There was a lot to say about him, but he didn't know what to say, so he had to write something that he didn't know what to say as a memorial.

Suddenly met him in his sleep, he was still so young, and his smile was silly, and he must have not known that the person next to him had always liked him.

He was my high school classmate, he came from a sad family, his father was in prison when he was very young, and in those days, in those rural areas, he and his sister had to bear the unstoppable gossip, he was so young, when I heard about it, my heart couldn't stop hurting.

I like that when he first met him, when he was just in high school, the head teacher was a female college student who had just graduated, he looked serious, and he didn't like to laugh, and after the military training, he transferred seats in the class for the first time. I was anxious and longing for my new tablemate, I arrived in the classroom very early, looked at the table on the lectern, looked at the seat next to me, no one had come, I was secretly glad in my heart, I really didn't dare to sit next to a stranger all of a sudden, so overwhelmed for no reason. He hurried over ten minutes before the morning self-study, and everyone in their dormitory was up late, and he passed by the lectern and glanced at the seat next to me, and I guessed that he would be my new tablemate.

Sure enough, he approached, smiled sheepishly, and said hello to me, and I got up and let him in, and our seats were leaning against the windowsill, and he was in them, and the early autumn sun was still so warm that I couldn't see his face clearly, and we both knew each other.

He was very quiet, probably because of unfamiliar reasons, after the first class, he fell asleep on his stomach, I wanted to chat with him, but I didn't have a chance, so I had to talk to the person in front of me, the person in front of me was my roommate in my high school dormitory, we were quite familiar at the time, of course, there was also my roommate's new tablemate, a big boy with eyes, thin, and I can remember so much.

The bell rang for the second period, and I woke him up, his eyes were sleepy, the corners of his mouth were moist, and I wanted to laugh to myself, and it was indescribably pleasing. After the two of us gradually got acquainted, studying together, discussing together, eating together, exercising together, I seemed to like him, but he was also a boy, which made me hesitate, I didn't know what to do, and then I understood that I liked him to be good to him, not so much worry, but by the time I understood, it was too late, and that was after I went to college.

My relationship with him is becoming more and more estranged, I am too harsh, I like it too seriously, I like it too much, so that my liking becomes crazy in the eyes of others, I gradually push him away, but I keep shouting and asking him why, I am really stupid. At that time, no one really could accept a love that did not conform to the psychology of the public so calmly, he had experienced so many rumors since he was a child, and finally grew up, but I had to pull him into the whirlpool of another rumor, he should hate me, but he didn't, he was still like that, with the innocence and shyness that he liked from the beginning.

After graduating from high school, the two of us rarely kept in touch, and I spent my college years burying him, and finally one day he became a ray of sunshine in my heart, and I no longer valued him so much, but he was as indispensable as sunshine.

This is my story with him, and I salute!

Two teenagers, emotional high school, and finally become strangers, I wrote down such a story for them, if one day he can be seen, please don't be sad, you have turned into a ray of sunshine, shining on the heart of the person who once loved you.