Chapter 190: Unspeakable Fear
Mo Gusheng's words fell, Xu Yue only thought that this was the old man's self-pity, and he never put it in his heart, but said: "Sir, don't worry too much, Buddhism pays attention to cause and effect, although the dust cutting palace is different from the method of Buddhism, but the study of the law of cause and effect is about the same." ”
"The demon is the fruit of Mr., I found the cause of this result for Mr., but whether I can deal with it depends on Mr. himself, so Mr. must not feel sorry for himself, so that he can have a glimmer of life. ”
Although Xu Yue was not familiar with the world, she also felt that Mo Gusheng's attitude of almost accepting her fate was not good, and she persuaded in a deep voice.
Mo Gusheng knew that the other party didn't understand the meaning of his words, so he didn't say much, just shook his head with a smile, and then said: "Since the girl has good intentions, the old man has nothing to hide." ”
After speaking, his face was straight, and he slowly talked to Xu Yue and others about the past six months.
The new Confucian Conference is about to be held, which is a rare grand gathering of Confucian and Taoist scholars from all walks of life.
Mo Gusheng has always been extremely enthusiastic about the emergence of Confucianism, and he also secretly felt that the style of dedication to learning that has gradually emerged in the past hundred years of Wuya Academy is mostly inappropriate, so he wants to take the opportunity of this Confucian conference to discuss the Tao of all parties to show his theory of becoming an official and benefiting the world in front of everyone. Therefore, since a year ago, Mo Gusheng has spent a lot of time sorting out his theories in various aspects.
He knew that in the Boundless Academy, where the people who devoted themselves to learning were located, his theory would inevitably be opposed by many parties, so he was fully prepared to fight the Confucianism.
And this kind of effort continued until about half a year ago, when Mo Gusheng suddenly felt uneasy. I thought it was because I was too tired a few days ago, so Mo Gusheng rested for a few days, but his restless condition did not improve at all, and even worsened.
He used to hear a whisper in the dead of night at first, but when he tried to hear it properly, the voice disappeared, and he couldn't be sure who it was or what it was saying.
Since then, Mo Gusheng has been vaguely aware of something wrong, and he asked the people around him to secretly investigate the situation around his residence, but they did not find anyone. Mo Gusheng began to realize that he might have a demon in his heart.
He didn't have such a bothering as Wei Lai, and he realized this
After one o'clock, he began to try his best to fight the demons.
With the cultivation of his eight great sages, after speaking to the sect, the sect also attaches great importance to it, whether it is the elixir that suppresses the demons, or the exercises, he is allowed to take it, but after three or four months, his condition is still not improving, once it is the dead of night, he can always hear the murmur that seems to be out of nowhere, but he has never been able to find the root, so that later, he can't even sleep.
Although the Eight Great Sages have transcended the mortal body in a sense, even if they have not rested for a month, they may not be able to have a major problem, but Mo Gusheng, who has always been restless, is uncomfortable with this. It wasn't until half a month ago that he decided to change his mind.
Since the demon had been whispering in his ear all along, he decided to find a way to hear the demon's voice and figure out what was going on.
So he was no longer obsessed with using exercises or pills to suppress the demons and stabilize his mind, but let the demons whisper and try to hear what he said.
......
Mo Gusheng said this, and suddenly stopped.
Seeing this, Xu Yue looked up at Mo Gusheng and said: "The demon is born from the heart, and it is the embodiment of the desire of the human heart, and figuring out what it thinks and says is a way to fight it." The fact that the seniors can think of this means that they have figured out some ways to deal with the demons in their hearts, so why bother to feel sorry for themselves and say that their lives are not long?"
Mo Gusheng smiled bitterly and shook his head when he heard this: "Girl, let's listen to me and make a conclusion after I finish this matter." ”
Hearing this, everyone was faintly aware that there might be some unexpected changes after this, so they all stopped their voices at that time and looked up at Mo Gusheng.
Mo Gusheng didn't have the intention of selling Guan Zi, and his face sank before he continued: "Because I have been taking the Ning Shen Pill sent by the academy before, my hearing of the voice of the heart demon has become more and more blurred, so I simply stopped the pill, and every night in the dead of night, I will listen carefully on my knees, but the sound is very weak, like the sound of the night wind blowing and the leaves gently shaking. Extremely light ......"
"But I still didn't realize it, I used the method of combining heaven and earth, and let myself enter the state of forgetting things and me, which made the voice a little louder, and I could vaguely feel that the voice was like someone saying something, but the content was still vague. ”
"For this reason, I went to Baina Pavilion, searched for the methods that can enhance the five senses one by one, and finally experimented one by one, and selected one of the methods called "Clearing the Universe", and unfolded it after fitting the heaven and earth, trying to hear the whispers of the demons in my heart. ”
"This method has worked wonders, and as I have become more proficient in this method, the voice that has been haunting my ears has gradually become clearer. I could even vaguely hear the words Qing, Lai, and Tian, but I still couldn't connect them together and fully understand the meaning of his words. ”
"But this result also gave me great encouragement, and I thought that I had grasped the key to dealing with the demons in my heart, so I worked harder, and just when the voice became clearer and clearer, and even I began to hear what it was......"
Speaking of this, Mo Gusheng stopped again.
Wei Lai was keenly aware that at this time, Mo Gusheng's pupils were dilated, his face was pale, and even some beads of sweat appeared on his forehead.
He sank his brows, but he was secretly surprised in his heart, what kind of experience could make this Eight Great Sage, who had lived for more than sixty years, so frightened.
And Mo Gusheng's voice also sounded in the next moment, solving the doubts that had just arisen in Wei Lai's heart.
When the voice sounded again, that time, I heard it very clearly, every word she spoke, the tone of her words was very clear to me. ”
But just as I was trying to understand the meaning of her words, the vast spiritual power of heaven and earth began to pour into the mountains and surging towards me like a tsunami, wrapping my body and constantly impacting my body, as if it was about to tear me apart. ”
"I've never seen anything like it, it's like there's something in the dark that wants to wipe me out, a force I can't resist, or I can't rise to resist. ”
"When I woke up again, I remembered the experience, but I forgot everything that the voice said. ”
"I think ......"
"It was like a warning. ”
"I am warned by something powerful that exists in the shadows. ”
"He's telling me not to snoop on things you shouldn't......"