Su Wan'er felt that the dream of dating Qin Lang was too beautiful, and she never got what she longed for, whether it was the favor of her parents, beautiful clothes, or even the opportunity to go to school.

These experiences all tell her one thing: too perfect a life, you don't deserve it, you can't get it, and you will always fly away.

So every Su Wan'er feels that this kind of life is stolen from Mengluo's hands, she is not down-to-earth at all, she has no sense of security, she always feels that every one is the last, every one suffers from gains and losses, and she wants to burn herself to live.

At first, Qin Lang felt that as long as he loved her more and spoiled her more, he would always make Su Wan'er feel more secure, be down-to-earth, live a normal life, and become sunny.

But no matter what he does, it's still not enough, Su Wan'er always likes to stick to him to prove that they really love each other, after the initial passion has passed, gradually, Qin Lang began to lose his breath, he needs to have some normal socialization, he needs to have some time and space of his own.

When Qin Lang began to want to be alone, Su Wan'er immediately sensed Qin Lang's changes, "He doesn't love himself anymore." Su Wan'er thought: "I know, how can such a perfect person really love me?"

Then she began to ask for proof and confirmation without limit, and began to ask unreasonably that Qin Lang should always accompany her, otherwise she would not love her, she was afraid that she would wake up tomorrow, and she didn't know who she was up from, she was afraid that Ruci would go back to those dark days.

However, it is like sand on the seashore, like water, the more you want to hold it, the more it will slip through your fingers, it is like a deep swamp, the more you struggle, the more you sink, but Su Wan'er has no way to relax, her constant struggle, but it is only in vain.

The more Su Wan'er tried to prove that they loved each other, the more Qin Lang felt breathless, and the more he wanted to escape, and naturally, the two began to quarrel, endless quarrels, and every time they met, they ended in quarrels.

No matter what kind of relationship, there will always be such a period of time, crossing the past, Nirvana is reborn, can't cross it, Lao Yan flies apart, Su Wan'er doesn't know what to do, and Qin Lang doesn't know what to do.

Obviously two people who love each other sincerely, they obviously sold all their memories in exchange for a chance, how did it become like this, what should I do to not waste such a chance to do it again?

Su Wan'er cried until midnight at night, in the past days, she didn't want to go again, even if she was poor, she didn't want to live like that, one hour, one minute, not one second.

Mengluo floated in the sky above the sea, like a dark cloud, and she was very satisfied when she saw Su Wan'er's pain. Monroe's favorite thing to see is the helplessness, weakness, and hysteria of human beings under her manipulation, which makes her very happy

She enjoyed Su Wan'er's emotions to the fullest, as for when to change back, she didn't think about it, how fun such a game is, Su Cuicui's side is also very exciting, she hasn't seen enough of it, so let them continue to struggle.

It's boring to live according to inertia, so it should be changed like this, and a dark cloud turns into a smiling face, vague and invisible.

Su Wan'er and Qin Lang were reluctant to have this relationship, but they were like two hedgehogs, wanting to hug, but they stabbed each other all over their bodies, struggling, clenching and not letting go.

Until Qin Lang excused himself to study hard, he hadn't come to Su Wan'er for three weeks. Only then did Su Wan'er realize that she had forgotten her original intention, and she seemed to have no idea whether the opportunity she exchanged was for a free choice or for Qin Lang.

In the end, it is a girl, easy to fall into feelings and forget more important things.

The timeline came to the beginning of the draft as promised, when Su Wan'er saw the advertisement on the floor, she suddenly recalled her years, after graduating from high school, working in a fast food restaurant, having nothing, seeing the draft advertisement, using all her savings, desperately to participate, and then she was out of control, and went to the dark on that road, to the involutiveness, to despair, until she met Monroe.

So, what kind of opportunity did Monroe give herself at that time?

Su Wan'er stood in front of the poster, dazed, she got Qin Lang as she wished, and got the opportunity to go to school, why did she become like this again?

What exactly does she want?

She seemed to be able to hear Monroe sneering in her ear, what the hell did she want?

Su Wan'er couldn't figure it out, she didn't dare to go to Qin Lang, she didn't dare to persecute him, she was afraid that looking for him again would make him stay away and flee even more, she was afraid that they would never be together again, she was afraid of getting lost in time Zheng

On weekends, she went to the coffee shop in the seaside square to work part-time as usual, this job was also found by Qin Lang with her, every weekend they came to see the sea, and just happened to meet the coffee shop to recruit part-time jobs, it is very common for college students to do this part-time job, and she also needs this income, so that she can not talk to her family at all, which can reduce a lot of embarrassment.

Many times, when money is not mentioned, under the premise of no trade-off, family affection can still be clothed with a veil of warmth, Su Wan'er longs for such a veil, so the premise is that she must be able to afford her own life, Qin Lang tried to fund her, but Su Wan'er refused. Those unbearable experiences made her realize how important it is to be able to stand.

Qin Lang hadn't come to pick her up for three weeks, he used to come every week, sit in the coffee shop and read a book and wait for her to get off work, and then sit together on the bench on the edge of the square until the last bus departed, and then hurriedly got on the bus and went back to school.

Su Wan'er looked at the place where Qin Lang often sits, there was a very handsome young man, it was not Qin Lang, he didn't come. Su Wan'er retracted her gaze in disappointment and concentrated on latte art, she is now very flirtatious, she can draw a lot of complicated patterns, she wants to show Qin Lang, all good things, she wants to show Qin Lang.

After closing, she needs to tidy up the shop, and this week it was her turn to be the last to go, and when the door was locked, she walked out and saw a cat, a puppet with blue and green eyes, very spiritual.

"Come with me. "The cat.

Su Wan'er involuntarily followed the cat, Qin Lang came a step late, only to see the empty square and the locked coffee shop.

He sat on the bench alone, thinking about his relationship with Su Wan'er, where should he go, he didn't dare to come to Su Wan'er, he was afraid that Su Wan'er would become a hedgehog, he was afraid that Su Wan'er would never end "proving that we love each other", he was afraid that they would never be possible again.

How can we prove that we are in love? Qin Lang can't solve this problem, high numbers are simpler than this, and Fourier is simpler than this.