied, when Xie Xiaoyun didn't come, she didn't find anyone to chat with, Yu's father was so tired of going to sea that he ate a good meal and fell asleep, and many words were not good to talk to his daughters-in-law, and his sons would not talk.
In the middle of the night, Xie Xiaoyun dreamed that she was back in Xiaoxiao's shop, very strange, this place had long become blurry in her memory, the appearance of the two, what happened in the store, everything related to them, Xie Xiaoyun didn't remember much.
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