Chapter 62: Running away in a depressed state

Mu Zhen lost himself in Lu Shuang's anger, feeling helpless about Lu Shuang's misunderstanding, the blankness of his brain, and the strangeness in front of him forced him to make a wrong decision.

Mu Zhen's mood was extremely low, he felt that this misunderstanding was more painful than stabbing himself, he had to leave the classroom, ran out of the school gate like crazy, ran aimlessly in the field, wanted to shout loudly, but couldn't shout, he didn't shed a single tear in the classroom, but at this time the tears were like springs, bursting out of his eyes, his intuition told him that he played a very disgraceful role in this matter, he had not yet developed to the point of falling in love, it was just that the girl admired herself, what else could there be, so many things happened, from a fight with Wang Qiang to yesterday's fist swing with Zhang Ran, is it all his faultThere is nothing wrong with him, the only thing that is wrong is the contact and acquaintance with Wu Xiaojuan. Lu Shuang roared as if he had a grudge against himself, was it fair to himself?

Mu Zhen has no problems that he can't solve in his studies, but in this matter, Mu Zhen really can't solve this diversified equation, this matter is not clear to Lu Shuang, there is no need to make it clear with Liu Xuchang, and he can't tell his parents, who else in this world can understand him? Who else can he confide in the bitterness in his heart, the call that Lu Shuang said, let him jump into the Yellow River and can't wash it away, how will his classmates think of him in the future, he really can't understand, is it necessary for him to stay here? He wiped away his tears and looked up at the sky, feeling that only his own departure could overcome all the problems in front of him.

In Mu Zhen's sight, a bird soaring in the sky flashed, it was an eagle, gliding quietly in the sky, Mu Zhen envied the freedom of this eagle, how good it would be if he became an eagle, he could get rid of this endless entanglement, he could spread his wings freely, and obtain unlimited free space.

Mu Zhen slowly regained some composure, and he decided to leave the environment and go outside. Along the main road, he ran all the way to the west, away from the uneasiness caused by the school, away from the world that humiliated him, and he wanted to jump out of the school to see the world. Mu Zhen who was running had forgotten about hunger, forgot about relatives and friends, and there was only one word he saw in front of him - go, this road must go on, and the farther you go, the better.

When it got dark, Mu Zhen still didn't stop, there was no clear direction, there was no purpose, the darkness brought not fear, when he was twelve years old when he went to school in Gucheng No. 1 Middle School, he was no longer afraid of the dark, when he left home to live in school, he had adapted to loneliness, the darkness was no longer afraid of him, but at this time he began to be a little flustered in the face of the darkness in front of him. He began to think about how anxious his parents would be because of his departure, how nervous the teachers and students at school would be because of his departure, and how nervous he would be because of his departure, and he began to think about the consequences of his departure, but he didn't know where he had gone from leaving to now. Where was he?

Mu Zhen fixed himself and looked around, both sides of the road were full of bushes that were taller than a person's head, the road in front of him was very dark, as if he was hiding, at this time uneasiness, an indescribable fatigue swept over, he had not eaten for at least seven hours, had not drunk a sip of water, he felt thirsty, and the sound of frogs and insects in his ears could not hide his intestinal sound. And in this gloomy bush, how can he find the food and water he needs? Find a place to fill your stomach as soon as possible.

It was only at this time that Mu Zhen began to carefully remember the road he had walked, he went down the avenue, almost all of them were trails, and there were even thorns, he didn't see any villages, let alone any people, and he began to regret it at this time, thinking about whether it was worth running away like this, and running away like this was irresponsible for his own future.

Mu Zhen thought to herself as she walked: "The person who chooses to escape when something happens is definitely a person who is not responsible for himself! Besides, this mistake is not caused by himself, but by Teacher Lu's misunderstanding? No, I can't go any further, I must go back, I must go back to explain it slowly, or slowly overcome difficulties, things will always pass one day, why do I have to find some new troubles for myself?"

Mu Zhen figured it out and began to look for the way back, he was careless when he came, every time he came to a fork in the road, he couldn't remember which direction he chose, he looked at the Big Dipper and determined the direction, and with an intuition, he ran in the direction he thought was right. Although the goal in his heart was clear, his physical fatigue and physical hunger could not be soothed, and he was wary of himself from time to time: "I have to go back to school no matter what, and then continue the rest of the matter." ”

I don't know how long I walked, I don't know what time it was in the middle of the night, when Mu Zhen saw a crescent moon hanging in the air, Mu Zhen deduced that it was already the second half of the night, the hunger was no longer so strong, but the legs were as heavy as lead, and the physical fatigue followed by mental exhaustion, he kept yawning, and then repeatedly warned himself, persevere, persist, and persist, must find a way back.

The moon has set, the sky is only accompanied by stars, the frogs in the field have long been gone, only the unknown insects in the grass are still whispering, Mu Zhen was attracted by this quiet, and suddenly felt that the world is to live in the group, and the individual left the group, it can only be described as hanging from each other, standing alone, the fear of the individual leaving the group is the most terrible, and moving forward without direction is the most terrible thing for people.

Mu Zhen walking on the trail suddenly felt a softness under his feet, as if he had stepped on something, and he was so frightened that he immediately raised his feet, but it was still a little late, the speed at which the soft thing curled up was much greater than the sensitivity of his feet, and the thing was wrapped around his feet, Mu Zhen immediately understood that this must be a water snake looking for food, if in the past, Mu Zhen would never dare to touch this long insect, but now he didn't care so much, raised his foot and stomped on the ground fiercely, maybe this foot was stepping on the seven inches of the long insect, the curled body of the long insect was released, Mu Zhen was happy in his heart At the same time, he strode neatly under his feet, running fast, and the weeds on the road hung his feet from time to time, he didn't care so much, a few hundred meters of path, he didn't know how many stumbles, and even almost tripped over weeds a few times.

Mu Zhen, who got on the road, began to think about the direction of the road to the west, and the direction of going back must be all the way to the east, he judged the direction according to the north star, and determined that the road under his feet was the east-west direction, and determined the direction, which was the road he was going to take, there were no vehicles on the road, and there was a birch forest where the breeze blew on both sides of the road, and the leaves rustled in the birch forest, in the middle of the night, he could only stand in the middle of the road and see some starlight, and with this starlight, he ran rapidly, and no longer had to worry about the fetters of the grass and the long snake.

For the first time, Mu Zhen felt the precursor of darkness before dawn, the stars receded a lot, the surroundings were quiet, and the insects in the fields seemed to have fallen asleep, the scene was like the moment when the curtain on the stage opened, and suddenly the eyes lit up, due to the excessive wattage of the stage lights, the lights went from dark to bright, and finally everything became clear to see, this is the creation of nature, the sky was much brighter, he finally saw the village in the distance, and vaguely heard the cry of the morning rooster.

What is it like for Mu Zhen to feel exhausted for the first time, he must go into the village to ask about the way home, and while he is thinking, a figure in the distance walks towards him, and he is happy, and he greets him. When he got closer, it was an old farmer who was collecting dung, carrying a dung basket behind him and holding a pickaxe in his hand, looking east and west, lest he miss any pile of dung on the side of the road.

Mu Zhen hurriedly stepped forward and replied, "Uncle, let me ask for directions?"

The old peasant was obviously a little surprised by his shout: "You, you child, where do you want to go so early?"

"I want to go to Zhangji's Binhu Middle School, how do I go?" Mu Zhen said quickly.

"Zhangji, there are more than nine miles of road from here, there is an entrance in front of you to turn south, keep walking, you can see Zhangji Village. The old farmer raised his head and pointed in the direction of the east.

"Okay, where is the one who sells steamed buns?" Mu Zhen asked again.

"Turn around at the intersection ahead, and you will see that today is a set, and there is everything to eat. The old farmer put down his hammer and said.

Mu Zhen thanked him and ran forward without looking back, he was so hungry that he didn't close his eyes all night and didn't say anything, he didn't eat almost all day, and the two steamed buns at noon yesterday had already disappeared.

As the old farmer said, there are a few pedestrians in the bazaar, and the rest are all businessmen, who have already set up their stalls and are waiting for the people to come to the market to choose. Mu Zhen hadn't seen the steamed bun pot yet, but she had already smelled the fragrant fried buns, and the saliva in her mouth filled her mouth as if it had been flooded. He didn't see the steamed bun, but he followed the fragrance of the fried buns and found the steamed bun pot, and the fragrance had already entered his heart, lungs, and stomach.

When the ten fried buns were served in front of him, he ate them in one go, and asked for a bowl of white porridge, and the sweetness of the mouth made him wonder, why hadn't he tasted such a good porridge before?

Mu Zhen knew that if he had enough to eat this bun, it would be thirty, but the money in his pocket would not let him eat so much, and no matter how much he had, he would probably be unable to leave without debts. Although there was no enough water and food, with this supplement, Mu Zhen felt that he had added a lot of strength to his body, and he had added the strength to run on the road to school in front of him.

After paying, Mu Zhen wiped his mouth and ran in the direction of Zhang Ji, he wanted to rush to the school before class, so that more people could not worry about it.