The sun rises in the east, and the rain passes through the snow.

Shen Wenqiu didn't go out, he didn't rush to find the red rope that caught the snow fox ginseng, nor did he rush to find the Yuanqing League that might have beaten Le Fan, he was cultivating and thinking about a question.

Thinking about Yan Shuyu's inexplicable words last night.

To be honest, Yan Shuyu's inexplicable words really benefited him a lot, but of course, he was also very confused.

Because of what Yan Shuyu said, he realized a question, what kind of person is he?

He had never seriously thought about this, so now he was thinking about what kind of person he was and what kind of person he wanted to become.

To be honest, when he thinks about it, he finds that his past is actually very scary, very empty, so terrible that he has done anything particularly meaningful, so empty that he has done anything that can make him remember for a lifetime, and he can't find it.

He didn't seem to have any of that.

Because in the past eighteen years, he has indeed had too many smooth times.

Since he was a child, his learning talent has been excellent, and he even casually writes and writes chapters, and he can also take someone back, which is deeply favored by Mr.

Therefore, even if he did something out of the ordinary in the school, such as playing against Zhou Gong or something, the old gentleman would not be punished, and he would just laugh and laugh.

Then, there is the family, before he was born, his father Shen made a fortune and became rich, so he has been a rich young master who has no worries about food and clothing since he was a child, and he never needs to worry about a bite of food, nor does he have to think that what he wants cannot be obtained.

Of course, there was nothing he had to work so hard to get.

Shen Facai is such a precious son as him, and Mrs. Shen is extremely doting on him, so Shen Wenqiu never thinks about whether he wants to get famous, and then he marries a princess, becomes a concubine, establishes a court, and is embraced by thousands of people.

He always reads it in his spare time, looks at those scripts about the rangers, dances and writes by himself, and makes ink, and that's it.

Undoubtedly, he has developed a character of no desire and no greed.

Of course, when he was sixteen years old, he went to the capital to take the exam, experienced many turmoil, met many interesting people, and interesting things, which also made him want to use his life to do something particularly meaningful and enough to remember for a lifetime.

However, things didn't go as he wanted, and then he and Twilight became married, and he realized that he seemed to have someone to protect, but the responsibility was still not so deep in his heart and carved into his bone marrow.

So, looking at his eighteen years, he never seems to have thought about what kind of person he is, and what kind of person he wants to be now?

I have never set myself a goal for my life.

But the goal was mentioned to him a long time ago.

Teacher, Qi Jiuwen hopes that he can govern the country and level the world, father, Shen Facai hopes that he can glorify his ancestors and get ahead, mother, Mrs. Shen hopes that he can live a peaceful life, friend, Gongsun Ming hopes that he can join forces with himself to create a peaceful and prosperous world, assassin, Su Yunxin hopes that he will not step into the sinister rivers and lakes......

These hopes are just other people's thoughts, and what others want him to do.

That is to say, he himself just lives according to other people's ideas, and sets a short-term small goal according to other people's expectations, some of which are completed, and then they pass, and some are not completed, and they turn around and forget about it.

He has never seriously thought about what he should live and what kind of person he should be.

Nowadays, young people are closing their eyes and cultivating, and they are also seriously thinking about this question and thinking about what kind of person they want to become.

He wondered if he had come into this world only to find his wife, and of course it shouldn't be just that, it must be a part of his future life, no doubt.

He thinks that he just can't get used to the world, does he complain a lot about some unreasonable existence in this world? Of course it shouldn't be just this, he should have the powerful power to change these unreasonable.

Of course, it shouldn't be just this, eating should be a hobby, and there are more things waiting for him to do.

So what kind of person should he live and be?

This is a big question, this is a lifelong question, and at this moment, young people are deeply entangled in their hearts.

Now, he figured out what kind of person he used to be, a bastard with no ambitions.

However, he doesn't know and doesn't know what kind of person he wants to be in the future.

He didn't know, he really didn't know, because life was so smooth, so terrible that it made him like a frog in warm water, and he didn't know what this dangerous world meant to him?

But there is undoubtedly one thing that does not need to be proven, and that is that he is still alive.

But what else does he have besides being alive?

He felt that he should have more goals, such as having the strength to protect the people he wanted to protect, such as having friends and confidants who drank a thousand glasses of wine, such as having Bole enemies who calculated to poison him for life, such as creating a Taiping country of his own imagination, such as doing something that he thought was meaningful and enough to remember for a lifetime......

One day, two days, three days......

Time is like flowing water, flowing silently, without the slightest attachment to the Huanyi people on the shore, reluctance, no matter how hard the Huanyi people try to keep it with the cloth yarn in their hands, but they can't stop its will to the sea.

It is so determined to be a part of the Ganges River of time in the long river of time.

However, Shen Wenqiu was still silent on the question that was worth thinking about all his life, he was thinking about eating, he was thinking about cultivation, he was thinking when he slept, he was thinking about, he was thinking when he walked, he was thinking about bathing, he was thinking about food, clothing, housing, transportation, eating, drinking, lazing, sleeping, he was thinking all the time, as if he was gradually stunned......

"Hey, hey, Shen Wenqiu, what kind of nerves have you been having these days, look at you, where are you eating, shouldn't you want to show us a new trick to eat? No, you must have done something to be sorry for me, so you don't dare to face me, right?"

Yan Shuyu was originally half-joking, but suddenly stared at Shen Wenqiu with sharp eyes, and his tone was full of doubts and speculation.

She couldn't remember the girl's memory of the day a few days ago, and she didn't believe it at all.

Therefore, she always suspected what Shen Wenqiu had done to her, and always paid attention to Shen Wenqiu's every move, wanting to find a trace of a look from Shen Wenqiu that saw that something was wrong with her.

Although Shen Wenqiu had already explained what had happened that day, and even Xiao Tassel and Le Fan had testified for him, she herself had no impression at all.

Therefore, it was hard for her to believe the fact that she had lost the memory of a day, she felt that Shen Wenqiu must have done something to her, and even felt that she owed herself, so he would give her a bag of silver.

Otherwise, if he is good, why would he give himself money and Dan Ling Stone?

He Shen Wenqiu didn't seem to be a fool, he just had a problem with his head, but he didn't know the importance of money and Dan Ling Stone, and he didn't give valuable things to people casually, and one gave it was all.

There must be something greasy in this, so in order to prove that she is right, the girl has been eating and drinking at Shen Wenqiu's house with a dead face in the past few days, and she has taught Shen Wenqiu how to cook and cook on the fire.

After that, it was true that every time she arrived at the meal, she stepped on the order to eat, of course, she only had two things to eat, one was to eat, and the other was to stare at Shen Wenqiu.

As long as Shen Wenqiu's eyes showed a hint of indebtedness to himself, then he would not hesitate to slap him to death, how could he do such a thing to himself, anyway, I am also his senior sister, so let's ask for my consent, well, it seems a little wrong......

But Shen Wenqiu seemed to be stupid, not to mention that there was a look of owe to the girl in his eyes, even if he looked at it, he basically didn't look at the girl much.

In addition to doing some daily things every day, he is in a daze, of course, he is also in a daze when he does things, just like now, he doesn't even know that the food is delivered to his nose.

"What did you say?"

Being shouted by Yan Shuyu like this, Shen Wenqiu came back to his senses and turned the focus of his gaze to Yan Shuyu again.

Yan Shuyu continued to stare at Shen Wenqiu with sharp eyes, and Shen Wenqiu felt that there was something under his nose, slimy, and when he took it down, he found that it was rice.

Yan Shuyu got up suddenly, put one foot on the stool, his eyes were still sharp, staring at Shen Wenqiu, with the posture of a prisoner, and said, "Say, what were you thinking just now, did you do something wrong?" ”

Le Fan doesn't care what kind of posture she has, anyway, she doesn't care about his business, just eat and eat.

The little tassel was holding the chicken leg, watching the excitement while gnawing, looking at Shen Wenqiu for a while, and Yan Shuyu for a while, thinking that the two of them were so strange.

Shen Wenqiu looked at Yan Shuyu with an embarrassed expression and said, "Senior sister, who are you?"

"Less nonsense, ask you what to answer. ”

Yan Shuyu slapped the table and said angrily.

That look seemed to have determined that Shen Wenqiu must have done something wrong, so he was absent-minded and unwilling to give up in the past few days.

But after thinking about it, what can this guy do lately, it's only for herself, she won't believe why she lost the memory of the day for no reason, but the three of them remember it clearly, okay, this is unreasonable.

Shen Wenqiu sighed helplessly: "I was thinking about it just now...... Want to ......"

"Huh?"

"Smack!"

Yan Shuyu found that Shen Wenqiu's eyes were wrong, and let out a soft snort, and then gave him a slap.

Slurring and spitting, his eyes dodging, is undoubtedly a precursor to doing something wrong, yes, the suspect has done something bad, and he will show such a reaction.

"Okay, you Shen Wenqiu, you still don't admit it, let me find out now, right?"

The girl was proud in her heart, thinking, so many days can be regarded as making herself a little tired, today I see how you deny it.

Shen Wenqiu was stunned by a slap, his mind was blank for a while, and he pondered: "When did I offend her again, why is my temper so hot, I beat people at every turn, you are like this, how will you marry in the future?"

This crisp slap scared the boy and the little girl at the dinner table almost threw the rice bowl and chicken leg in their hands to the ground, looked up at the two of them, and found that the atmosphere was a little wrong, so they quickly buried their heads low and ate their own food, for fear of being affected by the pond fish.

"Bang!"

The girl slapped again, but this time it was on the table, not on Shen Wenqiu's face, and she said angrily: "Say, don't hesitate." ”

Shen asked Qiu that he didn't want to say such an esoteric philosophical question to Yan Shuyu's brain, but looking at her aggressive posture, he had to say helplessly: "I'm thinking about what kind of person I want to become?"

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