Chapter 390: Humble and Misty, Unworthy of Respect
If she did go to the party, what would others think?
Her dignity has reached its limit, and she can no longer tolerate herself continuing to lose herself for the sake of this relationship.
After twelve years, when everyone mentions Du Shiyan so far, the first thing that comes to mind is his illness, but that is already in the past, and the second must be the cause of the illness - the explosion.
And the victims in the explosion back then were Du Shiyan's standard words.
Everyone knows that the person Du Shiyan loves most in his life is Su Jinyan, and he is Su Jinyan's property.
Although Su Jinyan passed away before, so even so, when Du Shiyan married her, there would still be people who questioned her after it was rumored.
Gu Xiaoman knew that her identity was not worthy of him.
Now that Su Jinyan is back, it's time for her to leave.
Her departure is to return things to their original owners, and if Gu Xiaoman keeps occupying it like this, it will be shameless and shameless.
What he said was a charity gala, and there must be a lot of people at that time, and her appearance will definitely become the focus of everyone's discussion.
Why let yourself be in that situation?
She doesn't want to go!
She wouldn't be in that kind of scene.
"Don't go?" Du Shiyan suddenly froze, lowered his body and looked at Gu Xiaoman's eyes, "This can't help you!"
After saying that, he turned around and walked out of the bedroom.
The temperature of the room was very sufficient, obviously very warm, but Gu Xiaoman felt as if he had been thrown into an ice cellar, the whole person trembled, and his hands couldn't help but wrap his arms tightly.
Why did she go to what party!
Su Jinyan is back, she will definitely go to participate.
Gu Xiaoman didn't dare to think about how they would face such a scene when they participated together.
New Love, Old Love......
Scold!
There was a sneer at the corner of his mouth, and Gu Xiaoman sighed sadly.
What a new love and old love, she is not his love at all.
The only person he loves is Su Jinyan.
From beginning to end, Gu Xiaoman was just a stand-in, a cheap stand-in!
Lying on the bed sluggishly, I don't know how long it took, my whole body shrunk because of the cold, and the cold spread all over my body from the bottom of my heart, until my limbs were stiff.
was imprisoned again, and this time, she couldn't look forward to it anymore, she would rather Du Shiyan throw her in this villa for the rest of her life and leave her to fend for herself.
Quietly spent two weeks in the villa, Gu Xiaoman was still the same as usual, every day in addition to reading the recipes, he went downstairs with your Aunt Su to take a stroll.
The more calm Gu Xiaoman was, the more uneasy Aunt Su's heart became.
During this time, Aunt Su has been accompanying Gu Xiaoman, from the worry in the coma, Aunt Su lives in fear every day, for fear that Gu Xiaoman will really not wake up.
Finally, Gu Xiaoman survived, but she began to worry about the relationship between Du Shiyan and Gu Xiaoman again.
Since Gu Xiaoman fell into a coma, Du Shiyan really hasn't been here once, but I don't know why, every time it is late at night, I always feel that there is a familiar smell coming, but when I opened my eyes, there was no one.
Aunt Su almost watched Du Shiyan grow up, and she was still familiar with Du Shiyan.
He is not so cold and impersonal as he seems, and Aunt Su doesn't believe that he can really ignore Gu Xiaoman.
However, the facts told her that Du Shiyan really did not appear once.
Obviously, some time ago, they happily went to the United States to attend a banquet together, but when they came back, Gu Xiaoman was left alone, and even in the end, the two met coldly.
Aunt Su didn't know what was going on, every time she opened her mouth to ask, but Gu Xiaoman was so sad, although she was laughing every day, Aunt Su knew that she was pretending to be sad in her heart.
Later, Aunt Su went to Uncle Luo's place and talked about the recent events, and Uncle Luo was so angry that he wanted to come to Du Shiyan with a knife.
Although she knew that Gu Xiaoman had a good relationship with Uncle Luo, Aunt Su didn't expect it to come to this point.
And Uncle Luo, who didn't even say much, was really angry, not just for show.
Judging from the relationship between the two, or Uncle Luo's attitude towards Gu Xiaoman, Aunt Su always felt that the two of them were not just as simple as the fate of meeting in Pingshui.
Uncle Luo has known Gu Xiaoman for a long time, and he is hiding something.
Although the matter of seeking revenge from Du Shiyan was suppressed, Uncle Luo was not idle, every day was a pot of chicken soup, rain or shine, but Gu Xiaoman was not allowed to know.
Uncle Luo said that he was afraid that Gu Xiaoman would be embarrassed, but in fact, the real reason was only clear to him.
During this time, since Gu Xiaoman woke up, her changes have been obvious.
The pain at the beginning to the relief later, Aunt Su is a woman, and the woman had an inexplicable aura before, Gu Xiaoman gave up from the bottom of her heart this time.
Aunt Su could see that Gu Xiaoman was in pain, but she didn't have time to suffer, and she didn't allow herself to suffer, just like a habit, Gu Xiaoman had her own shell, a shell that wrapped herself tightly.
It seems that in her shell, she can cry, laugh and make trouble wantonly, but when she returns to reality and retracts that protective shell, she returns to a calm and calm Gu Xiaoman.
Aunt Su was distressed, but she couldn't find a suitable gap to comfort her.
Time flies, and the organizer of the cooking competition called twice and told Gu Xiaoman about the schedule of the competition, and by the way, confirmed whether she could participate in the competition on time.
Gu Xiaoman really likes cooking, and she decided to sign up for the competition after careful consideration.
At first, the competition was to become a worthy existence for him, but now she is for herself, just for herself.
It's just that now that they're making a fuss like this, will he let himself go?
After Xi Zichen wanted to take her away before.
Du Shiyan added four more bodyguards at the door of the villa, got up in the morning and stood upstairs looking at the eight bodyguards at the door of the villa, like a team, I don't know what president-level figures live inside.
The days are still the same, but Gu Xiaoman has his own plans in his heart.
She's waiting for a moment when she'll be able to find herself again.
......
On the day Du Shiyan came, it was raining heavily outside, and the dark night was shrouded in lightning and thunder, Gu Xiaoman was rolled up in the quilt alone, and his whole body trembled.
She was afraid of thunder, afraid of the dark night, when a bright lightning bolt struck overhead, and the pores of her whole body were screaming and trembling.
Suddenly, the door was kicked open from the outside, and a familiar figure appeared in the doorway, and the strong smell of wine came to his nose.
Gu Xiaoman's hand couldn't help clenching the quilt, and the cold sweat on his body was blown by the wind coming in at the door, and his whole body couldn't help but tremble.
Before Gu Xiaoman could react, the quilt on his body was violently lifted by Du Shiyan, and his body, which had already been frightened and trembling, was pulled up by him like duckweed, and pressed directly under him.
His chest was pressed by his sturdy body, and the steamed buns were about to be pressed into cakes, Gu Xiaoman let out a low cry of pain unbearably.
A bolt of lightning lit up the dark night sky, like a wound in the heart, and the rain poured out.
Gu Xiaoman was vigorously pressed on the bed by him, and the nightdress on his body was torn to pieces by him.
"Du Shiyan!"
Gu Xiaoman shouted in surprise, because Du Shiyan was standing behind him, Gu Xiaoman couldn't see his face, and the fear in his heart was exaggerated countless times.
Du Shiyan snorted coldly, and said in an icy voice: "What, I'm disappointed that it's me?"
Gu Xiaoman bit his lower lip tightly, tears almost poured back into his heart from the corners of his eyes, sour and bitter.
"Gu Xiaoman, don't you have a lot of words, why can't you say a word in the face of me?"
She talks a lot?
What does he mean?
Why he has been getting more and more incomprehensible to her lately.